Numerology/Astrology for 4/13/20

4/13/20 is the number 3. If you add the 4 + 1 + 3 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 12.  1 + 2 = 3.

Find joy in the small things. Find joy in the long term goals that extend you past your comfort zone. Let life become a ride of ups and downs and recognize that they actually just are. Life it constantly teaching you. You think that you get to choose life and the experiences you are having. But life is leading you towards those choices and actions in the most subtle and masterful of ways. You are constantly being created, coaxed, and cajoled in order for you to learn the lessons that life feels are essential to your growth, well-being, and spiritual evolution. There are many times that we try to resist those lessons. But when life is repeating again and again, then the great Divine Feminine is attempting …. relentlessly to teach something she deems essential.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

The Moon is in Capricorn assisting you with common sense and bringing more caution into the mix. Notice you might be set in your ways. A single minded focus is not a bad thing but know that others might also be doing the same thing. Try to not clash with them. The focus long term is going to pay off more than any short term goals.

The Sun and Pluto are heading towards a square which will be exact tomorrow. Expect some worldly tension to add upset into an already filled emotional cup. Relax today so you have wiggle room tomorrow. Life will seem troubled and difficult. Do your best to not fight with yourself in the middle of it all. You may not know who to trust or put faith into but the truth is that you have to learn lessons on trusting yourself. But even more important you are learning the hard way the difference again between illusion and truth. So many hold onto the illusions that they are somehow immune because of some delusion of faith or belief. But this virus is here to teach those that childishly hold on to such dangerous beliefs to face the reality. It is sad to see that while positivity and a good attitude is something that can support healing it is also truth that spiritual arrogance can put others in lethal danger. That is why we all need to be conservative in our projections and do what is being asked of us to help others, rather than to prove from our mind and ego that we are somehow special. But this astrology will expose those who intend to manipulate or connive to make their point. I hope that humanity is eventually past all this childish superstition and allows science and medicine to lead in the areas where it specializes. Leave medicine to the doctors, nurses, scientists, and researchers.

With the square coming into and connecting to the Quarter Moon everyone is being asked to take a more mature path to life. Freedom requires you to let go of the patterns and beliefs that may have gotten you to this point. Now, you are being asked to expand and grow into a new and expanded self. Never misuse your gifts. Never use them to manipulate others to give yourself status or power.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote

There is great danger in denial.

Within denial is a legendary doom.

Denial is allowed to grow

because of those that refuse to see,

those that refuse to take action,

and those that believe that

they know better.

Denial births horrors and unleashes

darkness in the world.

Denial eats truth and swallows light.

Denial festers fear and cultivates shame.

Denial is the virus that will take over,

take life, and take away the goodness

that has been created over time.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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If you take the letters from the word COVID and put them into numbers you get 36494. If you add all those numbers together you get 26. If you add 2 + 6 = 8. This is the number of grief, loss, and sadness.

I find that interesting.

If you add in the 19 from Covid 19. You 36 and if you add the 3 + 6 = 9.

This disease is here to bring grief, sorrow, and great loss. But it is also here to be a powerful force the intends to open up the right side of the brain, intuition, spirituality, and empathy.

We are (after all) in a world of duality and within every human there are two sides to our nature. In all of life, it also has two sides that must learn to work together in harmony to bring about a healing in the split that manifests in this world.
We are here to understand and be a part of that healing, as we are also a part of that duality. But we must allow our souls to mature past addictively seeing things as good or bad and into understanding the nature of life here in a dualistic world.
We are to learn how to unify both sides of our own nature and then in turn see this world as the landscape of a great game that is designed to awaken us to the reality of that duality.
The tiger has great strength, stealth, and beauty. But it is also a killer, a hunter, and an opportunist. Two sides fighting within and somehow forming a balance that adds to life while it takes that very life.
A virus is no different. It challenges our immune system to make it stronger, it takes the lives of those that cannot fight off its powerful destructive nature. It appears mindless and random but it has an intention which is to grow, spread, and evolve. The problem is that it can evolve into a more virulent form if not taken seriously.
Man is also caught within his own dualistic nature. On one level man is an observer of beauty, a creator of great things such as art, architecture, and feats of engineering power and impact. But on the other side, mankind holds within him a seed of hate, manipulation, and cruelty. It is essential that each person learns to own that duality within. It is essential to survival that we recognize that we are all the sides.
Just because we project one positive side (So we can learn to live with ourself.) does not mean that those other qualities are not there, even if buried. Circumstances can and will arise to remind you that within are these other parts. And when challenged, they will surface to protect and defend against perceived injustices.
This virus is showing us our own duality by forcing us to stop and (metaphorically) force us to our knees. Something so small can literally stop the wheels of progress in an instant. I believe that is what its intention is. And I believe that it is Nature herself creating these moments to make us stop and think about what it is that we are doing. She is showing us that our denied dark side is destructive to this world and all of life. And she is attempting to get us to shift and see and own that darkness. That is how we eventually reclaim balance. But denial will never get us to truth. Denial will never give us freedom. Denial of what we have done will never allow us to take full responsibility for the horrors that we continue to inflict upon this world.

~Suzanne Wagner~