Numerology/Astrology for 12/15/18

12/15/18 is the number 2. This number reminds us that things are never what they seem. That creates a feeling of confusion when you suspect that you are not being told the whole truth. It is hard to make a good call if you are not given all the information. Even when you have the correct and complete information, your own slants and prejudices can make up a story that allows you to fit the pieces neatly in a box for your own comfort. That is why truth is hard to find. And even once found should not be made into an absolute. Because nothing is really set in stone. Believing in absolutes is a sure fire way to be disappointed at some point. We are all human, fallible, and prone to leaping to conclusions to let something complete even when it is incomplete. Today, be cautious and attempt to keep an open mind to all information. In silence you find the knowing. In silence you do not fear the unknown. In silence, the weaknesses of others reveal themselves. In silence you find the clarity to take the next step. Just know that it is only a step. Finality only comes in death.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

With Uranus and Neptune forming a semi-square this morning, it puts in play again the union we seek between inspiration and rebellion. Think back to August 2017 because that is when the first one happened. And it will align completely on May 2019. There is a restlessness and our dreams seem to not fulfill us in the intense realness of this time and place. You can be hopeful but cautious and vigilant. You have the desire to move along lines that are reactive but unstable and may only further destabilize the chaos. Don’t bite that hook. Stay aware of this ever-present moment. Be real. Be calm. Watch the unfolding. When life is in a chaotic unraveling, old patterns of perception do not give you what you believe as an outcome. Only living completely in this moment in time and completely present can you navigate uncharted waters. When you have moved off the maps of your old world, you learn to live responding completely in this moment without any projections or possibilities. While that is un-nerving it is also the only way through.

I find it interesting that there were those that so wanted to go backwards in time and reclaim the illusion of a lost possibility. In doing so they have actually greatly contributed to the complete breakdown of that dream. Their desire for it so distorted the truth that it became a grotesque, deformed projection of their own dysfunction rather than the ideal that they had been living in their mind. Something to think about as we all move forward in life. That is what this astrology is attempting to teach us all. Look always to the dawning of the new day and let the past die. Because it is already dead and gone and wanting something that never was, is never a good choice and a waste of precious time in this life.

We bring in the First Quarter Moon today with Sagittarius Sun’s squaring the Moon in Pisces. You have obstacles to face. Do it will a calm and determined mindset.

The Moon leaves Pisces this evening and moves into Aries, it is time for a fresh start. You have Things to see and places to go. There is no time to waste. Grab what is offered and allow yourself to move forward.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote

You can never go back….ever!

Wanting something from the past that never was,
and not knowing how to surrender up
that moment to the lessons of life,
are like a spell that allows the dead to rise.
But those people are dead.
They are not really what you wanted to connect to
because they are empty vapors of the past.
Your desire to hold on when life must go on
only creates more suffering not less.
Such a choice makes mockery
of poignant moments.
And leaves you in the emptiness
that is the past rather than
the fullness of this present moment.
~Suzanne Wagner~