Numerology/Astrology for 4/28/20

4/28/20 is the number 9. If you add the 4 + 2 + 8 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 18.  1 + 8 = 9.

Creativity and intuition are heightened today. There is a drive to move some things into a state of completion. What types of things can you do that will allow you a sense of satisfaction?
Personally we are (literally) redoing the steps to an old building. The steps are rotted out and so we are replacing them and repairing the support beams underneath. We have many things to keep us busy and at the moment and the many combinations of things have made us feel a bit overwhelmed. Perhaps some of you are feeling the same way. There are many things in life that you may have put off until now. Here we have the time to do them and you want to get them all done quickly. But when it comes to house stuff and outside stuff, it is always much slower than you think. There are many small pieces of a project that end up taking much more time than you would like but then need to be done. So today, notice that you have some completions that might take a great deal of patience and attention to detail. I find that I would rather do something right even if it takes longer because then I do not have to redo it in a year. When something is done right the first time, it often lasts much longer and you have a deeper sense of pride.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

Tuesday has Mercury challenging Saturn which can manifests either as suspicious, resentment, stubbornness, and failures. This can make you feel tired. No matter what, you will need to get grounded and keep your ideas and communications in a practical mindset.

The Moon is in comforting and homey Cancer … but it is sextile to Uranus. One part wants to tuck into a soft bed and another wants that bed to be in an exotic place. With Corona Virus I am afraid travel needs to be delayed but try to do some things that make you happy.

The Sun in Taurus sextile the Moon in Cancer. This is all about being kind and treating others equally. There is a desire to make work seem more comforting. You want to help each other and enjoy the camaraderie, even if it is short lived.

Overall, there are still serious issues that need to be addressed. Restrictions are in place and make choices feel complicated. Your mind might feel as if it wants to be in a rut.

As we get towards the end of the month, Mercury then aligns with innovative Uranus. This will help you support new ideas, have an entrepreneurial spirit, and give you a desire to try something new.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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The birds looked around.. where did the humans go?

We can hear our own voices as we sing and crow.

The noisy ones have gone away.

It would be nice if this continued this way.

We have a moment to calm down and just be.

We have a moment when nature is free.

We see them peak out of the windows to see.

Humans watch us now as we sit in the tree.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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When I was a child I had one of those imaginary friends. But to me he was very real and very alive. He was Asian, shorter than a normal American and I saw him from the time I was about 2 till about 7 years old.

My mother remembers me talking to someone in the backyard and singing songs in a foreign language that sounded very Chinese or Japanese.

I believe now that he was a guardian angel or guide. He was kind, funny, playful, supportive and helped me not feel alone because at that time I had “intruded” into my older sister’s reality and she had not gotten over being angry and wishing that I had never shown up.

I know that he was not some dead ghost person because there was not a scary feeling around him and somehow as a child I always knew the difference between someone who was dead and wandering around and a guide or angel. They resonated and vibrated very differently.

As I said, we used to sing songs together and I distinctly remember that he would change the words around and make them into something funny while keeping the musical notes intact. I would laugh and tell him that he had changed the words again and we would continue the play on words and we would sing the wrong words. It was a style of making fun.

Many of the songs have disappeared from my memory but my mother distinctly remembers hearing them and wishing she had a tape recorder.

I wish also that she would have managed to record them but one remained in my memory.
A simple song, nothing special (I thought).

Many years later when I was in my mid-thirties, I met a client that was Japanese/American and for some reason I told him my childhood story. I sang him the song and he said that he did not know what it was but we should call his grandmother and maybe she would know.

So we did and I sang her the song over the phone.

She told me that the first part of the song was correct and from a very famous song about the Cherry Blossoms blooming in Japan. She said the second part of my song was in a dialect. It was Japanese but it was clearly a very old dialect. She said that because the song started correctly she assumed it was the song in that dialect because the music continued.

I was stunned. I knew I did not know Japanese when I was 4 years old. I knew I did not know some old dialect of Japanese either.

I find such things make your head hurt and spin. Rationally you cannot make sense out of them but yet there they are. An anomaly in a world of logic.

I believe that all the words we speak move energetically into the very air we breathe. I believe that some are sensitive to that energy as it mixes and merges with all the great wisdom that has existed in this world. Perhaps that is why they say that it has all been said before. All we are doing is remixing it and shifting it from our personal vantage point. What that also means to me is that the great ideas, philosophies, teachings, and truths are all out there for you to grasp if you are willing and able to do it.

~Suzanne Wagner~