Numerology/Astrology for 5/4/20

5/4/20 is the number 13. If you add the 5 + 4 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 13.  1 + 3 = 4

Nature has been so grateful for a stop in the pollution and the human insanity for the last two months. It has allowed the world to shift back into some balance and given her a moment to at least catch her breath. And for that I am grateful. The discomfort of many humans seems to be worth it for the greater good of this earth. Mother Nature is very clever as to how she has created this pandemic to send us all to our rooms and notice what happens when we stop being the problem. What happens is that nature can heal quickly and come back into balance if we give her a chance. All life deserves a chance. Everyone needs a moment to regroup. And this has been ours. What becomes clear is that our old world had a lot of stuff in it that was not conducive to a balanced and happy life. Priorities are radically shifting and being content within becomes even more important.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

As we are under a social and diplomatic Libra Moon. It inspires a cheerful open-mindedness. Harmonizing with others is important. It might help you feel as if you are in a romantic mood.

The Moon trines Sagittarius in Aquarius and makes you want to get some money coming in. You want a responsible job that will pay you consistently. You are ready to get organized and move towards those goals.

The Sun conjuncts Mercury in Taurus, gives you the mental energy to concentrate and remember what you are reading. Dive into a great book. It is a fabulous way to spend the time. Exploring other realities from the comfort of your favorite chair seems the best way to spend this day. This could be a day where you gain a great insight or clarity on a perspective. It might clear the air on an old situation. What you say has a stronger impact today. Choose your words carefully.

The Nodes of the Moon shift into the Sagittarius/Gemini tangent. You want to be understood and you want what you say to be clear. There is a desire to take a short trip just to get out and get away. There is a lot of restlessness happening. Calm down, listen to what is bubbling to the surface and act responsibly. Pay attention to the details that need to be addressed.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote

The key to life is forgiveness.
Without that there can be no peace.
You forgive others because
what is past is past.
You cannot go back.
You cannot change what transpired.
You can learn from the past
and make the conscious decision
to not allow your conduct to pull
your soul into more karmic suffering.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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I remember when my sister had her first child. And I went to her home in Texas to see the adorable new baby. At one point she said to me, “Do you do that crazy stuff still?”

I said, “Which crazy stuff?”

She said, “Do you still see ghosts and spirits?”

I nodded.

It seemed that she had been plagued by a spirit that randomly showed up since she was a teenager and it would be standing at the foot of her bed, holding an ax, dressed in old clothing from the late 1800’s. She would wake up, scream, then wake up her husband and he could not see anything. And then it would disappear for months again.

She was afraid that it was going to scare the baby and she wanted me to get rid of it.

So I closed my eyes and felt into the energy around this situation.

Sometimes souls come in to give you a message. They are not trying to frighten you but they are in a journey to clear their own karma with you and to seek forgiveness.

My sister’s situation was a strange one. It seemed that this man was married to my sister in another life and in a jealous drunken rage (because he believed that she had an affair on him) he killed her with that ax. His karma was to ask for her forgiveness but he had to appear exactly as he did the moment before he killed her. So you can imagine the intensity that his ghost was holding. He told me that he had to have her forgiveness to be able to continue to shift and evolve. He told me that he would still have to forgive himself and forgiving himself was going to be difficult.

I took my sister though a meditation to let him go and to forgive him. The good news was that she never saw him again.

The key to life is forgiveness. Without that, there can be no peace. You forgive others because what is past is past. You cannot go back. You cannot change what transpired. You can learn from the past and make the conscious decision to not allow your conduct to pull your soul into more karmic suffering.

~Suzanne Wagner~