Numerology/Astrology for 7/15/20

7/15/20 is the number 8. 
If you add the 7 + 1 + 5 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 17.
1 + 7 = 8.

Embracing sadness is a skill that is painful to learn. Our instincts are to pull away from those things that cause suffering and that hurt us. But when that pain is in your body, it is advisable to move into the pain rather than away from that pain. When you allow yourself to lovingly go deeper into what is a natural human experience in this dimension, you discover the voice within the pain that is attempting to get your attention. Pain is an indicator of imbalance. It shows you where you have been not listening or ignoring a part within that has something very important to tell you. Within all of us are parts that developed to cope with various situations. We have powerful parts and vulnerable ones, child parts and adult parts, masculine parts and feminine parts, artistic parts and intellectual parts. But in the hustle and bustle of life we push some aside and into the shadow. Those parts can get so pushed down that they don’t feel heard or listened too. That is when they will use the body to get you to notice what they have been trying to tell you. Sadness is an emotion that often gets suppressed. Because others judge it as depression. In our culture it is not okay to look sad, depressed, or down. Especially now because so many do not have enough bandwidth to cope with one more problem. Today, try to embrace the sadness and grief that you are holding within. Love it into a place that it feels heard and acknowledged. That is the only way any of us can heal. That is the way you can grow into becoming a more whole and fulfilled person.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

Today the Sun opposing Jupiter and Pluto in Capricorn. Today would not be the day to push your philosophy or obsess on world events, but it is a good time to honestly look at what is getting in the way of creating the world you want and deserve. Notice that the external world has created situations that were intended to get in your way. The only way through is to change the belief systems on a global scale.

The Moon is still in Taurus and while there is a desire to get comfortable, that will be difficult with the Sun opposing Pluto because we are all being pulled into deeper, darker, and the old thoughts and buried issues. Much is unresolved. And much will continue to be lingering in the distractions of chaos. Thoughts and feelings and culminating towards events that will shine a very bright light, revealing that what we have been holding onto is a mist and shadow of ego and the desire for personal power.

Notice the discomfort that has been designed to be disruptive. Notice the intentional manipulations being inflicted upon your consciousness and physical reality. You are becoming more aware just because of the force of darkness that attempts to suppress the light of kindness and love in this world. While outside forces can appear to control the physical plane of existence, it can never control your soul or your spirit.

When your spirit is in need it reaches beyond its known reality and into the substance of existence. That is where answers lie and pathways that you have not conceived. And new strategies emerge into the light of hope. You become able to grab the head of the snake because your courage is stronger than your fear. Because you are not alone. You have never been alone. There is always more energy available if you just ask for help.

Everyone is walking on a sharpened edge, stray just a little and some will fall into the volatility and defensiveness that is the plan of the darkness. All the drama happening is designed to make the people’s power feel powerless. But this time it will fail. When the battle is waged internally first then the external conflicts are observed rather than reacted to. The external conflict must be waged internally so that the external circumstances change in a graceful rather than a violent way.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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He who looks up to evil,

has been studied by evil.

He who is blind to suffering,

is also blind to evil.

He who uses others,

is also used by evil.

He who lies in the face of truth,

is a minion of evil.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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I had a dream last night about the darkness spreading over head in the sky. Coming for us. At first I thought it was a flock of birds, like a mass of ravens flying in. But those ravens turned into war planes and I watched a conquest of epic proportions swoop in and change all the focus out of selfishness and petty rivalries into the realization of humanities stupidity and inability to see what was coming because of their shallow and myopic perspective in their ego fights about petty things that have no real substance in the greater order of this world.

I hope my dream is not the reality. I hope for us to awaken and change before others with power decide to take us over as we are distracted in our arrogance.

~Suzanne Wagner~