About the Author: Suzanne Wagner
Numerology/Astrology for 10/13/20
10/13/20 is the number 9.
If you add the 1 + 0 + 1 + 3 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 9.
And once again, we come full circle. The number nine brings discernment and integrative awareness when it is done right. When you are in denial of what you intuitively hear, see and feel, you can end up in a pile of misery. I learned years ago that not following a direct piece of information that comes in spontaneously through intuition, is a very…. Very bad idea. The only times I have really gotten hurt were those moments when a piece of information came in loud, clear and direct. And then in my ego, I decided that I was not going to listen to that tid-bit and instead do exactly what I wanted regardless of the warning. I believe that we are all born with that innate intuitive knowing as a fail-safe mechanism for survival. Most do not use it or know how to work with such subtle energy as it moves through our universe. That is why today is a great day to practice.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Astrology Today
It is a busy and intense day in the world of astrology. If things feel complicated you would be right. The Sun is opposite a retrograde Mars in Aries. And it is right in the middle of a firestorm of change. A retrograde Mars in Aries is a lot to deal with especially as this one lasts from June 28-mid January 2021. I am sure you can feel the reactivity in everyone around you. I am sure you can feel that impulsive quality wanting to do various forms of “battle”. There is a stubborn willfulness in the air. Paths feel tricky and difficult. Circumstances push you to the breaking point. It is where you have to decide what is your path and what is not. If you acquiesce to the issues of another you will notice that your body will not let you go down a path that is not yours to follow. We are in a time where choices and decisions are critical and you are running out of time to step cleanly and clearly into this new matrix that is evolving.
Right now, your awareness is elevated so you really know what is making you happy or unhappy, angry or fulfilled, resentful or expansive. Notice what you are feeling and use that information to become more whole and complete.
It is through the battles and conflicts that we discover what is really important to each of us. After all, the journey is to understand who you really are and to discover the hidden places that you still hold skills that you have not used and magic that you have not encountered.
Know that many may feel hot-headed and looking for a fight. Keep a cool head and remember to be kind. Some are so exhausted by all this that they are itching for a fight because of the buildup of tension over the past 7 months. Back up your computer because in a few days Mercury is going retrograde and it can make electronics glitchy. This Mercury retrograde starts out in Scorpio and know that you are going deeper under this aspect. It is a great time to journal and take a look at what is under your conscious mind. You are looking for more meaningful connecting with others. More and more the world looks odd and different. Difficult times bring up heightened awareness. Observe with this energy but do not make critical decisions for the next few weeks.
The Moon continues in sunny Leo helping out a more difficult day on many levels. Keep that smile on your face and let your heart lead in all decisions and choices.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Quote
In your first thoughts
you anchored your perception
of your place in this world.
In your first thoughts
you created neurological
patterns that all other
experiences branch off from.
In your first thoughts
you define what this world
is about for you.
In your first thoughts
you set the karmic stage
for this life.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Blog
What was the first lesson you learned in life? Usually it is the beliefs formed while you were being born. That first independent thought. That first feeling that needed to have a way to make sense.
I loved Rebirthing or Connected Breath Therapy to discover that initial expression of what your thoughts and conclusions you formed either in the womb or just at the time of birth.
Take some time to look at the original thoughts that perhaps color your world and your life … even now.
I put my own story on the video blog. I hope you enjoy listening to it.