Suzanne’s Personal Quote and Blog for 10/23/2022

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The skeletons are out of the closets.

We are in the season of opposites.

Those parts within that hide all year.

Get a chance to come out and cheer.

Cheer the season of witches and sex kittens.

The weather changes and the kids wear mittens.

The leaves drift off the branches in the wind.
Spiders webs want to reach and extend.

Parties are planned and the music is spooky.
Costumes are prepared and the mood is kooky.

The time of the year when spirits are unleashed.

Become a candy and cookie feast.
Remember the ancestors and call out their names.

Thank them for all the wisdom reclaimed.

Rejoice in the moments that allow us to see.

Past this life’s veil and into eternity.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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I was a soldier once. Bloodied and brave.
I would not stop … and I was determined to not cave.

I had the teachings of the Gurus in my blood.
But spears drilled me down into the mud.

The enemy crushed myself and my men.

I heard the screams as the iron did bend.

Into the spirits to break the backs of their souls.

I saw their bodies broken and theirs heads on poles.
I tried to practice what I had been taught.

I was gifted to lead but that lineage was (in that moment) for naught.

It broke my body, and it also broke my mind.

I reached for the tools that I had put my faith behind.

But the pain was so great that I could not reach past.

The horrible suffering that my karma had amassed.

In that moment I shattered inside.

I could not find hope or faith as I died.

And into the darkness of earth … I did fall.
I became the anger inside and the storming squall.

For eons of time, I wandered and was lost.

Into the emotional pain that had such a great cost.

I see now, the value of being completely broken down.

I had on others scoffed, rejected, and frowned.

And now I was no better than them.

I became the rage and the chaotic mayhem.

It took me over a thousand years.

To learn to open and release all the tears.

Some moments are so terrible in linear time.

That we lose ourselves and we forget to climb.

It can take very long to remember what once was.

Truth is a vibration that incessantly will buzz.

We cast our lot out into linear events.
We believe we can handle what life presents.

But life shows us that hero’s do not always win.

And force us to reject all concepts of sin.

Life and death are the violin bow and strings.

It makes beautiful music and tears away everything.

That powerful warrior that I once was.

Has come full circle as I embraced my flaws.

I am not here to be successful all the time.

I am here to learn how to embrace my own paradigm.
I cannot awaken if I do not remember the truth.

That I had allowed in my ignorance and youth.

To step me towards that much darker place.
So that I could finally understand the meaning of true grace.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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