Numerology/Astrology for 10/18/20

10/18/20 is the number 5.
If you add the 1 + 0 + 1 + 8 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 14.
1 + 4 = 5.

Take a look at where health and well-being is needed in your immediate world. Perhaps it is your own health that needs a little TLC. Perhaps it is the external world and some lost animals are asking for your help. Perhaps you need to plant some trees and help this earth. Regardless it is a day to notice this world and to listen to what is calling your attention. Take a rest day. It is Sunday after all. And remember that waking neighbors early in the morning for a project might trigger some anger in them. Be kind, be quiet, and be helpful.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

Today could feel as if there is too much on your plate for a Sunday. We are going to blame the astrology. You will not be able to escape the challenges from early in the morning until late in the night. Emotions are strong and they may feel like they keep coming at you in rapid fire. Today is not the day to force your opinion on others. Remember to notice the difference between what is real and what is actually an illusion.

The Sun and Saturn square which has the agenda to make you feel restricted and a bit overwhelmed. It seems like there are obstacles everywhere. At least you do have some skills that will allow you to overcome many small bumps in the road. The bigger ones will take some time. Be practical in your approach and take responsibility for what needs to get done and do it.

While expectations are high, you do have to deal with what is directly on your plate. Getting anything done will be a boost to your confidence and make you feel as if you accomplished a lot.

There is a push and a pull between our job commitments and our relationship commitments. They seem to be going in opposite directions. You may feel as if you are on a see-saw running from one side to the other. It is tough to make everyone happy. My suggestion is to ask everyone to meet you half-way. That way the swings of the see-saw are shorter and less stressful.

Venus opposes Neptune making you feel exasperated, distracted, and wanting to be somewhere else. It feels like everyone wants their piece of you.

Take care of money issues. Become aware of what you really need and what you don’t. There is an underlying feeling of uncertainty. The financial world is out of balance and you can feel a correction coming.
And it is going to be a doozy.

Some things have been obviously taken so far past any normal reality that they are now clearly in the domain of the dysfunctional.
A reality check is coming and it is going to be a hard one. Start making small corrections now. Simplify, pull back, budget, get some food storage and plan your gardens for next year. You are going to be happy you did this step now.

We are beginning a Mars-Jupiter square and many are going to get upset, excited, and some may become …. flat out dangerous. Notice your surroundings. Pay attention. Do not allow distraction to put you in dangerous situations.

You may feel more emotionally vulnerable than you want. Decisions need to be set aside for a later moment when things are going to be more clear.
Do not buy that new car now. Or a computer. Or a big ticket item. Overdoing is going to make you regret your choices later. Haste will make waste right now.

Use common sense in all activities. The possibilities are definitely out there. You are reaching for them but not quite grasping them today. Remember, that all choices for the next few months need to be done with  common sense.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote
Inside … your body is calling to you.
Inside … your body wants to let go and show you what you are still hanging onto.
Inside … your body remembers balance and desires to reclaim that beauty again.
Inside … your love can become focused in such a way that you can finally find the acceptance you have been seeking.
Inside … you can discover the wisdom that is you but bigger and vaster than this physical form.
Inside … the answers you seek are yearning for your question.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Blog

I just want to say how grateful I am to the bodyworkers/massage therapists I am at the moment. Every two weeks I get a massage and it is awesome to go and get some healing work done even in this quarantine. Now, I wear a mask and they wear a mask but I don’t care. It is so helpful! I make that suggestion to others because these times are so stressful and there is nothing like the human touch to assist in improving coping mechanisms. I learned years ago that I think I would be dead now without the healers of this world. And there is a very special place in heaven for them. They give energy selflessly and support the healing process of so many.

In this time of transformation I wonder what our world could look like if everyone got a massage just once a month? I think so much conflict and anger would dissipate. We are a world out of touch with ourselves and our bodies. I am amazed at the stress I manage to hold in my body. Now, I will say here that I get 3 hour massage. And I pay for each hour. I like 3 hours because you can go slow and deep. I do not like those fluff-puppy massages. I like it when someone feels into where I am holding and keep working an area until it releases.

Because I have the most amazing person in Willits, Ron Karaglanis, I have been having so much healing on deep old wounds from breaking (badly) my left ankle as a child of 4 years old and old dance injuries such as tearing my Achilles Tendon. It is amazing how the emotions are still deep in the bone. I think the coverings and sheaths around the bones hold so much of our unresolved emotional states until we are finally ready to deal with them. I said at the beginning that I think I would not be alive today without the amazing healers in this world and I am not kidding. They are such a gift. And so not fully appreciated in this speedy world that demands quick fixes. I see this life as an opportunity to heal the suffering of this life and many previous lives. I am committed to continuing to work on my body and giving it what it needs to let the past go so I can fully be here now in this moment.
Perhaps my blog today can inspire a few to try this approach also..

~Suzanne Wagner~