Numerology/Astrology for 4/21/20

4/21/20 is the number 11. If you add the 4 + 2 + 1 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 11.

The balance between expansion and those that intentionally want to contract things down and make things worse is more than obvious. I find it interesting that the number 11 can contract down to the number 2 and those with the most negative minds (the number 2) are those that are protesting right now and unleashing their negativity that is within them out into the world. This is the energy that has helped co-create this situation right now and clearly there are many negative, hateful people who are not giving up without a fight. Such people make things worse with their actions and impact everyone because of their selfishness. Clearly we are going to have a very long cycle with this because of those that will not deal with their internal self or disowned emotions.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

The Sun in Taurus squares Saturn in Aquarius. Expect difficulties in your life in a variety of ways. Uncertainty seems infectious and people are feeling as if there are those around them that have a perverse way of expressing the inner fear and anger. What is inside is busting out into the external world.

Remember, if you are in reaction it is about you. It is not about others. Freedom is not about getting your way. And while, yes, external situations can trigger us deeply internally, you cannot force your will upon others. The obstacles happening are not personal.

There are those that project out from their mind that others are doing something to them. They are just afraid to turn and face the melancholy and fear they are feeling.

The Moon in Aries sextile Venus in Gemini. Use this positive energy to be kind and courteous to your family and those you love. Conflicts are not worth the energy.

The Moon sextile Mars in Aquarius. Use this energy to give you the courage to take practical action in ways that will help you be resourceful, active, seek truth, and stay open.

The Moon conjunct Mercury in Aries. You are doing things that help you prepare for the uncertain future. What are the steps you are taking? Are you doing a big garden, more connections through the internet, working through Zoom, putting videos together to promote your business? Look at what needs to be done and step into that new reality.

The Sun-Saturn square will try to make you notice those places you feel blocked or limited. Double check all the plans before you proceed.

You may feel in the dark as you are trying to find the light through which you hope to get the inspiration to move forward.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote

Your actions have impact on others.

Your negative actions that harm others

will create more karma for you.

Immature minds react and respond selfishly.

A childish person thinks that freedom means

that they can do whatever they want.

Freedom means that you are given choices.

And all those choices are a test to see

if you care more about yourself or others.
~Suzanne Wagner~

I love this world enough to let it heal.

I love you enough to respect the boundaries you need.

I love myself enough to seek out another way to live.

I love my country enough to not add to any

economic collapse that is brewing.

I know my actions to stay in solitude is a form of love.

Respecting the boundaries of others is love.

Disrespecting those boundaries is selfish and hateful.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Blog

The more awake you become and the less you live in a numbed, medicated, avoidance oriented lifestyle, you will be amazed at the wonder and complexity in this world. It is as if once you step past the “I” the “Me” you discover an entirely new world out there. One that is magical and mysterious. I believe that in our busyness, we subconsciously “numb” out the subtle energy world and disconnect from Source.

Once we do that, then the natural world seems of less value.

We succumb to the implored dictates that others define as our value. Our value becomes what we can do for our bosses, our companies, rather than our world.

This is one of the many things that is being restructured in our world today.

Humanity is beginning to recognize that we are using up a tremendous amount of life force energy to those who dictate what our value is to them rather than what perhaps is of value to us.

I remember that my father made $35,000 a year as an electrical engineer and that gave us an upper middle class socio-economic place in the world. We had a camper, boat, and lake house. We had ballet lessons, clarinet and flute lessons, and pretty much all the things we needed. My sister got through college and medical school with no debt and while she had to work in the summers to make money, it was something that was doable.

I look at the world now and everyone struggles from paycheck to paycheck. Except those that are super wealthy.

Lifestyles have not improved from the standpoint of having the ability to take time with your family.

Suddenly, in this moment, we have that time. I talk to many that recognize that this softer life is what they want. They want a life not a lifestyle. They want a life not a career. They recognize that life is passing them by and in their rush they are missing a lot.

In our rush, we become unconsciously cruel.

In our rush, we do not notice the suffering all around us.

In our rush, we are able to ignore our own discomfort.

But now, we have to stop and feel what we have been avoiding.

Notice that there are those that are desperate to “rush” back to work. Anything to escape having to be responsible for the feelings that surround them. Anything to avoid the emptiness of their soul.

How much are we all addicted to avoiding looking at our own creation? How much are we constantly appeasing our ego rather than listening to the needs of our soul and family?

This is a powerful moment where we get to reset many things back to a place where money means less and connection with family and this world mean much more.

Things are exposed as the shallow, shiny, bobbles that hook us into ego acquisition. And we realize that they really mean nothing. They are just empty things hiding an empty soul.

Connection is revealed as more essential to the positive evolution of the human soul than previously realized. There is a power shift happening. One that the world will not be able to avoid. We are being altered in a way that brings us back to what is important. The veils of illusion are falling apart, burning away, and disintegrating. And that is a good thing on all accounts. For some …. it is terrifying. And for others it is going to free them into a new place of clarity and awakened consciousness.

~Suzanne Wagner~