Numerology/Astrology for 5/10/20

5/10/20 is the number 10. If you add the 5 + 1 +0 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 10.

Today is a type of shift that is numerological and astrological. I expect something to get interesting. Funny how you can feel something below the surface but not be able to define it exactly. This is one of those days. There is an energy that is different and is arising from something deeper in the psyche of this world. I can energetically feel that shift and it allows for an enhanced feeling of awareness. The psychic version of goosebumps letting you know something has a deeper significance.

The answer to such moments is to stay awake and alert. Stay present and open. Listen and be aware. Bend your knees and be ready to make a shift. There is power when you are prepared. Responses are always better because shock and fear cause you to stop and freeze. Fear comes from the unknown and confronting something that is vastly new and not knowing what will come next. The game is to believe in your ability to adapt to all things that arise.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

Happy Mother’s Day to all the Mothers out there, I hope you get a breakfast in bed and made to feel as special as you really are. The patience of all Mother’s is something that is a wonder to me. Thank you for all you have done for your children. Have a wonderful day.

While today is not the most energetic day, it is a great day to slow down and connect to your mother in loving and meaningful ways. Tell her the times you remember most fondly and laugh about the times that things went awry.

Saturn is slowing down in the sky and turning retrograde until late September giving you time to take a good long look at the issues that you have been struggling with and to address body and stress issues.

Mercury is moving into the quick minded sign of Gemini and so while one thing is slowing down your mind is speeding up rapidly. Be careful driving and pay attention. This type of combination can lead to distracted driving and accidents. Don’t lash out if someone does something odd in front of you. Anticipate that they will, don’t tailgate, slow down, and recognize that some people are not aware of what they are doing. Never add to the problem in these type of conditions and do your best to not overreact.

The Moon in Sagittarius sextile Mars in Aquarius. If there is a will there is a way. Courage requires resourcefulness and a love of truth.

The Moon will shift into Capricorn and there is a serious focus that returns. Deliberation, concentration and determination is what you need to cultivate.

There is a trine between Mercury and Jupiter. Be as fair and generous as you can and use this amazing focus to seek knowledge that assists and uplifts.

The Sun sextile Neptune helps you refine complex feelings and move past what you believed and moves you into a deeper understanding of mystical truths.

We are in a time of big energy, big thinking, and inspired serendipity. I look forward to what is going to unfold. But I do know that there is a vibration that indicates tremendous breakdown that will allow this new intellectual energy that is evolving. You may feel this sense of urgency. You would not be wrong. Something is about to happen. Something is building up in the world. Tension is clear. Be aware and do not get into disagreement with others because communication is going to be ineffective and people are on an edge and impatient.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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Believe in your ability

to adapt to all things

that arise.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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I have had a few times in my life and I know the feeling distinctly…. something is coming. I never really know what is coming but there is a distinct feeling that there is a significant energetic shift in the ethers. I have felt this during times of intense change, global events, 9-11, and different events that have a significant global impact that often alters the course and trajectory that is presently in place. I do not see such energies as being bad or good. They are moments when something begins to break. Similar to ice beginning to melt in a frozen landscape. A cracking. Something breaking apart. The beginning of movement. Where that movement leads is something that we will all get to experience to the degree of our perception or the level of our denial. I also know that we are not in a place that a cataclysmic shift is going to happen. But we are feeling the rumblings of a volcano with is preparing to go off (metaphorically). If you have those same feelings know that you are not alone. I know that we are going to do this together.

Today’s story is about the two weeks before 9-11. I started to feel like the bottom was falling out of something. As if the ground was not stable under my feet. Like I was free falling but I was standing on solid ground.
I talked to other friends and I asked them directly, “Do you feel that?” They were also feeling down, depressed, off their center. The feeling continued unabated for weeks and you just could not shake the feeling.

I felt calamity coming. I felt emotional distress. I felt a doorway opening that would take many to the other side.

I felt a similar feeling when within a week Mother Teresa died and then Princess Diana died. All around that moment I watched many people also die. It was like a portal to the other side opened and a lot of people felt that opening and took the exit door.

I try to notice such moments in time. I try to remember the nuances of the feelings and how they apply to a particular situation or external circumstance. The older I have become and the more experiences I can catalog, I find the more accurate I can be in future events. But it is a tremendously difficult task to translate such subtle energies accurately. And I have failed, miscalculated, and had to make many corrections and adjustments to my catalog. I believe that it is very difficult to not project past situations and feelings into present patterns. It takes great objectivity that I have attempted to cultivate.

But back to the 9-11 situation. I was in Santa Barbara working and I was on the phone when a bee stung me under my arm. I looked at the bee and exclaimed to her, “What are you doing? Why are you stinging me? I am not a flower?”

But the feeling from her was one of a message. After all, she was going to die in this process and she was telling me …..something.

After I got over the shock of that moment, I called three friends that were also psychics and all three of them had also been stung by a bee within 24 hours. Now, that just got everything weirder. Clearly there was a message of some sort.

We all together tried to analyze the message. Something was going to be a bee sting operation. Something was going to try to kill a larger organism but they would die in the process and the larger organism would be hurt but not killed. It would seem to be sudden, un-called-for, and somehow organized (like bees are). But from there we were all lost. After all, none of us have lived through such an event. And when (as a psychic) you have no reference point for an event, it is difficult to put a label or picture on a feeling.
That night, I went to sleep and had a perfectly graphic dream that was literal in all ways. But because I try to look at dreams metaphorically, I did not take it literally. Which I probably should have.

The dream was as follows.

I was in a skyscraper, way high up and there were thousands of dead people. They were all wailing like dead ghosts. I kept trying to talk to them but they would just walk through my body leaving shock, fear, dismay, and death in my emotional experience. I kept asking, “Who died, who died? Did you all die? How did you die?” And they just kept wailing in anguish and pain.

Then a fireman come up to me and told me, “The most powerful person in the world just got hurt. But we are going to make sure everyone gets to the other side. You don’t need to worry about them.”

I thought that was such a strange statement. In retrospect, I recognized that the most powerful person in the world was the US government and that these firemen were going to make sure everyone was able to transition to the other side.
The next morning, I woke up, remember the dream. Turned on the television when the first plane went into the World Trade Center. In that moment everything made sense from the dream. I knew that the building was going to come down. That the people would not get out. And that the firemen were there to help people up the stairway to heaven.

~Suzanne Wagner~