Numerology/Astrology for 8/29/15
August 29th is the number 9. What is inside that you are still holding that feels incomplete? What has happened in your life that now you look at with more clear eyes? You are looking for the clarity that comes from a place of calm center. You are seeking expression of some longing from the past. You were not mature enough to navigate this pattern or energy long ago, but now you feel a shift that perhaps you could navigate the challenge with more compassion, optimism, and wisdom. There is a doorway, if you are willing to step out of fear and into the moment. You can do it. Yes, it requires you to no longer allow your ego to be in charge of the next steps. In this moment trust something larger than yourself or your own mind. The Moon ends its transit of Aquarius at 4:52 AM EDT, when it enters Pisces. This morning, Mars forms a quincunx with Pluto creating a strong desire to prove yourself. This can place you at the center of potential confrontations. Feelings of competitiveness or anger can be difficult to manage or understand. Avoid forcing issues. Today, a Full Moon occurs when the Sun in Virgo opposes the Pisces Moon at 2:36 PM EDT. It is important to find a balance inside. To do that you need to identify and express your spiritual needs, while figuring out how to stay grounded and deal with the normal reality. The Moon aligns with Jupiter and Neptune and is moving towards an opposition, which will be exact in mid-September. Illumination of a dream or a desire to attach more meaning to your life is possible. Attempt to find a balance between attention to your practical affairs and to your spiritual self. At this time you will not find salvation through a relationship, person, project, or business, as you will tend to put too-high expectations on things and on others. Remember, happiness is an internal choice and that is not based on external situations or people. Ultimately, this day can put too much pressure on a relationship, person, plan, or enterprise, which will end up causing a disappointment.
They say the best love is insane.
I have had to unlearn huge patterns of control that I learned from my childhood. Learning those patterns was perfect at the time because they allowed me to feel as if I had some semblance of control in my life. As I matured and grew spiritually I have had to learn how to trust the universe and let those patterns and behaviors go. Replacing them with an intuitive feeling into the flow and cycles of life that were all around. That allows in patterns of wildness and touches of chaos just like shifts in weather patterns in my life. Everyone needs and wants moments of surrendered insanity. Moments where you let go and allow the bigger energy of life to move and motivate you into unknown places and energies. Love is always the doorway to the hidden treasures of raw wildness and joy. If you really look at your life, you will notice that the moments you remember the most are those crazy, joyful, chaotic, wild times where you threw caution to the wind and just let a feeling take you over. Let something about today throw those doors wide open and let you spirit soar with the wind, fly like a bird, howl like a wolf, and scream like a storm. Then you will feel the connection you have to everyone and everything.