Numerology/Astrology for 10/10/15
October 10th is the number 10. The number 10 is urging you to step into your power. The problem is that what that is going to require forces you way out of your comfort zone. We are still in the shadow of Mercury for another 3 or so weeks so the chaos is not done with you remotely but perhaps a change in attitude will give you what you are looking for. If you find a moment to pause and look at what you are attempting to do, you will not be able to deny the huge steps you are taking to discover that hidden treasure inside. But once you know what that is, are you going to like it? That is your fear and how your ego keeps you small. Don’t let it. What ever you have hidden is bound to be fabulous but you had to pass a lot of tests to get you there. Those tests (these tests now) you put into place to make sure when you claimed your power you were not an egomaniac. You needed to be humble. You needed to be authentic. You needed to see that what you want is not what is important but stepping into your true essence is. Realize that things will still feel as if at any moment things will go off the rails because of the Sun/Uranus opposition in effect until Oct 18th. This is going to spark that rebellious instinct in many and you will want to say, “F**k It”, probably a few times before it is done. Know that this type of pattern causes things to get out of control rather rapidly especially in the world scenario. This is that moment when you will look out into the world and wonder how all the crazy people escaped the insane asylum. Go for your personal freedom. Share your journey but not the story. That means express the wisdom rather than the drama. With both the Sun and Venus in hard aspect to Saturn today, you may face challenges to self-expression. Life may be a bit discouraging on a social level if you don’t get the feedback you desire. Just know that getting what you want is challenging under this influence, possibly due to negative expectations or a tendency to need more than what is possible. Difficulties socializing can occur if you are a little more sensitive to rejection than usual. There may be a lesson or reality check when it comes to matters of the heart, or with finances. The Moon is in Virgo and void all day, so while it’s a good time for head down following of the rules and making important edits, it’s not the best time for new beginnings.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Just when you think it can’t get any worse, it can.
And just when you think it can’t get any better, it can.
~ Nicholas Sparks~

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By the time you all get this I will be landed in Hong Kong on my way to Bali. I am super excited! I always wanted to go and my dear husband bought me this trip for my birthday in August. I plan on relaxing and enjoying the sun and surf along with the wonderful people of Bali. Please know that I will do my best to put up the daily stuff but I understand that the Internet is not consistent. So bear with me as I try to do this long distance. Do yourself and the world a favor; take a moment to reconnect to your deepest heart yearning. Slow down and allow yourself to completely reconnect with that energy. Let that be the energy that guides you forward. Let everyone opinion be just that, an opinion. This energy right now is swirling in unpredictable patterns of change and really no one will have the answer for you but yourself. Even then you are probably going to be wrong. So be kind to yourself. Let go of what you think you know and allow life to surprise you. Then choose to be happy about that regardless of what shows up.
~Suzanne Wagner~