Numerology/Astrology for 10/17/18

10/17/18 is the number 2. The number 2 makes today feel dense, a bit hopeless, and it might be hard to keep the negativity at bay. More suffering continues to accelerate the continued stressors. Remember to breathe and stay centered. This is the moment to be emotionally careful about the line you set with others. Be a diplomat. Be kind. Everyone’s emotions are raw and heightened. Who are you on a deep level emotionally? Are you as clear about your life and your lifestyle? Are you really okay? It is as if you know something, but you are concerned about what steps to take. It is difficult for you to know where you are to go next. There is a lot going on. How do you do it without getting into overwhelm?

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

As the Moon finishes up in Capricorn very early in the morning, it moves us all towards the more progressive, forward-looking, freedom-fighting, and inventive quality of Aquarius.

There is a Pluto-Ceres square that will magnify the attachments you feel. Please do not let that negative side make you more possessive. What is yours, will truly come to you. You do not need to grab at things that do not belong to you. It is a pointless endeavor that only causes suffering. Instead confront the feeling of rejection internally. Recognize that this feeling seems like it has always been there. It is old and something that you hold onto to avoid the truth of your choices, actions, and life. No one can take us through the doorway to our highest self, expect us. We have to do the work. We have to take ourself out of the places that we know are bad for our wholeness. The responsibility is ours and ours alone. You want to be nurtured but you first need to learn to nurture yourself and to take care of yourself. Stop obsessing the way you have been. You cannot find what you are looking for by manipulating others.

The Moon squares Venus in Scorpio and it just makes things complicated. You are torn between emotional freedom and deep intimacy.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote

You cannot calm the storm.
You cannot know what life
will look like after it passes.
What you can do
is stay in the moment.
Stay true to your
personal code and values.
All storms pass eventually.
You will decide what
to create from the rubble.
Make it something that
serves this world
and shows love.
Make it something that
promotes peace.
~Suzanne Wagner~

 

 

 

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Challenging times allows those with the potential to rise up and become something greater than what they perceived was possible. There are no men born that are heroes or heroines. Events shape us. Our choices shape us. The places where we face our shadow shape us. Unfortunately, not all that are challenged make the correct choices or can hold a strong enough presence to allow life to mold them into something great. So, when challenges show up, embrace that moment. Breathe into that moment and surrender into the mystery that life is offering up. You will never know where you are going. You will never know if you will make it through. You will not always succeed and that also is a part of the great learning and testing that life shows you. Regardless, your weaknesses will be revealed. Your fears will have to be faced. Avoidance and self-deception only make the lessons louder and harsher. Once a lesson is clearly presented to me in a way that I perceive is a challenge, I open rather than close. I know that regardless of success or failure, that there is something critical to learn in this moment. I keep my eyes open, my heart soft, and my intuition paying attention to all the signs and signals that life and nature are offering up to help me. So often, in those moments, we think we are alone. But nature is often more aware of us than we are of them. And gifts, signals, and messages are always appearing to help you guide the way. The only failure is to not notice what is being offered and to not take in gratitude what is humbly offered.

~Suzanne Wagner~