Numerology/Astrology for 2/1/15
Today is the number 11. It is time to embrace your humanness and learn to love being human. And yes, being human is fraught with upsets, drama, death, birth, and moments of deep freedom and curiosity. With the Venus/Neptune conjunction you want to be in love, fall in love, and feel deeply the passionate flows of life. The object of that love might be a person, a situation, or a possibility. Just remember that sometimes the fantasy is better than the reality. Actually we do tend to understand this and so it can also be a time when you want to not put your heart on your sleeve, as you don’t want the illusion to go away. It is wonderful to fall in love but also don’t let this energy create obsessive patterns of dysfunction that are out of touch with reality. Remember we are all human and we all have wounds and issues to deal with. No one is perfect and there is no “Prince Charming”. There is something much better, more real, and with much more depth. Give others a chance. Let them in. Allow the human qualities to give your life a meaning that is loving and vulnerable. This can be another emotional day, but like I said above, today is more fantasy-dominated (yesterday’s energies were a little more raw). The Moon is in Cancer all day. Venus aligns with Neptune in Pisces approximately midday, and there is heightened sensitivity to, and awareness of, beauty and spirituality. You are easily influenced, seducible and seductive, and given to strong powers of imagination. Gentleness with others is the best way to harness this energy. You will feel psychically open and especially compassionate.
You have to drop all your defenses, only then is intimacy possible.
The journey to deep intimacy is the pathway to vulnerability, honest, forgiveness and acceptance. Inside we long to discover our realness rather than waste energy putting up a façade of pretense and ego. Sometimes it is hard to know what is real and what is the façade. That is why we fall in love. When we love another, we let go, we open, and we discover parts within that we did not know that we have. Unfortunately sometimes we choose people to love that we can control just so we do not have to be vulnerable and we don’t have to open. We pick others that believe our projection and we can get a real high if we have learned to manipulate others with our ego and then their attention and energy focused on us helps reinforce the dysfunctional pattern. Today, look at what you really want. Do you want to have all the control and use energy to maintain your ego or do you want to discover the vulnerability inside and go on the most amazing journey of your life to allow another to see who you really are? When you do you discover that when you drop the old pattern of control and protection and allow yourself to be seen a fallible and not superhuman not only do you allow love in but you learn to love your self in your real human vulnerability. There is tremendous safety when you let others see you and through the reflection of their eyes you learn to also love you.