Numerology/Astrology for 1/29/15
Today is the number 20. When the number 20 prevails over a day it is time to think beyond your own struggles and look outside to the suffering of others. The easiest way to break out of the pattern of Negative Mind (the number2) is to serve others. Often when we experience problems the gift in that is the compassion that it gives us in understanding the suffering of others. So step out of your own upsets and choose to lift others out of the challenges that are hitting your awareness. What would it take for you to have a greater spiritual dimension to your life? Take the lemons that are showing up and make lemonade. There will be an underlying feeling of desperation and a need for security and companionship. Stop and let in the love of your angels and guides that are always there helping you. You are never alone there are always gifts being offered but it is up to you to step out of the negative perception and the easiest way to do that is to offer others what you most desperately want. The Moon is in Gemini all day, and there can be a great deal of movement in your daily life. Your emotions are in a state of flux. There is a strong need to communicate and to express your ideas. You can adapt easily to change, and in fact you are craving surprise, novelty, and intelligent responses in your external world. The Moon’s harmonious angles to the Sun, Mercury, and Uranus facilitate your abilities to communicate, move about, and make connections. This evening the Moon’s square to Mars can create a challenge, and as Venus moves towards a square to Saturn (exact tomorrow), there can be some reservations. It is challenging to get what you want under this influence, either because you may feel temporarily unworthy or because you’ve been wanting far more than is possible at this moment. Try to not let your insecurities cloud your judgment and make you feel less than.
I have come to accept the feeling of not knowing where I am going. And I have trained myself to love it. Because it is only when we are suspended in mid-air with no landing in sight, that we force our wings to unravel and alas begin our flight. And as we fly, we still may not know where we are going to. But the miracle is in the unfolding of the wings. You may not know where you’re going, but you know that so long as you spread your wings, the winds will carry you.
I was gifted from a very early age that I knew all the major points that were going to happen in my life from about the age of 4 years old till about 35 year old. After that I had no pictures or clue. What was wonderful about that was it gave me confidence because I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that some things were set in stone. I translated the unknown after the age of 35, as perhaps, I was not going to be on the planet. Boy was I wrong. In truth, I did die. My old ego died. My old self was like a cloak that I took off and my true essence emerged from my depth. I recognize that often when people have the feeling that they are going to die earlier that predicted I find that two things are a factor. Sometimes you have died in past lives around a certain age and as you approach that age the cellular memory surfaces like an echo. But more often than not you pass that moment because you are not in that life you are in this one and circumstances are different. The other one is the one I described at the beginning, when you are going to go through a major life shift. Now, that shift can be ego death, spiritual awakening, major life changes, etc. But regardless you are not the same on the other side of that moment. So today, if you feel called, let the ego go, it is okay to not know where you are going next. Let your experience shift your perception and priorities. You might just like it.