Numerology/Astrology for 10/13/19

10/13/19 is the number 8. The number 8 is all about sadness, grief, and loss. I feel sad today for all those suffering. I feel sad for those in the world that choose hatred over love. I feel sad that so much has been lost in a short period of time. The loss to this world because of our choices can never be recovered. Reputation is something that is built over time but can be destroyed in an instant. Many feel the deep grief of a world that had so much security, hope, potential, and compassion. While I do not believe that it is a total loss, feeling what is being taken away is necessary for us to stand up for what had always been the values of this country. I know there are many that stand for what is good and true in the world still. I know that there are many that still hold the truth that is the American Dream.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

The Full Moon is on Sunday the 13th at 2:08 PM PDT (in Aries-Libra). There is an abundance of activity in the Cardinal signs- Aries, Libra, Cancer and Capricorn. The Full Moon in Aries is all about standing for something, individuality and independence. It is time to pioneer a new path. At the same time, the Sun in Libra seeks comfort, care, intimacy, and connection. It might be tricky to balance your need for independence and deep connection. Then Pluto wants to challenge you to let go and do some serious boundary-setting because of the Saturn in Capricorn. Saturn has you looking at and questioning what you are really building for the future. Then Pluto is asking you to release that which is holding you back from your past. You may feel as if you are being pulled apart. A new reality will come from the tearing down of the outmoded and outdated models that no longer serve.

Emotions run high and so attempting to express these feelings can be difficult. Realizations are beginning to dawn that something major is coming your way. With the Full Moon squaring Pluto, it may feel less than pleasant.

The Sun forms a sextile to Jupiter and it is also approaching ad square to Pluto. The Sun and Jupiter pattern is all about hopefulness and generosity. The more you know who you are the stronger your principals become. But the square to Pluto may make you want to be insistent on having your way or pushing your ideas upon others. Fears that you have long buried are rising to the surface. You may not feel safe enough to put your truth in others or the universe at this time. Things seem too chaotic and the external world is creating too much suffering.

At this time the focus is on stabilizing yourself and creating a strong inner core because you recognize that there are many external factors and people that are attempting to steal energy from manipulating others into doing what they want them to do.

There is a coming Mercury-Saturn sextile and you are feeling tense as you attempt to find any type of logic in a world that seems to have gone mad. While right now, logic may not help, you might as well try it as a way to soothe those fried nerves.

It seems as if the world is an endless maze of obstacles. It appears that there are no good choices. Groups of people are unwilling to compromise and choices seem staggeringly limited and unfulfilling.

Remember to be kind. Tempers are a very short fuse at this time. There are those that just want to fight because they are angry. Extreme mood changes seem to be everywhere. Stay within your own center. Know that any goodness and compassion expressed at this time is greatly appreciated. And do not put any wood on the fires of hate that are already burning. ~Suzanne Wagner~

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When you betray others
you ruin yourself.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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Betray

Exposing (ones’ country, a group, or a person) to danger by treacherously giving information to an enemy.

Treacherously reveal (secrets or information).

Being disloyal to.

Betrayal

The action of betraying one’s country, a group, or a person; treachery.

There is an almost normal condition in society that is about conscious deception. This is often used in situations that are less personal and calculated on being aware that you are choosing to withhold certain information because it may or may not be necessary. Often it is about looking for an advantage at a later date and time.
But betrayal happens in established relationships. Its intention is to destroy trust that has been developed over time. It is usually unexpected, without remorse, and lacks care and concern for the “other”. Betrayal creates irreparable wounds in the other and its intention is a type of deep-seated meanness, selfishness, and an unconscious need to get what you want regardless of if it hurts another.
In the book, “Dante’s Inferno” those that betray are reserved for  the 9^th and final circle in hell. While those doing fraud dwell in the 8^th level of hell.

That is because betrayal is about throwing your “friends” and “allies” under a speeding bus. Knowing that you are throwing them to the wolves and knowing that you have left them unprepared for the betrayal and unable to defend themselves from the horror to come. To the victim, it is a level of ruthless, wicked, inhumanity that is shocking, spiteful, arrogant, and vindictive. It shows a callous disregard of the efforts of others to compromise and unify. It is a level of malevolent dishonesty and indifference to the suffering that will be the outcome of such a choice.

Everyone in life has been betrayed at one time or another. The closer the relationship, the more intense and deeper is the act of betrayal. Watching betrayal happen to others in the external world triggers those wounds that are still healing from our own betrayals. I hope that such moments awaken humanity to the understandings of betrayal and help us to recognize the signs before we are again thrown into the lion’s den of another’s ego.
~Suzanne Wagner~