Numerology/Astrology for 11/12/19

11/12/19 is the number 8. There is healing in admitting the wounding that has happened in your life. But there is enormous healing when you admit to the wounding that you have manifested to yourself. Often it is about hiding something so painful that you needed to suppress it so you could keep going forward. While it was a good idea at the time, when you continued to stuff things into the corners and crevasses, that is how illness happens. Then you compound the traumas by hanging onto them. What you have done to yourself, you are the only one that has the keys to those locked doors. Therefore, you are the one that must unlock them and walk through.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

We are at the Full Moon in Taurus in the morning as you are off to work. Where do you need to toughen up to persevere in your life, and what needs to be released? Those are the questions being asked. You are attempting to find a difficult balance between the opposing energies hitting you at this time. There are a lot of contrasts. On one level you want the practical, comfort-oriented old reality that is now in the crosshairs of the transformational, crisis conscious reality of Scorpio. Many hidden things are being moved into the light. Many emotional issues that are the basis to physical health conditions is becoming more obvious and making sense in a much larger understanding. You are a mystery. That is the Scorpio in all of us. While everyone wants emotional fulfillment in simple, tangible things. There are also major complexities that you have woven into your world to help you avoid enormous hurts from your past. You can begin to see the depth of the complex matrix you have woven to avoid the disappointments that you have had in your life. In this moment, you can see the mystery that has been you “shouldering on” in the world and now, you can see the consequences to your health related to all of that.

The Full Moon is filled to the brink with possibilities. The learning curve is transformational and has the ability to radically change your world. You see things in a new light. That lingering problem is finally beginning to become clear and the level and depth of the wound is shocking as it is profound. Believe it or not. This is a good thing.

Mars is in a sextile to Jupiter, giving you that enthusiasm to get things done. Your courage can make the difference.

Let the competitive trend in the astrology give you the confidence to take on all comers. Beliefs mean nothing without the willingness to take action.

Dreams are revealing in new ways and your intuition is aligned in a very effective way.

Spiritual gifts are there for the taking. You have to be aware of them to be able to use them. Consider all things but stay on the line of Truth.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote

There is nothing better
then listening and observing.
Being that fly on the wall
and allowing the raw reality
to filter in, reminds me that
power can be very subtle.
When you can be still
and wait for someone
to reveal their distortion,
you know where your core is
and where the truth lies.
Truth is patient.
Truth knows that stillness
will lead you to what you seek.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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Storms show the weakness in landscapes.
The same is true in your personal landscape
and the people that inhabit that world with you.
Truth is painful as it shows the weakness
in the minds and hearts of those you know and love.
The light that you carry is not determined
by the darkness in this world.
Truthful people see life’s tragedies through
the eyes of humor and knowing.
Truth slaps you in the face.
But that is better than being kissed by a perpetrator.
The slap will wake you up and make you move.
That kiss will linger in the icky world of your body/mind
and make your skin crawl with post-traumatic stress.

~Suzanne Wagner~