Numerology/Astrology for 2/5/21                       

2/5/21 is the number = 12.

Add the 2 + 5 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 1 = 12. 1 + 2 = 3

When we play in the domains of life and death, there are always ups and downs that color that reality and create texture and tone to our lives. Without the lows, perhaps we could not fully appreciate the highs. Without those highs to remind us of the good times, we may not survive the lows. The wheel of life is always turning, and it is not always going to give you what you want or intend. But that wheel will continue to spin regardless of our thought, actions, ideas, dreams, or intentions. We are learning how to move with the flows instead of pushing against things from our egos. Learning to allow acceptance into the naturally occurring patterns is a lesson each of us has to learn and re-learn at various times. That allows for more joy to come in and levels of appreciation to expand.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today             

The Moon moves into party sign Sagittarius around Noon Friday. It is perfect for getting into nature and in-depth philosophical discussions with others around important subjects facing us right now. We are continuing to seek truth, and there is an adventurous side in our soul needing some time to play.

The Moon connects through a sextile to Venus and Saturn, making your choices and actions more thoughtful and kind. We may be indulging in things to be considerate to those needing the most help.

Serious relationship conversations are good on Friday morning, as Venus aligns with Saturn. It seems clear that boundaries are more and more the issue. I know we are getting closer to Valentine’s Day, but relationships are not in the spotlight, but more business deals seem to be the focus.

It might want to keep out of other’s ways as Venus makes a challenge to Uranus. We may feel that we need to have some alone time. Tricky in the season of “intimacy.” It may put us in a bind because what we need and what others want may not be in alignment.

Today is a day when it is time for mature choices to catch up with important things that have been needing your attention. We need others, and they need us. Share burdens and concerns. Know that none of us are alone.

The reality around finances and personal beliefs is causing concerns. Our level of commitment is being tested.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote       

Time is shorter than we want to know.

Death will come and tell us when to go.

Life is to be lived and cherished.

Weary from the march of life, eventually perished.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Blog   

There are so many things to do and so many pieces that are beyond my control. It is a dance of dealing with the details and getting help in areas that are not my expertise.

It is a process of waiting on others’ essential and challenging work that will allow for the completion of specific essential things in this journey.

I have started collecting music pieces that I believe will be lovely for the boat trip out to the Golden Gate Bridge, where Philip wanted to be dropped off. Jim wants to be in the area of Yosemite.

Perhaps we will be able to do it in the summer once the pandemic is over.

I have collected photographs that I plan to put together in a collage of music and imagery.

How do you put so much life into a small and concise container? How do you place the depth and meaning of an entire existence into one final journey?

A final expression the needs to personify the impossible. The entire workings and life of unique and eccentric souls. Two souls intertwined in ways that were so strong that the bonds were unbreakable even in death. When Jim left on December 22^nd, 2020, Phil joined him three weeks later.

They danced with each other in times of difficulty and challenge and stayed in a loving connection.

It is the reminder that none of us do this life alone.

Those souls are already on the other side, but the process of love never dies and never ends. The celebration of life is designed to burn a bright light through the veils of grief and allow for moments of shared joys and remembrance.

The process of grief is the process of letting the living figure out how to let them go.

Life always gives us a choice. A choice to do our best and do kind and good things in the world that leave smiles on others’ faces, or the alternative is to learn difficult lessons that cause sorrow and suffering in this world, and that will then follow us through other times and spaces.

I believe that those who have the most significant impact in our lives are spiritual families. And together, we have traversed this earthly dimension many times.

We vibrationally seek each other out.

There is a familiar vibration that connects us through space and time. It is through that vibration that we find each other. Something feels familiar, and some deep part of us remembers.

I look at Philip and Jim’s images on their many journeys and the fantastic adventures of this life, and I see men full of wonder, magic, mystery, passion, and play.

Those are the men to be celebrated and fondly remembered. Those are men that lived a life outside the standard rules of society but blended perfectly into those types of people that were willing to talk about the wonder and exploration of mind, consciousness, math, physics, language, art, opera, ballet, theater, and music.

They were lives well lived.

And death cannot stop the love and connection that they shared with all of us.

~Suzanne Wagner~