Numerology/Astrology for 2/4/21                       

2/4/21 is the number = 11.

Add the 2 + 4 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 1 = 11.

Within the rise and fall of breath, we recognize that today is a day when we get a glimpse beyond the obvious. The mind (the number 2) loves to hide behind the smokescreens of confusion and chaos. The higher mind (the number 11) attempts to show the apparent narrowness and limitations of the mind and instead break out of the patterns that cause fear. Fear tends to negate change. But today, what about embracing a more significant meaning to the things we have previously restricted out of fear?

We cannot turn back time. But we can find new ways that allow for humanity to see the mistakes, own them, and then move into patterns that show that we have learned from those mistakes. The number 11 wants never to repeat the horrible things that have happened in our past. It wants desperately to move forwards rather than back and forwards in an endless loop of dysfunction. But to do that requires laws that honestly tell history’s truths rather than the slants designed to control populations or restrict them because of shame, abandonment, guilt, or betrayal. When we learn that the power to empower is the doorway to peace, then we can finally embrace knowledge as a tool to that empowerment.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today             

There is an Aquarius New Moon, and six of the ten planets we use in astrology plus strategic planner asteroid Pallas is in Aquarius.

In astrology, the asteroid Pallas often represents our creative intellect and our efforts. It indicates our intelligence, wisdom, and healing powers.

Pallas indicates how we control and manage our animalistic and aggressive tendencies using our intelligence and wisdom. Pallas indicates our global shift and desire to fight for what we believe is right. It defines a time when more energy is focused on the greater good rather than on individual desires.

She personifies our relationship with our father, as well as all the men in our lives.

She wants to discover the truth before she can make a decision and take action. Pallas brings out a defensive quality, and she will try to avoid confrontation by taking action in areas that others deem less critical.

Pallas is a marker for our intuitive abilities, intelligence, and perception. She indicates that now is the time for strategic planning and accomplishing our larger goals that are inclusive rather than exclusive.

The asteroid Pallas also has tremendous healing abilities and supports tools that allow for mental discipline to be a self-healing method.

We are in a time that is nothing less than a personal revolution. Survival requires us to opening to open with innovative ways of thinking.

We may feel that it is time to pull back from this world that seems not to care for others and instead spend our precious time with those on a path of wisdom and higher understanding.

The Moon continues deepening our perspective as it traverses through the penetrating sign of Scorpio.

It becomes clear that a moral crisis impacts the clarity of consciousness and the delineation of truth. More truth will come out.

Venus and Neptune semi-square today, and it will be impossible to gloss over problems or only see what we want to see. Truths are absolute only in the narrow and limited human mind. Reality is much vaster and complex than we wish it to be. After all, truth is not black and white; it is a myriad of shades in-between.

Today, we may doubt a lot of things. Self-worth being high up on the scale. But know that we can no longer look the other way. It is time to face what we fear, look into the shadow within, and see past the obvious and critical flaws within our personality and instead see what they are hiding that instead needs to heal.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote       

When we learn that the power

to empower is the doorway to peace,

then we can finally embrace knowledge

as a tool to that empowerment.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Blog   

As I sift through two people’s lives, I come to some rude awakenings. When we are gone, others will sift through our things and decide what has value and meaning.

We treasured those things because others do not necessarily feel the memories that arise in us.

Yes, the obvious is felt. Old family pictures, old letters, and certain things in that person’s space will remind us of critical times and our connections.

But then there are those things that those remaining do not have any meaning or reference to.  And those things will seem to have little or no value. Yet, to the dead person, they were worth putting in a box and labeling it and keeping it in the closet for the last 20 years.

We are so much more than those things we leave behind.

We are so much more than the bones of memories.

I look at how others prioritize their lives, not in a judgmental way but in a way that is one of amazement as to that soul’s priorities in life.

Philip and Jim were two that loved travel. The adventure of it. They lived for the connections with new people that they created. It allowed for all those memorable stories to be told and heard again and again. They also felt the connections they had to memories from past lives and that sense of familiarity and oneness when one stands in critical places of historical value.

To them, it was worth everything. They spent the last part of their life donating the treasures of their journeys to causes that had significant meaning to them, allowed them to feel the great gift of philanthropy and giving back to those that perhaps needed it more.

My uncle was a dramatic, over-the-top, living-large personality. He never did anything small. His emotions were magnetic and infectious (a Wagner trait for sure).

And that did not mean that he did not have challenges.

His health became a huge problem as he aged because of the intense wear and tear he put on it from all the partying, drinking, and escapist tendencies he loved to indulge. That is who Philip was.

He said that he wanted to die with a bacon piece hanging out of his mouth.

And he very nearly did that 10 years ago.

I have never seen someone so tenaciously hang onto life. He should have been dead ten times over, but life was a thrill to him. Life was the most incredible thing and most wondrous adventure. It was a ride that he just never wanted to get off.

But this last year with the Covid, Quarantine, and No Travel left him not enjoying life the way he had always lived it.

And this life was finally not enough.

So now, he is on the other side, and at least he is with Jim. It was the two of them for most of their lives, and it will be them again, together in another time.

I am sure I will witness the next chapter of these two souls’ continued progression through more lifetimes.

At 60 years old, I look at the life that is in front of me. My mother reminded me that most men die in their 70’s. And if any of us make it into our 80’s we can go quite a way beyond that. I can clearly see that I will reflect my genetic lineage’s stubborn determination and I do not expect to leave before 90.

But what will the remnants of my life look like to others?

At least now, much of who I am is in blogs, videos, etc. My personal information about metaphysics, consciousness, tarot, numerology, relationships, and the things I found the most interesting are out there for future generations to bear witness to and find meaning and value… or not.

I believe we leave echoes of ourselves behind in life. Some of those echoes are the memories we leave behind for others. Some of those echoes are the energetic signatures of the joy and wonder of particular times and places.

May each of us in this life have moments when we bump into some of those familiar echoes and remember with great fondness.

May each of us leave behind some breadcrumbs as a trail for others to follow in our wake.

~Suzanne Wagner~