I have been a practicing psychic since I was a child.
I assumed that everyone could see and hear the things that I did from a young age.
As I grew … I became aware that others did not operate or experience the world in a similar fashion.
I decided by the age of 6, that adults had somehow disconnected from their divine and highest self.
And I vowed to not make that same mistake.
Fortunately, my life was one of music, numbers, rhythms, poetry, art, and ballet. That gave me the opportunity to practice the ability to keep both my right and left brains open and in harmony with each other.
I had permission to move music through my body and channel the energies of audiences through as well. Through dance I learned how to hold and channel forces that were greater than my own physical body and soul.
Dance and music taught me to merge with life itself.
I learned how to understand and flow with the powerful forces of nature and other forms of light and life.
I gained my unique perspective and insight this way.
In my teenage years I was given great opportunities to dance in New York City on scholarships to Julliard and was coached by amazing teachers that showed me that power can be transferred and gifted to others. As many of these teachers did for me.
By 17 years old I was professionally dancing in Berlin Germany with the Deutsche Oper Berlin.
This was during the time of the Cold War when the walls were still up and a tense standoff existed between west and east.
I found myself, a deeply intuitive young woman, literally standing in the place of two world wars with all the karmic devastation and suffering that lingered in the rocks, bricks, walls, soil, water and air.
The psychic impact of this place, Berlin, blew open my remaining doors to a place of deepest knowing and intuition. Past lives, flooded through my being and I could see the dead that were still caught between the worlds in the astral plain.
It was in this place of darkness and devastation that I began to remember who I was and what I had really come here to do.
But the timing was not quite yet … and I knew it.
Dance taught me level of internal discipline and a type of mental control and stability that few things can teach in this world.
And through it all, I watched humanity and the patterns that human consciousness wove, thus creating their karmic expression and experiences in this life.
I worked with many great and powerful teachers, gurus, and facilitators.
But the teachers that most impressed me were the ones that knew that they had an enlightened gift to give the world, but they also knew that … they too … were a human beings working through their own karmic journey.
They showed me that you could still give your gifts and continue to work on yourself. You did not need to be totally enlightened to make a huge difference in the world. But what you did need to do was be honest, authentic, and compassionate to all life.
My intention is to be as authentically kind and honest in each and every reading.
I am not here to tell you what you want to hear. I am here to help you uncover and discover what you have hidden from yourself.
When you are ready you will find the teacher that is right for you and they will vibrate at the level of wisdom and truth that this person can comprehend at that time.
Perhaps, I may be that person for you.
You will know by a feeling … inside … and signs that have guided you to me in this moment.
As a teacher and published author of many books; Integral Tarot, Integral Numerology, Becoming Authentic: Lessons in Tantra, Confessions of a Psychic, and The Prophesy of the Morian, I use my many skills to assist you in understanding who you are, where you are in your journey, what you need to work on, and what your goals are in this lifetime.
I use tools of Astrology, Numerology, Tarot, Channeling, Palmistry, meditation, yogic skills, many healing techniques, and breathing practices to help you open to the magnificence that is within your soul attempting to break past the defenses of your ego.
I look forward to every connection that the universe brings to me as I know they are divinely guided in this moment to connect with me to help them find the next level of growth and expansion for their soul.
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Numerology/Astrology for 5/19/20
5/19/20 is the number 10. If you add the 5 + 1 + 9 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 19. 1 + 9 = 10.
There is always power (the number 10) hidden in the deepest corners of your consciousness. I try to remind myself that I have somewhere within me skills and abilities that have not yet been accessed or remembered. I know that because each of us have many lifetimes that somewhere there is a past life memory of tools and abilities that may not show up until the need arises. I find that accessing the possibility is helpful. Trusting and calling for that wisdom to come to the surface is always a way to shift out of hopelessness and into the possibility.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Astrology Today
The Moon is in Aries sextile Venus helping you be a bit more adaptable and courteous. Avoid arguments or conflicts with anyone today.
The Moon in Aries square Pluto in Capricorn. This causes you to be dreamy and potentially self-deceptive. Expect imbalance in your nervous system and do not get lost in the nostalgia of the past.
The Moon squares Jupiter in Capricorn. This can put the authorities in a place of tension. Do not intentionally aggravate those who need to be in charge. Know that pushing now can damage relationships permanently.
The Moon goes into Taurus this evening. Protect your finances and hold on tight to family.
The Moon in Taurus square Saturn in Aquarius. This brings restrictions, depression, and stubbornness. Partnerships are strained.
You want to push ahead but that is not advised.
Everything shows you that it is time for a fresh start. All things change. Any plans keep adjusting. Stay unattached.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Quote
We are here to remember
all that we are and all
that we have been.
That is the only way
to discover all that
you can become.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Blog
I look at how so many priorities have shifted over time in this life. But the one thing that remains consistent is that my soul wants to help humanity in the small ways that I can through words, sharing, and journeying into the depths of experiences.
What I have loved about traveling the world (and there is a lot of the world that I have yet to explore) is that travel shatters and dispels all sorts of beliefs and judgments you have that you did not even know were there.
All cultures are different. The languages reflect how the brain processes information. Being willing to learn a language can help you navigate a deeper understanding of their cultural perspective.
We each think and perceive differently. Priorities are radically different. I have met people whose lives are 10 times harder than mine and yet they still have more joy and laughter than me.
There is not one right way. That is a lie we tell ourselves to feel superior. It is a childish brain pattern that is hopefully something that we each can work through and allow to evolve in this life.
Every level of life has something to offer. There is always some precious understanding and awareness that can be learned in different environments. Humanity attunes to the places in which we live and that environment helps us to gather the tools that we need to learn to survive.
Travel helps shifts judgment more rapidly than therapy or most types of inner work. Some things have to be fully experienced. Sometimes you have to be completely taken off your edge to reconnect to what is really important to you and your life.
I hope you discover a place in this world that feels magical to you. A place that feels so comfortable that you drop out of all the striving and finally let yourself arrive at a particular new place and state of awareness.
I had one friend that traveled to Ireland and fell so deeply in love with a particular place that she bought a small cottage right there and retired to that place.
To find those magical spots for myself, I use Astrocartography as a tool. I find it very helpful. With the astrocartography, when it says that certain places I will find comforting and easy, they are exactly that. Places that are very challenging and trigger me are also exactly that.
Some people say that I have a really weird pattern and that is that I try to go to the places that are less than comfortable again and again. That is because I realize that those are the places that there is something to learn. While I have tried again and again to be able to relax and enjoy certain places on this earth. There are some that are just much more difficult than others. Each of us have past memories from lives that had trauma. Those are always harder to work with.
Especially when the past patterns that constructed the trauma remain in that place even in the modern day reality. So while some places allow you to drop in and reclaim something really important that is positive, some do just the opposite. We are here to remember all that we are and all that we have been. That is the only way to then discover all that you can become.
~Suzanne Wagner~ https://suzannewagner.com/astrology_numerology/15603/){kind=link}