Numerology/Astrology for 2/23/15
Today is the number 15/6. The number 6 is the going within number. It is the seeker of truth and awareness and I am sure that you have discovered that there has been some radical change to your reality. That is how it should be. The Moon continues to transit practical, earthy Taurus all day. This morning, the Sun squares Saturn. Be aware that you may face obstacles to your goals but you also begin to see the tools with which you can overcome them. A dose of realism seems forced upon you under this influence, but your efforts to measure up to expectations can ultimately increase your confidence in your ability to be responsible. As the day advances, it becomes easier and quite natural to work with realistic and practical elements. So much has happened over the weekend that you have discovered that who you were and what you believed has so radically shifted that you feel you are sailing a ship without a rudder. All the old things that have defended you are no longer there or no longer apply. The old tools that have worked forever have altered and you are following your spirit now rather than an old set of rules that no longer make sense to this emerging you. To grow up means that you have to step beyond the patterns that you have learned. To awaken it is often an even more radical step. That is why they call it the “Fools Journey” because when you are moving beyond your old reality, to other, you look foolish. But the fool is the only one really awake. In this moment you know that you are not able to see the world with your old set of eyes. There is something “out” there. Something that feels more like yourself. All it takes is the courage to step beyond those limitations you have placed on your mind. Freedom was always there. It has been waiting for you to have the courage.
But loving-kindness towards ourselves doesn’t mean getting rid of anything. Maitri means that we can still be crazy, we can still be angry. We can still be timid or jealous or full of feelings of unworthiness. Meditation practice isn’t about trying to throw ourselves away and become something better. It’s about befriending who we are already.”
Who you are right now is just perfect. You can be your full range of emotions and find the doorways to your most cherished self. I know that sounds contradictory but all emotions are pathways to the divine if you embrace them in love fully. Never believe that the absence of emotions is an enlightened state. When you fully awaken you feel everything as a fluid flow and become one with all things. You feel life fully coursing through your being and you are not separate from anything. In this moment right now you can embrace your totality. It is right there. It has always been there. All you needed to do was embrace all that you naturally are.