I have been a practicing psychic since I was a child.
I assumed that everyone could see and hear the things that I did from a young age.
As I grew … I became aware that others did not operate or experience the world in a similar fashion.
I decided by the age of 6, that adults had somehow disconnected from their divine and highest self.
And I vowed to not make that same mistake.
Fortunately, my life was one of music, numbers, rhythms, poetry, art, and ballet. That gave me the opportunity to practice the ability to keep both my right and left brains open and in harmony with each other.
I had permission to move music through my body and channel the energies of audiences through as well. Through dance I learned how to hold and channel forces that were greater than my own physical body and soul.
Dance and music taught me to merge with life itself.
I learned how to understand and flow with the powerful forces of nature and other forms of light and life.
I gained my unique perspective and insight this way.
In my teenage years I was given great opportunities to dance in New York City on scholarships to Julliard and was coached by amazing teachers that showed me that power can be transferred and gifted to others. As many of these teachers did for me.
By 17 years old I was professionally dancing in Berlin Germany with the Deutsche Oper Berlin.
This was during the time of the Cold War when the walls were still up and a tense standoff existed between west and east.
I found myself, a deeply intuitive young woman, literally standing in the place of two world wars with all the karmic devastation and suffering that lingered in the rocks, bricks, walls, soil, water and air.
The psychic impact of this place, Berlin, blew open my remaining doors to a place of deepest knowing and intuition. Past lives, flooded through my being and I could see the dead that were still caught between the worlds in the astral plain.
It was in this place of darkness and devastation that I began to remember who I was and what I had really come here to do.
But the timing was not quite yet … and I knew it.
Dance taught me level of internal discipline and a type of mental control and stability that few things can teach in this world.
And through it all, I watched humanity and the patterns that human consciousness wove, thus creating their karmic expression and experiences in this life.
I worked with many great and powerful teachers, gurus, and facilitators.
But the teachers that most impressed me were the ones that knew that they had an enlightened gift to give the world, but they also knew that … they too … were a human beings working through their own karmic journey.
They showed me that you could still give your gifts and continue to work on yourself. You did not need to be totally enlightened to make a huge difference in the world. But what you did need to do was be honest, authentic, and compassionate to all life.
My intention is to be as authentically kind and honest in each and every reading.
I am not here to tell you what you want to hear. I am here to help you uncover and discover what you have hidden from yourself.
When you are ready you will find the teacher that is right for you and they will vibrate at the level of wisdom and truth that this person can comprehend at that time.
Perhaps, I may be that person for you.
You will know by a feeling … inside … and signs that have guided you to me in this moment.
As a teacher and published author of many books; Integral Tarot, Integral Numerology, Becoming Authentic: Lessons in Tantra, Confessions of a Psychic, and The Prophesy of the Morian, I use my many skills to assist you in understanding who you are, where you are in your journey, what you need to work on, and what your goals are in this lifetime.
I use tools of Astrology, Numerology, Tarot, Channeling, Palmistry, meditation, yogic skills, many healing techniques, and breathing practices to help you open to the magnificence that is within your soul attempting to break past the defenses of your ego.
I look forward to every connection that the universe brings to me as I know they are divinely guided in this moment to connect with me to help them find the next level of growth and expansion for their soul.
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Numerology/Astrology for 11/29/18
11/29/18 is the number 6. The number 6 to me is a very spiritually seeking number. It is a number of your conscience. It is a number where you step out of what you think you know and recognize that there is always more to the story. The spiritual journey never really stops. It never really ends. There is always more to explore internally and externally. And we can never really know the deep inner psyche of another. The best we can do is understand our own. When that happens, judgments go away, and you are left with a way to live open and in acceptance and flow with the universe. You cannot walk another’s path for them. You cannot really save anyone because they are not lost, they are just on a journey and their path may not be one you can follow or walk. And there is no “wrong” in that. Because you too are on your own path and the map of your karmic awakening is yours to follow and not the path of everyone either. All you can do is take responsibility for your choices. That is all. You can never take responsibility for the choices, actions, or decisions of others. It is about trusting the universe and knowing that the paths of each of us are perfectly designed to make us (eventually) take responsibility for how our words, choices, actions, and deeds will shape us in this world and in the next one also. When you step free of compulsive attachments to others being the answer and recognize that you alone have the answers you seek, then life becomes less external and much more internal. It is easy to compromise when you do not need to be right. It is easy to flow and accept the curves and changes that life presents when you do not need to have everything your way. When you stop controlling your reality because of childhood fears and traumas, you might just notice that those things that upset your small mind and your little plan were not really nuisances, but gifts designed to help you and others expand in wonderful ways, then you learn what love really is. Love is not about control but about surrender and acceptance. Love is not about protecting your idea and ideal but allowing in a greater perfection when you accept what is being offered in each moment and find the miracle hidden in the request for change.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Astrology Today
The Moon begins the morning in Leo and at 6:08 am EST it moves into Virgo. This position is busier and more productive but can be a bit nervous, hyper, and strained. This morning you get to see in more clarity the value of organization and how the structures and rules of your life have formed a particular way to flow in your world. You may see the value of your home life with greater certainty and depth and how those choices either allow or limit others from coming into your life. Under this Moon you might finally begin to see how you are using certain things in your mind as a way to protect what you have and not allow in more or others because of a fear of being called out in some way. Such fears are usually from childhood trauma and rarely reflect the reality. After all, if you really trusted, would have to protect yourself in such a way from truth? So often we are afraid to burst our little bubbles of illusion that we have placed around our self to validate our decisions and choices. I find such things are not necessary because I don't believe there is any way to do anything wrong. We are all doing a pathway on the map to our own karmic journey. Lessons are learned certain ways and so letting go of the judgement is helpful in allowing the universe to give you exactly what you require to grow. It is not about right and wrong. It is about what situations break your heart open into love more authentically and deeply.
Venus is dynamically connected to Neptune at this point and you might notice (as I have) that your dreams are acting wildly. You want to gloss over reality and the details in favor of your actions and choices. That is fine. You often have to do what you have to do, to keep going in life. You may not want to see your own flaws but rather see them clearly in others instead.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Quote
Love is not about control
but about surrender and acceptance.
Love is not about protecting
your idea and ideal
but allowing in a greater perfection,
when you accept what is being offered
in each moment and find the miracle
hidden in the request for change.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Blog
I find it so interesting how some metaphysical people can use all the correct words and have the lingo down within the concepts of self-realization but when it comes to moving in life with those same tools, they are actually very controlled and rigid in their choices and actions. I find that knowledge is never enough to make us act in ways that are in alignment with the Universe … though it is a beginning. Concepts are easier to understand than implementing those concepts into actual choices and decisions that help us become better and more compassionate people. It is easy to use the right words and concepts in our interaction with others intellectually. But again, actions speak volumes. So often humanity is seduced by those that have a type of charisma and magnetism. But I learned a long time ago that a person can have a magical skill but not be able to use it with integrity. I have learned that if you do not look behind the illusion that the soul’s ego is putting out there then you can become the victim to their charms and manipulations. I have learned that everyone, including the most powerful and conscious people in the world are all human beings. We are all down here doing our own karmic journey. We all have things to learn and we are all doing our very best to navigate this complex emotional world. I believe in the possibility of a very few and special beings being enlightened but I personally have not met any yet. I have met very powerful souls who have grown to places where they have tools to share with others and concepts to expand our intellect and awareness. But if you look closer and closer you see the same human condition that affects us all. That is why I believe it is not helpful to put others before you in esteem. But to seek inward to the best and highest expression of who you can be in every moment. In that way you progress in the karmic journey towards awakening. We are all seekers on the path to awakened consciousness. We are all here to help and serve our fellow man and all of life on this planet. It is really just that simple.
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