I have been a practicing psychic since I was a child.
I assumed that everyone could see and hear the things that I did from a young age.
As I grew … I became aware that others did not operate or experience the world in a similar fashion.
I decided by the age of 6, that adults had somehow disconnected from their divine and highest self.
And I vowed to not make that same mistake.
Fortunately, my life was one of music, numbers, rhythms, poetry, art, and ballet. That gave me the opportunity to practice the ability to keep both my right and left brains open and in harmony with each other.
I had permission to move music through my body and channel the energies of audiences through as well. Through dance I learned how to hold and channel forces that were greater than my own physical body and soul.
Dance and music taught me to merge with life itself.
I learned how to understand and flow with the powerful forces of nature and other forms of light and life.
I gained my unique perspective and insight this way.
In my teenage years I was given great opportunities to dance in New York City on scholarships to Julliard and was coached by amazing teachers that showed me that power can be transferred and gifted to others. As many of these teachers did for me.
By 17 years old I was professionally dancing in Berlin Germany with the Deutsche Oper Berlin.
This was during the time of the Cold War when the walls were still up and a tense standoff existed between west and east.
I found myself, a deeply intuitive young woman, literally standing in the place of two world wars with all the karmic devastation and suffering that lingered in the rocks, bricks, walls, soil, water and air.
The psychic impact of this place, Berlin, blew open my remaining doors to a place of deepest knowing and intuition. Past lives, flooded through my being and I could see the dead that were still caught between the worlds in the astral plain.
It was in this place of darkness and devastation that I began to remember who I was and what I had really come here to do.
But the timing was not quite yet … and I knew it.
Dance taught me level of internal discipline and a type of mental control and stability that few things can teach in this world.
And through it all, I watched humanity and the patterns that human consciousness wove, thus creating their karmic expression and experiences in this life.
I worked with many great and powerful teachers, gurus, and facilitators.
But the teachers that most impressed me were the ones that knew that they had an enlightened gift to give the world, but they also knew that … they too … were a human beings working through their own karmic journey.
They showed me that you could still give your gifts and continue to work on yourself. You did not need to be totally enlightened to make a huge difference in the world. But what you did need to do was be honest, authentic, and compassionate to all life.
My intention is to be as authentically kind and honest in each and every reading.
I am not here to tell you what you want to hear. I am here to help you uncover and discover what you have hidden from yourself.
When you are ready you will find the teacher that is right for you and they will vibrate at the level of wisdom and truth that this person can comprehend at that time.
Perhaps, I may be that person for you.
You will know by a feeling … inside … and signs that have guided you to me in this moment.
As a teacher and published author of many books; Integral Tarot, Integral Numerology, Becoming Authentic: Lessons in Tantra, Confessions of a Psychic, and The Prophesy of the Morian, I use my many skills to assist you in understanding who you are, where you are in your journey, what you need to work on, and what your goals are in this lifetime.
I use tools of Astrology, Numerology, Tarot, Channeling, Palmistry, meditation, yogic skills, many healing techniques, and breathing practices to help you open to the magnificence that is within your soul attempting to break past the defenses of your ego.
I look forward to every connection that the universe brings to me as I know they are divinely guided in this moment to connect with me to help them find the next level of growth and expansion for their soul.
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Numerology/Astrology for 2/4/20
2/4/20 is the number 10. If you add the 2 + 4 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 10.
We are at another turning point. Another moment to pivot and shift out of one reality into another. Some make leap while others may not. As always it is a choice that in deeply personal and unique to you and you situation. Change is always better than stagnation. Standing up is always better than collapsing. You do not learn if you will not try. And there are many areas right now that it is wise to try to open and find ways through this current situation. Hopelessness comes when you believe that you are out of options. But there are always doorways that you cannot see quite yet. Some of them only appear when you are on top of them. Some appear magically only when you need them. But there is always a way. You just cannot see them at every moment. The current situations are designed to confuse and distort. Learn to sort, analyze, compare, consider, and then make a choice. It is always better to look before you leap.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Astrology Today
Generosity is higher today with the Moon in Gemini. You feel more curious and able to adapt. A welcome feeling under this continued intense astrology.
The Sun in Aquarius trines to the Gemini Moon making learning easier, teaching possible, cooperation accepted and ingenuity shared.
Mercury is coming into a sextile to Uranus and this will help to open our minds still a bit more. Progress always happens regardless of what minds and fear intend to collapse. Intuition continues to guide you towards that which will aid you in the near future if you are willing to listen.
You begin to see things in a new light and that gives possibility to things that seemed impossible.
We are in a place where science and action must work together to change what is happening in the world. There is no other way.
Try some new approached to old things. You might find a better way through.
The Moon opposes Mars and that can excite some and make others more belligerent and reactive. Disagreements can quickly get out of control so be aware that others are sitting on a power keg of stress and don’t push past where someone can respond to you rather than react.
~Suzanne Wagner~
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Think About What Matters
If only it were all so simple! If only there
were evil people somewhere insidiously
committing evil deeds, and it were necessary
only to separate them from the rest of us and
destroy them. But the line dividing good and
evil cuts through the heart of every human
being. And who is willing to destroy a piece of
his own heart.
~Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn~
Blog
You can teach many things. You can give information and insight. You can lead others to discover who they are and what their purpose is. You can help them learn discrimination and discernment. But inevitably someone will hit that place within their own mind that refuses to let go of a certain belief and perspective.
That is often because it is a root, core belief that formed the basis of their mind and the neurological configuration of their brain. Somewhere in their distant past, they had an experience that became a foundation piece for what they decided was true and right.
Such pieces are crucial to the massive amount of information that came into their mind from that point on. It is as if that foundation piece became the sorter for the filing system within the brain.
To tear down that piece disrupts the entire filing process and scatters information in such a way that it causes a type of spiritual crisis within the person.
They often appear to breakdown. Some call this a nervous breakdown. But I do not see it that way. I see it as an ego breakdown. The critical pieces within the personality that were formed based on wounding, suffering, dogma, belief, and projection shatter and you are left with the raw fear that was originally there.
It can take more than a moment to regroup from such a radical shift in consciousness.
I always feel very positive when someone has that breakdown of the ego. I know that is the beginning of real wisdom.
The more someone defends an old perspective or opinion the less likely it is based on truth. And the more likely that is based on a deep and old wound that is terrified to be seen and healed.
These things always have to eventually heal or the soul inhabiting that mind will begin to tear at the misalignment to break out of the restriction and limitation.
Within you is a power that transcends anything that the mind can conjure up. Mental arguments are shallow and only show the fear within the unhealed parts of the psyche.
I do not argue with such people. It is a waste of time and precious energy.
They will have their own journey that will eventually show them the pathways towards the personal transformation that will happen within.
No one can ever take you through this door. Eventually the pain of holding onto that which is unreal and not true is so painful that the mind must relent or go mad.
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