10/28/19 is the number 5. Get real. Get grounded. Know that we can never go back in this very physical world. But we can forgive and release ourselves from repeating the patterns of suffering that have held our energy caught up in avoidances and stuckness. It is time for you to go forward in the life that you have been given. Let go of the fantasies and know that patterns that did not manifest were never meant to be yours. You can move forward from the old wounds but not by denying the truth of how you blocked the hurt and pretended it did not impact you. That is one of the big reasons that illness and disease happen. When you stuff the truth away from the light and love of your consciousness, the strain of that can eventually cause illness, disease and death. It is up to each of us to recognize what we have done to ourselves in order to protect from the pain of a past moment in time. But no parts can be left behind in this world. All of you must be fully integrated in order to completely awaken into enlightened states of being.
Nervousness and irritation may be the theme for today. You cannot avoid some of the growing astrological intensity but you can recognize it for what it is and stay mindful in the process. When I understand that the astrology is attempting to push me into certain emotional patterns I am less inclined to allow them to disturb my inner peace.
The Sun in Scorpio opposing Uranus is the main culprit at the moment. Most irritations may happen at work but love conflicts and misguided emotions are reasons for some erratic behavior. Expect to get a bit annoyed by someone you love. This aspect points to dangerous times and you need to stay centered because there is going to be much external unrest. Some may want to go “all in” around something. Make that something of value and support to the world.
The Moon also in Scorpio sextile Saturn supports you wanting to face the goals you have set with the attitude of responsibility, enthusiasm, and deliberation.
The Moon trines Neptune. Allow artistic expression to guide you through the minefield of emotions.
The Sun-Uranus appositive early in the day makes you require more freedom. What that looks like is up to you. But it will tend to be more autonomous and innovative. Expect sudden changes in your plans. I know that can be irritating and add stress into the mix but don’t make overly hasty decisions unless there is a type of danger afoot, such as fires, conflicts that impact your well-being, or external disturbances that threaten those you love.
With Mars and Neptune going into a quincunx tonight, you will feel stuck. You may feel uncertain as to what you truly want and where you intend to put your energy. In truth, this can be a moment of great emotional and spiritual healing that you have not taken the time to address. Healing all this is a good thing. The time is ripe for a leap and change in old wounding.
Denial is a tool of the deepest
wounds of our soul.
Pain from our past, hidden away,
causes us to not be able to cope with
similar stressors that may happen
in the external world later in life.
Denial of anything is an indicator
of where to look within that
needs our love, attention and healing.
Denial of truth shows a deeply
wounded soul that was not given
the opportunities to discover
how to processes terribly upsetting
moments with support,
consideration, reflection, and love
There is a cult of ignorance in the United States, and there always has been. The strain of anti-intellectualism has been a constant thread winding its way through our political and cultural life, nurtured by the false notion that democracy means that “my ignorance is just as good as your knowledge.”
~Isaac Asimov, Newsweek 21 January 1980~