Numerology/Astrology for 4/22/18

4/22/18 is the number 10. There is more change coming than you could even imagine in your wildest dreams. And it will not look like what you think or want because the collective collapse is of such monumental proportions. But in such powerful moments of collapse there is just as powerful of a moment to grow into totally new and different places. I know that the bulk of humanity is struggling to deal with what is happening globally in the world and I know that radical change is afoot in ways that presently from our distorted visual of the past seem not possible. But this moment in time has riled up many who have been complacent for too long and now there is a fire inside of them because they can palpably see and feel the horror and destructive influences of a few powerful, greedy, heartless people. And that is what it will take for change to happen. When you cannot count on your own government to protect and defend its own people, when life has no value to those in power, and when the rich use war as the way to make millions and break down the society in even more fear, then you know that such toxic and evil control must be rooted out and changed.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

As the planets begin to move into the Spring/Summer retrograde patterns each of us are going to have a moment to pause and reflect on what has transpired since January. Pluto comes to a halt in the sky and turns retrograde today. At first Pluto going retrograde is always a bit confusing. Whatever seems to be the issue will feel heavier and seem to get worse. Pluto will be retrograde till September 30th. It is time to go down into the deep recesses of your psyche and research what you want and what is really driving you forward. If it is your ego then you are going to gain new insight into our self-destructive tendencies, need for control. It is time to search for what is real by looking within. What may be revealed may feel like a bomb going off in your awareness. But if that is what it takes for you to awaken than that is how it will be. External forces may ease up during this period. It is time to look and reassess how you use your power for good or if you use your power to support evil. The Moon is in Cancer until a bit past noon, after which the Moon moves into the bright, warm, and expressive sign of Leo. There will be a lot of fiery energy in the air and do your best to move that energy constructively rather than destructively. The image I have in my mind today is of one of those Mississippi river boats going up the river. Now, let me be clear. Not an old paddle boat going up the river but one of those long cigar shaped river boats with a big engine to push against the strong current of the powerful and wide Mississippi river. These boats have such a strong motor that you can actually water ski behind them while going up the river. Now they have a huge wake because of it but they are extremely powerful to push against the mighty Mississippi. This is what it is going to take to make any headway against such a strong current of destructive hate that has manifested in the world. So, know that you have to find the power inside yourself. You have to find the force of such a motor to have any prolonged movement of consequence. Since it requires a lot of horsepower, know that it is best if you do not do it alone. The more you have to help fire the engine to move up the river the better. This is a time when you need all your friends and family to help support the major change that is coming. With Uranus firing up and preparing to shift out of Aries on May 15th for 6 months, know that the planet of the unexpected can surprise you in positive as well as negative ways.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote

Those that protect falseness
continue to create armor
around their heart.
The more they shield from truth
the more isolated
and alone they become.
The softness of their heart
is hidden behind
a rigid wall of protection.
Others cannot feel their pain
and will leave them
to their own misery.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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“The only reason we don’t open our hearts and minds to other people is that they trigger confusion in us that we don’t feel brave enough or sane enough to deal with. To the degree that we look clearly and compassionately at ourselves, we feel confident and fearless about looking into someone else’s eyes.”

~Pema Chödrön~