I have been a practicing psychic since I was a child.
I assumed that everyone could see and hear the things that I did from a young age.
As I grew … I became aware that others did not operate or experience the world in a similar fashion.
I decided by the age of 6, that adults had somehow disconnected from their divine and highest self.
And I vowed to not make that same mistake.
Fortunately, my life was one of music, numbers, rhythms, poetry, art, and ballet. That gave me the opportunity to practice the ability to keep both my right and left brains open and in harmony with each other.
I had permission to move music through my body and channel the energies of audiences through as well. Through dance I learned how to hold and channel forces that were greater than my own physical body and soul.
Dance and music taught me to merge with life itself.
I learned how to understand and flow with the powerful forces of nature and other forms of light and life.
I gained my unique perspective and insight this way.
In my teenage years I was given great opportunities to dance in New York City on scholarships to Julliard and was coached by amazing teachers that showed me that power can be transferred and gifted to others. As many of these teachers did for me.
By 17 years old I was professionally dancing in Berlin Germany with the Deutsche Oper Berlin.
This was during the time of the Cold War when the walls were still up and a tense standoff existed between west and east.
I found myself, a deeply intuitive young woman, literally standing in the place of two world wars with all the karmic devastation and suffering that lingered in the rocks, bricks, walls, soil, water and air.
The psychic impact of this place, Berlin, blew open my remaining doors to a place of deepest knowing and intuition. Past lives, flooded through my being and I could see the dead that were still caught between the worlds in the astral plain.
It was in this place of darkness and devastation that I began to remember who I was and what I had really come here to do.
But the timing was not quite yet … and I knew it.
Dance taught me level of internal discipline and a type of mental control and stability that few things can teach in this world.
And through it all, I watched humanity and the patterns that human consciousness wove, thus creating their karmic expression and experiences in this life.
I worked with many great and powerful teachers, gurus, and facilitators.
But the teachers that most impressed me were the ones that knew that they had an enlightened gift to give the world, but they also knew that … they too … were a human beings working through their own karmic journey.
They showed me that you could still give your gifts and continue to work on yourself. You did not need to be totally enlightened to make a huge difference in the world. But what you did need to do was be honest, authentic, and compassionate to all life.
My intention is to be as authentically kind and honest in each and every reading.
I am not here to tell you what you want to hear. I am here to help you uncover and discover what you have hidden from yourself.
When you are ready you will find the teacher that is right for you and they will vibrate at the level of wisdom and truth that this person can comprehend at that time.
Perhaps, I may be that person for you.
You will know by a feeling … inside … and signs that have guided you to me in this moment.
As a teacher and published author of many books; Integral Tarot, Integral Numerology, Becoming Authentic: Lessons in Tantra, Confessions of a Psychic, and The Prophesy of the Morian, I use my many skills to assist you in understanding who you are, where you are in your journey, what you need to work on, and what your goals are in this lifetime.
I use tools of Astrology, Numerology, Tarot, Channeling, Palmistry, meditation, yogic skills, many healing techniques, and breathing practices to help you open to the magnificence that is within your soul attempting to break past the defenses of your ego.
I look forward to every connection that the universe brings to me as I know they are divinely guided in this moment to connect with me to help them find the next level of growth and expansion for their soul.
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INTUITIVE PATTERNS FOR THE MONTH OF DECEMBER 2019
Osho Zen Tarot: Schizophrenia, The Source, Sorrow
Medicine Cards: Grouse, Ant, Hummingbird
Mayan Oracle: Dissonance, Adventurer’s Quest, Complex Stability
Ancient Egyptian Tarot: Ten of Swords, The Hierophant
Aleister Crowley Deck: Abundance, Dominion, Princess of Wands
Healing Earth Tarot: Man of Shields, Ace of Crystals, Ten of Feathers
Words of Truth: Sacred Fun, Brilliance, Pushing, Domain Shift
The astrology theme for December 2019 is; “Well there is a whole lot of Capricorn going on.” With Pluto (the planet of death, rebirth, transformation, and change), Saturn (the planet of hard work and struggle, the lord of karma, and trials and tribulations), Jupiter (the planet of expansion, money, love and abundance), and Venus (the planet of love, beauty, harmony and negotiation) all in the melancholic, dark, cold, bitter, dry, sign of Capricorn, expect a good swift kick in the butt to all things that have been tragically stuck and frozen in the places where humanity fears change.
Jupiter is the largest planet and he is ready, willing, and able, to force that entrenched dragon that is hiding all the gold, keeping it to himself, and unwilling to share, out of the castle’s dungeon and into the light.
As that begins to happen on December 2/3, that there is going to be one very pissed off dragon.
Clearly this is a metaphor for all the drama as we move towards the Saturn/Pluto conjunction on January 12th, 2020. Things have been astrologically frozen in winter for a long time and while the slow planets are not in any hurry to move, Jupiter is a fiery source of energy that is going to melt those glaciers (just like they are for real in this world) and the ice is going to move much more rapidly down the slope. Instead of moving at 1 yard a year, that ice is going to move 1 mile a year. And such rapid change can cause huge amounts of destruction if not prepared for in advance.
Jupiter is not super happy in Capricorn and it feels a bit displaced. Similar to a woman dressed in leather, with spiked purple hair, torn hose, and Goth boots walking into a country club setting where appropriate dress is essential.
Jupiter in this position has the agenda to shake up the establishment and to shatter the norms and shock those with sophisticated tastes right out of their comfort zone. Plan on getting hit over the next few weeks and months, as that old school control is going to shatter into a million pieces by those Goth boots.
While you may not see all that unraveling happening exclusively in December. Know that by next December 2020, you will be remembering my words.
Venus the planet of what we love and value is going to be right between the two “bad boys” of the zodiac, Pluto and Saturn. Foundations that have had cracks growing and expanding for a long time are going to crumble and turn to quicksand. Venus will go into the friendly sign of Aquarius on the 20th, and that should help the holidays out because Venus in Aquarius loves to mingle and do the “meet and greet”.
But we can’t forget the eclipse in Capricorn on …… Wait for it ….. Christmas Day! It is going to be an intense holiday season. My suggestion is to keep it short and sweet. Hanging out too long will make all those issues that are still unresolved too obvious and uncomfortable.
And then there is Winter Solstice on December 21st, where finally it will stop getting darker and begin to turn lighter. The month wants to end on something positive but know that Neptune in Pisces can take you too far out of this reality and into illusion at just the wrong time if you let it.
January 2020 is no joke and everyone has to be ready.
Stepping out of the astrology and taking a look at the cards we discover that we are continuing the back and forth of emotional intensity and the drama does not let up.
The way through is to be your own source and connection to higher law and order because we are not in one world but two worlds that are pulling and pushing each other further apart.
I hear everyone saying that we need to come together but in reality two (very different) worlds are continuing to break apart. And that needs to be felt and honored. We each need to feel the pain, sorrow, and suffering that is being inflicted upon so many life forms at this time. We actually need to be in pain in order to change and do things differently.
The word that stands out this month is “Dissonance”. When you create sounds that are disharmonious and unsuitable, the tension and clashing of those sounds can be so uncomfortable as to make one unconscious and pass out. There is so much emotion that is playing out loudly in our world that some people and life forms are collapsing under the strain of attempting to make sense out of senselessness.
Some things will never come into alignment. And that is just the truth. So the continued forceful application of opinions as facts, will just manifest more suffering.
The “thought universe” is attempting to control the physical world. But that is not realistic. The only choice is to confront confusion either in yourself or your world.
There is a way to harness chaos and spin it in productive ways. But spinning thoughts is never going to get you anywhere other than lost and dazed. You can spin the physical world into ways that are organically constructive. When you do that, the chaos finds its own order and begins to align with a natural balance.
The Ant reminds you that patience is the way through. And patience is natural when you are prepared. If you are even slightly prepared, you worry less when things hit hard. You have some wiggle room to work with. Then life is less scary.
Everything in the cards are reminding us this month to move. The best way to integrate huge waves of emotional energy are through dance, movement, spirals, exercise, etc. If you refuse to move with the spin of the physical world, then the spin wreaks havoc on your mind and thoughts. If you are on a sacred path, your vision is clear. If you are sidetracked by the confusing mental projections of others, you will tend to fall into the unresolved issues of your past.
We are witnessing huge violations of great principles of life. This is a form of desecration. There has been a violent disrespect for life itself and the consequences of that are painfully obvious.
I suggest doing something as a family to counteract that fact. I personally am planting trees on my property. Five trees for every member of my extended family. I am planting five more as I write this article in November. I need to actively do something to help this world. I hope you want to do something also.
~Suzanne Wagner~ https://suzannewagner.com/astrology_numerology/intuitive-patterns-for-the-month-of-december-2019/){kind=link}