INTUITIVE PATTERNS FOR THE MONTH OF MARCH 2018
Osho Zen Tarot: Going with the Flow, Beyond Illusion, Sorrow
Medicine Cards: Wolf, Opossum
Mayan Oracle: Dissonance, Manifestation
Ancient Egyptian Tarot: Ace of Swords, Ten of Disks, Princess of Wands
Aleister Crowley Deck: Prince of Wands, Magus – Trickster, Five of Wands
Healing Earth Tarot: Seven of Pipes, Three of Shields, Three of Feathers
Words of Truth: Dissociated, Control, Elimination

Within you is a wildness and that wildness is attempting to come back out and into your life. What will that look like? That is up to you. But you cannot contain this fiercely, intense, focus that is attempting to rip apart your old world to show you a new and vibrantly alive potential that was always your birthright.

March is about looking deeply into the patterns and strategies that have not been working that have only succeeded in hiding you from some truth. The sword of truth is cutting away the dead wood and pruning your tree, so you can blossom in the spring in a more vibrant and alive way. But when you prune a tree, that tree does not at first produce so much fruit. But it is strengthening so that tree has longevity and a greater capacity over time. Know that while you are doing this year the fruits of your labors this month may not be seen at first but over time will make more sense to what you are and who you are to become.

This month you are being asked to make decisions and choices that serve you over the long haul, knowing full, well, that you are not going to reap the benefits right now. There is conflict in the manifestation right now. That self, inside you, needs to go through some pain and emotion in order to work through the dissonance that has been eating away at your energy and reserves. It is time to pull back and wait until you have clarity.

The controls you believed you had seem to be like moon-beams in your hand and there is a place where you must let go of what is not working. No matter how attached to it you are or how well it worked before. You are in a place of controlled growth. Yes, you are being coaxed to move in a particular direction and in a particular way. It feels right now, abnormal. It feels not organic nor authentic. But you are being molded and shaped into a place that you never perceived as a direction of importance. You are becoming something very different than what your soul has expressed up to this point.

Don’t worry. It is going to be okay. This is going to eventually make sense. It is just right now, it seems out of alignment. And it is out of alignment with your former self. But you did not come here to maintain the status quo. You came to be magnificent. But comfort and repetition lured and tricked you into this place that allowed your powerful potential to fall asleep. And it is you that has to fight to wake back up.

When you are trying to wake from a deep sleep, your conscious mind fights to come back into this world. You are fighting now. And you are awakening. Yes, it feels exhausting and so much easier to fall back into the sleepy, numbness of the old dream.

Yet, something will not let you go. Something is calling to you. That is because it is time. This is the time you knew would be what could powerfully call you to be and do what you are really here to do.

The Divine Feminine is poking at you to hear her, listen to her, and listen to the calls from the earth. Are you willing to surrender to the Divine? Are you willing to allow her to show you what you forgot you carry as a great gift? You are being asked to integrate your totality and to come together to help ignite a fire that will tear down the world of deception and suffering.

~Suzanne Wagner~