Numerology/Astrology for 4/8/20

4/8/20 is the number 7. If you add the 4 + 8 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 16. 1 + 6 = 7

I don’t know about any of you but I have noticed that I keep trying to do new things and create new structures but then they just don’t go as planned. Seems to be a symptom of these times. But while things continue in their unexpected and unusual way, I remind myself that they are not really bad but that my expectations on myself to do match the energy that this world is trying to teach us. I think the new structure is one of less doing and being aware of every action that we take, while questioning whether it is necessary, the appropriate time, or negatively impacts this beautiful world in which we live. We are globally looking at the destructive patterns of humanity and recognizing more clearly than ever that our past strategies are horribly destructive and toxic to this world. It is clear that we are the problem. In recognizing that, now we have to come up with a totally new solution. It is time to realize that it is up to us to fix what we have broken.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

As you are waking up the Moon squares Pluto. It is not the best time for a few hours to make decisions. Your ability to deceive yourself is heightened. You are a bit oversensitive and perhaps even nervous. Don’t worry! This will go away as the morning progresses.

The Moon square Jupiter, can make you do things that can get you into trouble. Think something through before you do it. At this point no one needs more conflicts or damage relationships. We all need each other. Don’t pick a fight. There is enough going on and it is important that you learn to work with those closest to you.

The Moon will move out of Libra and into Scorpio in the afternoon. This will assist you in focusing your energy on that project and give you the ability to concentrate more deeply. Private conversations are favored and superficial chit-chat seems pointless and irritating. Use this passionate and sensual energy to help you severe cords from the past that no longer serve. There will be some that take this energy into the negative and lash out in vindictive ways. Do your best to not provoke people that lack emotional control.

There is a Mars-Chiron sextile helping in your determination and motivating you to get some things done. If you have the opportunity to take the lead, do so. Action is required that supports healing and learning. You have a newfound sense of fearlessness. Use it to help others.

The Moon in Scorpio will square Saturn in Aquarius. Notice if depression surfaces and work to keep the lightness in your heart always. Tell yourself the truth on a lot of levels. Stay calm. Know that there are many things that need your attention and you need to illuminate. You might get an answer that you desperately need to know.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote

Happiness is our
normal state of being
when we are completely
within the flow
of all that is.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Story time.

My first trip to Peru was with some dancer friends of mine from New York. We had all retired from professional dancing and were doing other things but thought it would be fun to go on a trip. We were all broke and were doing Peru as budget conscious as possible. Our one concession was to have a translator help us navigate everything. We were staying at very small private hotels with bathrooms down the hall and it was a trip of cultural experience and being immersed in a new and wonderful world. There was something about Peru that made be deliciously happy. Happier than I normally felt. Everywhere I went, children followed me. I could not go anywhere without massive amounts of kids in my wake. I felt somehow freer and more open. Completely relaxed and at home in a world where I did not speak the language. I recognized that something magical and wondrous was happening. I figured that I somehow knew this place from a past life. There was something ….. so familiar.

So we continued our journey and got to a small town out in the middle of nowhere. But that is not unusual in Peru. There are many such places that are filled with beautiful ruins and it is incredible how many of the aqueducts still function perfectly. (A testimony to the Inca engineers.)

Anyway, we get off the bus in a small town that had a square with sellers in it. I got off the bus and the women in the square started pointing at me and whispering to each other. I wondered if I was dressed funny. I wondered if I had something on my face. But I could not figure out what was making them look at me so intensely.
Finally an old woman with a red dress and red top hat (like in the old days) came up to me a looked deeply in my eyes. Then with certainty she declared to the other women, “Cheska? Yes, it is Cheska!” And all the women rushed around me touching me and talking quickly in the language of the area. I called the translator over and he said that they were asking the question, “What was I doing in that American body? Where have you been? We are so happy to see you again.” He said that they believed that I was a woman named Cheska and that I was actually one of them from the village. I did not know what to say or do. I felt this odd and deep connection to them. Everyone had open and smiling faces. They were genuinely happy to see me. They could not stop touching me. It was very sweet and endearing.
But left me with this odd feeling. Something was incomplete and I could feel it. But we went on our way and that feeling of missing a piece did not leave.
About 5 years later, I took a group to Peru and we ended up going to a sacred spring in that same area with a shaman that I had never met before. I had not told him my story and when we got to the spring, as a group, we were going to do a ceremony like a cleansing ritual. The spring had that “Do Not Cross” yellow tape to make tourists not stand on the spring. The shaman stepped across and motioned for me to also step over the tape but I refused because I thought that it was sacred and as I was not a shaman nor a native that perhaps that was a bad idea.
I know that in sacred spaces you want to be highly respectful because there are energies and ghosts that protect such places. He responded to my surprise, that if anyone could cross over and stand on the spring that it would be me because I had been a priestess of these waters and that my name had been Cheska! I stood there in shock. I literally had to ask him to say it again. And in a very matter of fact tone he calmly repeated it, like it was obvious and something not odd to say at all.

It explained many things that I always feel when I am in Peru. And it explains many more bizarre experiences that I have had in Peru that I will tell you at a later time. The fact that two completely random people used the same name 5 years apart makes that something that is to be paid attention to. Clearly the belonging that I feel in Peru could go back to a past life or lives experience. More would be revealed in the many trips that I would do later, so stay tuned.

~Suzanne Wagner~