Numerology/Astrology for 12/28/2021

12/28/21 is the number = 18

Add the 1 + 2 + 2 + 8 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 1 = 18. 1 + 8= 9.

The number 9 shows that as we come to the end of the year 2021, we also need to look at what we need to complete before this year cycles into 2022.
I think the best thing that any of us can do is to let go of those things in the past that are no longer relevant and not a part of who we want to become in our future.

Each of us will be leaping into these new cycles of life and while those in our past often propelled us forward, we are not to cling to those methods or moments.
All choices were going to direct our life into areas for exploration and experience. I don’t believe any choices are bad. It is just that some motivate us in unusual ways. Some show us where we are lacking in our education and awareness. Some choices are believed will make us happy, only to discover the many layers of effort and work that must be embraced to find clarity.

Today, embrace all your choices and experiences. They have made you into who you are now.

In such moments, I realize that choosing many incarnations is something that seems very reasonable. It is impossible to experience everything that interests us in just one lifetime. I know that even now, I can feel myself preparing for another life in the actions and things that draw me in. I am open to the infinite possibilities that this dimension offers.
But to have another chance at a precious human life, we have to appreciate the one we have currently and walk softly in gratitude and wonder first without clinging onto things such as hurts and upsets.

I learned a long time ago, that every person is on a very different path. And we intersect at times to share wisdom and knowledge but then must go on our own way. That is why embracing change is so essential. We cannot take all those we have loved on our spiritual walk through this reality. Because our karmic unraveling often is not theirs. Be graceful in allowing in those that create great impact but also be graceful in allowing them to leave.
Linear time is filled with hooks and attachments. But when we cling to what was, we will miss the miracles of what is happening right now.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

Jupiter shifts firmly out of Aquarius and into Pisces today. It did it from the 13^th of May through July 28^th. So, we got a hint of things to come in 2022. It will be in Pisces solidly until May 10^th of 2022.

Jupiter is one of Pisces secondary ruling planets (because it ruled Pisces till they discovered Neptune in the 1800’s). Pisces has a dual planetary rulership. Both Jupiter and Neptune experience a feeling of “coming home” in Pisces. With Neptune already in Pisces this means that both of Pisces planets are in a happy place. This will give us great creative expression and also the ability to manifest those expressions into something that impacts others with a compassionate tone. Our luck improves and life feels richer with more intuitive clarity and perspective. We want to help those that need more help and while this can make us feel as if we want to rescue something or someone, it is an idealistic expression of what the world is needing from each of us.

This Jupiter in Pisces will give us a gentle touch and a deeper understanding of what our next steps should be in this life.

The negative side of this aspect can be a strong desire to escape this reality and trying to make certain things fit in our small boxes of beliefs. That would be unwise as it can further self-deception and those feelings of upset and discontent that continue to bubble up. Best to face our problems and take full responsibility.
Mars will challenge many aspects today. It semi-squares Pluto and will later quincunx to Uranus.

Those that want power can feel as if nothing is coming their way, or in the form that expected.
Tensions mount. Expression of what we are feeling seems to be stuck and ineffective.
Focus on what we can control. We can control our own bodies and minds. We can do what is necessary to keep our health in alignment with our heart. We are in a time where some sacrifices will be necessary to get us to a new place. But letting go of certain things (while unpleasant) can have a very constructive endpoint.

External control over others will fail and it is not worth the effort.

While some may want honest engagements, in reality most are either unable or unwilling to go in that direction. Be aware of what is your projection rather than an honest evaluation of the evidence.

We may feel exhausted and drained from the holidays and while that is normal, it will make us feel a bit impatient with others.

Aim for a target but do not expect to hit the mark the first few times. There are going to be many re-calibrations necessary over the next few months, so be at peace with the process and stop placing unreasonable expectations on yourself or others.

~Suzanne Wagner~

 

 

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Linear time is filled with hooks and attachments.
But when we cling to what was,
we will miss the miracle of what is.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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I look back into the many lifetimes of my past and see the focused excitement of certain choices that propelled me into certain experiences and careers. I have clearly been working on writing, poetry, music, art, and dance in many lifetimes.

Such choices always manifest with risks and consequences.

Dancing in theaters in the old days was dangerous when there were gas lamps.
I know because I was born reliving the horrible memory throughout my childhood, of brushing my costume against a gas lamp and my costume going up in flames in a performance. Fire retardant fabrics were not yet invented to a level where they could be embraced or used.

And that put an abrupt end to my promising young career as a ballerina in the 1800’s.

I believe we have tried many things and had circumstance cause us to fail in a multitude of ways. But each failure shows us something and allows us to refine and look at things with a more specific eye.

I believe that great artists have been practicing for lifetimes to be finally known, remembered, and famous. But the enticement is not really about the fame. It is about the experience and the testing of the mind/body/emotions and soul to accomplish some seemingly impossible tasks.

I believe all art is personal.

I believe that such creations arise from the deepest places in our psyche.

I believe all art is an expression of that spark of divinity that is blazing our karmic journey in this life.

It matters not if we find acclaim in this life because the euphoria is in the doing of it yourself.

I love to watch dance, but actual dancing is a feeling that cannot fully be explained to another.

I love reading stories but the journey to create a story and watch it as it unfolds magically in the creative process is astoundingly fulfilling.
We are the story … and we are on a journey.
We are telling the story and living the experience.
When I begin a poem, I do not know what my intention is when it begins. I get a line that starts repeating in my mind, and since my mind cannot let it go, I then begin to write it down.
Just that step, unleashes a torrent of rhythms and patterns that take over my being and poetry flows out of me like a stream cascading down a mountain.
For me it has always been this way.

Self-discipline has never been a problem for my core.

Responsibility is as easy as getting dressed in the morning.

I do not resist either of those patterns.

Commitment is the brush in my hand as life is a canvas that I am in the process of painting.

I believe the greatest blocks are not from self-discipline, responsibility or commitment.
I believe the core of all resistance is fear.
And fear disguises itself in so many forms that most cannot see past that façade that fear presents. Humanity then spends eons of time looking for ways to cajole themselves to move, find motivation, and pay to get others to help keep them on track, when they forget to address and look at the core of it …. all …. which is fear.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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