Numerology/Astrology for 11/26/17
11/26/17 is the number 11. You have a day when you will feel strongly both the expansion and the contraction of your life. You will feel as if you might have missed a critical door and that your potential is now lost. But it is not. You have to stop to find the path when you are in an emotional storm. You have to get down on your hands and knees to feel the ground even when you cannot see the pathway to take. There is a way through but you cannot trust your eyes or your vision. It is betraying you at this time. Neptune’s illusion wants to fabricate some fabulous possibility but the reality staring you in the face is very different. What do you trust? The illusion of your ego mind or the reality in your face. Deal with the reality. Hold tight to the potential but know that getting to that potential has yet many twists and turns before manifesting in its true form. You are not lost. You are being humbled to allow a new self to evolve into more conscious power. Allow the earth to teach you and allow the mind to take a back seat for a time.
The Moon leaves Aquarius and enters Pisces at 3:04 AM EST. And the Moon is Squaring the Sun. It will bring up a lot of things from the past as we are coming out of the Shadow of Saturn. Take a look at where you were in 2006 and 2007. Some old things from that far back might come back to your awareness. Patterns that were not healed need now to be healed. This lesson came up before but you were resistant then and you can still feel that resistance now. But now you have run out of options. Your world is not what you believed. Yes, you are in a different place but you are protected with Jupiter trining. So, trust the flow and know that you are in the place you are supposed to be. Your outlook of the future has to change. In truth, it is already radically changed you just wanted to live in a pipe dream and pretend that you could have something that is perhaps not yours to have at this time. It is all about acceptance of where you are in this moment and come to terms with the truth of that reflection. You might not want to but there really is no other choice. The First Quarter Moon is exact today shortly after midday when the Sun in Sagittarius forms a square with the Moon in Pisces. It feels like a crisis, and as much as you want to take actions you must sit and wait on the will of heaven. Whatever project or initiative you thought you were going for is clearly not really the right way. It is time to choose from the paths in front of you rather than the paths of your past dreams and possibilities. Venus trines Chiron today, which can offer you the opportunity to get closer to others, if you are willing to see the beauty in human weakness. Try not to find fault in others actions and words. They are in reaction and they are not hearing the words coming out of their mouth. It’s a strong time for building trust in yourself, your life, your guides, and your choices. There is a place that you can recognize the potential in one another if you feel past the words and into the deeper yearning of the soul.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Are you disappearing fast or slow?
Do you notice the loss of your remembered self?
Where did you go?
Did you notice the moment
when you turned away?
Away from the morals and values
that have kept your life
flowing smoothly.
And now you have turned.
Into the darkness
that you had hidden
from yourself.
Caught by the specter of fallacy
and lies that support
the egos claim to righteousness.
Falling into the darkness
takes no time at all.
Climbing back out
can take an eternity.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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I believed there was more conscious self-control.
But now in the world I see a viral darkness that wants to unroll.
Unroll the fear and destruction that has made this world suffer.
The violent history of this world which had no emotional buffer.
I have always believed that stability only required a selected few.
Those whose conscious energy had expanded and could cut through.
Through the energy of those with unconscious thoughts.
To stabilize those with emotional knots.
But those select few had to be positioned just right.
Positioned in places where they could bring in the light.
But those critical positions are lacking right now.
Childish thoughts attempt to uproot and disavow.
There are those that only care about power and greed.
They care not for others that need.
This is a recipe for creating poisoned fears.
That infect and spread in unchecked tears.
It is up to you to find the control.
But that comes only when the truth is told.
So many contributed to this painful mess.
Yet refuse to speak up and admit their distress.
I believe that there are many that feel a deep guilt.
And cannot speak the emotions that their words actively built.
The longer that those hold back and deny.
The horror that they gave life to inside.
The more the world will suffer and be in pain.
The more we will go back into our sordid history to reclaim.
~Suzanne Wagner~