I have been a practicing psychic since I was a child.
I assumed that everyone could see and hear the things that I did from a young age.
As I grew … I became aware that others did not operate or experience the world in a similar fashion.
I decided by the age of 6, that adults had somehow disconnected from their divine and highest self.
And I vowed to not make that same mistake.
Fortunately, my life was one of music, numbers, rhythms, poetry, art, and ballet. That gave me the opportunity to practice the ability to keep both my right and left brains open and in harmony with each other.
I had permission to move music through my body and channel the energies of audiences through as well. Through dance I learned how to hold and channel forces that were greater than my own physical body and soul.
Dance and music taught me to merge with life itself.
I learned how to understand and flow with the powerful forces of nature and other forms of light and life.
I gained my unique perspective and insight this way.
In my teenage years I was given great opportunities to dance in New York City on scholarships to Julliard and was coached by amazing teachers that showed me that power can be transferred and gifted to others. As many of these teachers did for me.
By 17 years old I was professionally dancing in Berlin Germany with the Deutsche Oper Berlin.
This was during the time of the Cold War when the walls were still up and a tense standoff existed between west and east.
I found myself, a deeply intuitive young woman, literally standing in the place of two world wars with all the karmic devastation and suffering that lingered in the rocks, bricks, walls, soil, water and air.
The psychic impact of this place, Berlin, blew open my remaining doors to a place of deepest knowing and intuition. Past lives, flooded through my being and I could see the dead that were still caught between the worlds in the astral plain.
It was in this place of darkness and devastation that I began to remember who I was and what I had really come here to do.
But the timing was not quite yet … and I knew it.
Dance taught me level of internal discipline and a type of mental control and stability that few things can teach in this world.
And through it all, I watched humanity and the patterns that human consciousness wove, thus creating their karmic expression and experiences in this life.
I worked with many great and powerful teachers, gurus, and facilitators.
But the teachers that most impressed me were the ones that knew that they had an enlightened gift to give the world, but they also knew that … they too … were a human beings working through their own karmic journey.
They showed me that you could still give your gifts and continue to work on yourself. You did not need to be totally enlightened to make a huge difference in the world. But what you did need to do was be honest, authentic, and compassionate to all life.
My intention is to be as authentically kind and honest in each and every reading.
I am not here to tell you what you want to hear. I am here to help you uncover and discover what you have hidden from yourself.
When you are ready you will find the teacher that is right for you and they will vibrate at the level of wisdom and truth that this person can comprehend at that time.
Perhaps, I may be that person for you.
You will know by a feeling … inside … and signs that have guided you to me in this moment.
As a teacher and published author of many books; Integral Tarot, Integral Numerology, Becoming Authentic: Lessons in Tantra, Confessions of a Psychic, and The Prophesy of the Morian, I use my many skills to assist you in understanding who you are, where you are in your journey, what you need to work on, and what your goals are in this lifetime.
I use tools of Astrology, Numerology, Tarot, Channeling, Palmistry, meditation, yogic skills, many healing techniques, and breathing practices to help you open to the magnificence that is within your soul attempting to break past the defenses of your ego.
I look forward to every connection that the universe brings to me as I know they are divinely guided in this moment to connect with me to help them find the next level of growth and expansion for their soul.
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Numerology/Astrology for 4/1/20
4/1/20 is the number 9. If you add the 4 + 1 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 9.
As we shift from the month of March into April the numbers back up and now we are being asked to move into the 9 vibration which is about listening to your intuition and noticing feelings within yourself and others. Intuition demands to be heard and while this energy wants to empower you to see past the obvious and into the sublime, it also asks you to take responsibility for what you are feeling and not project that out into the world. Self-reliance and self-responsibility is essential to keep your aura clear so that the information is not tainted or slanted in a particular direction.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Astrology Today
Difficulties arise with family, work, and health issues. Disagreements are highly likely. The Moon is in Cancer trines Mercury but try to be independent in your actions and thoughts. Stay open. I know it will be difficult to do.
Mercury is in a semi-square to Saturn in the morning and later a semi-square to Mars. The meaning is that it is going to be an intense, argumentative, and reactive day. Stay responsible for yourself first. Do not add to anyone’s pain. Think before you speak. Do not make decisions today. There is a strong sign in the astrology that many are going to be defensive. Instead be protective and warn. Be the person that can make others comfortable and feel safe.
Improvements happen when you are willing to make sacrifices for the greater good.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Quote
Every problem surfaces for a reason.
Within this problem is a special
opportunity for growth.
It is when we are challenged and given
a situation that seems impossible to solve
that humanity discovers those souls
who were destined to be here
and give their gift when called.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Blog
April Overview
Batten down the hatches because April is going to be a very wild ride. External forces that are beyond the control of individuals are going to transform us past the old arrogant ways and into a very new and much more compassionate place. Everyone will feel touched by these changing circumstances. I will say that I expect this process to last through June so get ready and be prepared. Eat very consciously and listen to what your body needs.
April Fool’s Day is not a moment to play lots of tricks on others. People are on an edge, and with the Cancer Moon, most need love and support rather than more things to scare or frighten them.
Pluto is cleansing away things that inhibit your power or your divine light and gifts. Fear-based energies are becoming more and more obvious and you are less and less inclined to fall into the old traps of fear.
April 3rd, Venus moves into Gemini. this goddess of love, beauty, negotiation and diplomacy is normally in a sign for 3 weeks. But there is a retrograde of Venus, May 13-June 24, and this puts her dancing a longer dance in Gemini and she will be influencing us till early August. I expect this to be a contributing factor to the Stock Market Collapse that will happen probably in June/July. Protect your money now as this may be the last moment you can do that or you will have to ride it out for many years to get a financial recovery.
April 7th is the second of three Super Moons and is probably the strongest of the three. Expect emotional energy to continue to rise up and make you feel out of balance and way, way off your normal edges.
With the Sun in Aries you want to really begin a new path. You recognize how tired you have been and you can now see that you have been deeply exhausted for a very long time. You notice how you have been running on adrenaline for so long that this enforced stop has made you realize that you need to pay much more attention to your individual needs.
All the while Jupiter and Pluto continue to put you through a series of tests and challenges. Jupiter asked the question: “Do you really know who you are?” And Pluto demands that you confront what appears as fear, wounding, or beliefs that are disempowering. Higher spiritual principals are demanding that you live your life with a much higher degree of integrity and truth.
Mars ignites the warrior spirit within you to awaken and revolutionary Uranus demands you to think way outside the box and to be much more thoughtfully innovative. While both these planets want to move quickly. You will not be able to make this moment in time move faster than the universe requires. That is because it is our unconscious speedy culture that is destroying this world. Quick money, quick fixes, quick lives are all responsible for a type of ego development that demands immediate satisfaction and is unaware of the negative impact we have on so many things in this world.
We are being asked to go so very slow in order to develop a different awareness and skill set. We are being asked to become one with this world rather than separate from it. Value systems will have to be revolutionized and radically altered. Thoughtful concentration is going to become a new pace of this planet.
Around the 12th of things are going to slow way down. Let yourself be quiet and reflective. You might feel a bit gapped out also. Stay grounded. It will take effort to do that.
There is a New Moon in Taurus on April 22nd and it will align with Uranus and I expect many strange things to happen. While I do not know what will happen I can tell you that something will happen and it is something big. I foresee that it will not be normal to our American reality.
As Easter is in April, we are in that time when it is intentional that we reflect on the massive sacrifices that have happened in this world for mankind and recognize that those sacrifices are continuing in the tremendous effort of our healthcare workers, nurses, doctors, truckers, delivery workers, and cleaning services at this time. Easter is a time when you feel the loss of one of the great teachers in this world. He was murdered because of the power-mongers and those that will do anything (even condone murder, death, and suffering) to maintain the control over a country and their populace. Notice the similarity to this moment now. We are being asked to use our awareness to practice practical spirituality in our life. Any spirituality that condones hate, suffering, separation, and bigotry needs to be revealed to be false and should not be allowed to continue.
April 22nd there is a Meteor shower and this is an effort of the spiritual realms as they attempt to connect to the earthly realms. A deeper connection with both can improve your alignment and understanding.
April begins a massive change and the ground underneath you is being prepared for this major shift that is coming in December. I expect sleep to be a continuing problem this entire month. Remember too care for each other. Remember to listen to the emotional needs of others. Do not fall into the esoteric position of light polarized, spiritual perspectives. This is a moment that balance is required from the light and the dark sides of your nature. Only by acknowledging and working with both sides can this world fully heal.
~Suzanne Wagner~ https://suzannewagner.com/astrology_numerology/numerologyastrology-for-412020-plus-personal-blog/){kind=link}