Numerology/Astrology for 12/12/16
12/12/16 is the number 6. The number 6 makes you want to go deep into a cave of inner knowing as you seek understanding and awareness as to how you got into this very unusual place and perspective. So much is changing and it is changing quickly. Never before have you encountered such a pattern and you are attempting to find a place of balance within which to stand. In all honesty, you have never been torn apart in such a way. You are questioning the very fabric of who you thought yourself to be. You have to take full responsibility for your choices and the actions you take in the immediate future. The veil is beginning to lift off your eyes and you see that you have been a pawn in a much bigger game that you ever realized. This awakening has caused you to feel disconnected and you are questioning your moral choices and values. You are seeing the hypocrisy and can see where you were weak willed and shallow. Know that you are not alone. Know that there are forces out there that know how to manipulate your mind and ensnare your emotions. Reach for the harmony and reach for the truth. It is time to wake up but the reality is going to be painful to understand and to deal with. You are not a bad person because you were manipulated skillfully. Perhaps this was the only way to force you to see that you cannot trust certain slants that attempt to trigger you into your prejudices. The Sun forms a square with Chiron early morning, and the desire to learn and grow through experiences and others is strong but may be hampered by a lack of confidence or a fear of being different. You might experience a lack of faith in your own decisions. There is a tremendous amount of self-doubt right now and you are feeling a great deal of fear and responsibility to assert yourself from a new place of awareness and a new clearly mental perspective. It is okay to change your mind. Venus moves to the midpoint of the Sun and Chiron, forming a semi-square to both and aggravating the challenges of this influence. Blocks to intimacy are possible now as you focus on differences rather than similarities in your relationships with others. However, with your vulnerabilities triggered and finally revealing themselves, you are in an existential crisis. There are forces in play that have never been seen before and this new strong position needs your attention. This is one step towards a healing process. Know this is going to be messy and that you are living a moment in history that you will tell your grandchildren about. Notice what side of the line you are standing on. The Moon continues its transit of Taurus until it enters Gemini at 7:42 AM EST. It is almost essential right now for you to seek out conversation, interaction, and more information, so you can understand what is happening and the facts as to where your reality is going.
I know my worth.
I paid dearly
for every ounce of it.
This has been such a trying time for all of us. No one is not burned and scathed by this season that is supposed to be about love and family. I know that I have never seen such a pattern in this country. And I know that the harsh truth and reality that was brought to the surface to be healed is a toxic pattern of distortion that has been an infection that this country has been exposed to and now we are attempting to heal from. Our immune system is kicking in and we are learning to see negative viruses for what they are. We are learning to discern healthy tissue and patterns from unhealthy tissues and patterns. I see the conscience of America beginning to stir and a healthy dose of reality beginning to cut through the rhetoric. We are a country waking up to the fact that we have a deadly disease such as gangrene. If we did not wake up to that truth we could have ended up cutting off a part of ourselves as a country or we could wake up and deal with the infection in time. We are waking up. We are less and less in denial. We are beginning to accept the reality staring us in the face. It is a painful awakening.