Numerology/Astrology for 10/12/2020 – Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 10/12/20

10/12/20 is the number 8.
If you add the 1 + 0 + 1 + 2 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 8.

The Number 8 is all about the emotional quagmire that we are all finding ourselves in at the moment. Everyone has been feeling hip deep in despair (the number 8). And some turn that despair from an internal feeling into an external expression. Then that despair needs to have a reason. And that reason turns to blame and that blame turns to hate.

Some people think the opposite of love is hate. But that is not true. The opposite of love is disinterest. Notice the things that you ignore or push aside. When you do that you are not allowing yourself to have the fullest expression of something.
Now, there are people and situations that are so toxic that it is unsafe and unhealthy to continue. That must become a choice that allows for you to protect you but that you still hold in your mind the ability for that person to grow. Just not with you as a part of their process. When you define someone as unable to change or grow, that is where the seeds of hate begin.
Hate is an emotional expression that is born from anxiety and dread. In the negative it manifests as outrage and hate. Hate is a long-term expression and lodges in the mind and becomes a part of someone’s identity. Hate is a word that is designed to project that something or someone is unlovable and unworthy of care and acceptance. It is a word that intends to shame that person or thing and then make them feel guilty for being. It is often projected into a larger category that the person or situation cannot control or change. Such as, a cultural identity or a personal marker (such as the color of their skin or hair).
We are quick to blame people for decisions and choices from their past. But we are slow to decide if someone has grown and changed. If you are a person who has not walked a path of change … you will not be able to identify the difference from a person’s past and who they have now become.
I believe all people have the ability to change. That does not mean that they will change but they have the capacity to change.
Learn to evaluate a person based not only on their past but on who they are right now. None of us are perfect. Everyone has made poor choices and done things that would be embarrassing even now. Most of us were not raised in this modern time where everything is “out there” through social media and the cameras and actions of others.

Learn to be kind. Learn to let others grow in their own way. You do not need to hand hold them to go your way. Who says your way is the only way? There are many pathways home. There are many twists and turns that can take all of us off track.

We are in a time when so many are suffering and in pain. We are in a time when many have been suffering in silence.

We are in a time when the emotions are heightened to a point that most have never experienced.

So do what you can to understand those emotions and where they come from. Where they are rooted in the psyche. And help someone free themselves from the pain and turmoil they keep inflicting on others.
And recognize and see that they are also inflicting pain and turmoil on their own soul.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today


Monday is a good day to communicate in relationships, but don’t try to make the big decisions when Mercury is turning retrograde in a few days (October 13-November 3). Keep a positive intention for fair and accurate elections minus the deception and drama. With the Mercury in Libra on election day I expect disruption to happen all around and after the election. But the intention is to bring us back to a better balance. Take care of yourself. Take care of anyone doing the wrong thing especially if they are intending to harm others. Protect those that need your protection and support.

Jupiter and Neptune form the last sextile early in the day. At this point you should feel strongly about something. It is time to pursue that dream and vision with great compassion. Know that the spirit and very soul of our country is being threatened. It is up to us to do what is right. Remember there are always good people everywhere. Just like there are a few bad apples that act out in ways that are loud and obnoxious. Follow the goodness in humanity. And speak up when those that want to harm our world, our way of life, our land, our lifestyle, and our people attempt to subvert truth and our systems.

Mercury and Venus form a sextile and it makes diplomatic steps more possible. Be objective and intelligent about what you are feeling. Use this graceful moment to support our society in the ways that are needed the most.

You will notice that clarification is needed in lots of areas. Talk things through. Be objective on your feelings and realize what you can and can’t do.

~Suzanne Wagner~



It hurts my heart when people judge others.
It hurts in a way that takes my breath away.
It hurts because we all feel the same pains.

It hurts because we all feel the same love.
It hurts because everyone is trying to find their way.
It hurts because your judgement is hate.
And hate, in all forms …. hurts.
Hate hurts when it ignores because what another person feels has no value to them.
Hate hurts when it blames because it is those that hate that put others into positions that are less than and then they blame those already suffering for showing that they are suffering.
Hate hurts because it justifies in ways that cause shame and embarrassment. Those that are struggling to make it through do not need more shame and guilt on them. This type of hate is a form of tremendous cruelty.
I am tired of all the hurt.
I am tired of all the hate.
They are one in the same.
They are unconscious cruelty
in action in our world.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Hate hurts because it ignores.

Hate hurts because it blames.

Hate hurts because it justifies.

I am tired of all the hurt.
I am tired of all the hate.
They are one in the same.
They are unconscious cruelty
in action in our world.
~Suzanne Wagner~


Shared from a friend’s timeline. It was too perfect to not connect with and share.

This is exactly where I am in my life and I could not have said it better. Thank you to Diane who posted this and the person who wrote it..

I asked a friend who has crossed 70 and is heading towards 80 what sort of changes he is feeling in himself? He sent me the following:

  1. After loving my parents, my siblings, my spouse, my children and my friends, I have now started loving myself.

  2. I have realized that I am not “Atlas”. The world does not rest on my shoulders.

  3. I have stopped bargaining with vegetable and fruit vendors. A few pennies more is not going to break me, but it might help the poor fellow save for his daughter’s school fees.

  4. I leave my waitress a big tip. The extra money might bring a smile to her face. She is toiling much harder for a living than I am.

  5. I stopped telling the elderly that they’ve already narrated that story many times. The story makes them walk down memory lane and relive their past.

  6. I have learned not to correct people even when I know they are wrong. The onus of making everyone perfect is not on me. Peace is more precious than perfection.

  7. I give compliments freely and generously. Compliments are a mood enhancer not only for the recipient, but also for me. And a small tip for the recipient of a compliment, never, NEVER turn it down, just say “Thank You.”

  8. I have learned not to bother about a crease or a spot on my shirt. Personality speaks louder than appearances.

  9. I walk away from people who don’t value me. They might not know my worth, but I do.

  10. I remain cool when someone plays dirty to outrun me in the rat race. I am not a rat and neither am I in any race.

  11. I am learning not to be embarrassed by my emotions. It’s my emotions that make me human.

  12. I have learned that it’s better to drop the ego than to break a relationship. My ego will keep me aloof, whereas with relationships, I will never be alone.

  13. I have learned to live each day as if it’s the last. After all, it might be the last.

  14. I am doing what makes me happy. I am responsible for my happiness, and I owe it to myself. Happiness is a choice. You can be happy at any time, just choose to be!

I decided to share this for all my friends. Why do we have to wait to be 60 or 70 or 80, why can’t we practice this at any stage and age?

Time passes so quickly and in life you have to learn to just be real. Give others respect and support. Be kind. Listen. Recognize that the stories people tell you were the most important events in their life that shaped their world and the personality. It is what they are most proud of and they are trying to show you who they really are. Sometimes those stories are an attempt to make sense out of an event that still troubles them. They are speaking out loud in order to try to understand something that still is difficult. Perhaps your perspective could give them solace and freedom from a past pain.

~Suzanne Wagner~

1 Comment
  1. Eileen 3 months ago

    Best one yet. Thank you

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