Numerology/Astrology for 4/18/17

4/18/17 is the number 5. Do you feel the ground underneath you moving? Are you listening to the sounds coming from the earth as it attempts to wake you up to the impending shifts? Are you paying attention to the bird pecking at your window, as it attempts to tell you something that is presently just outside your awareness? Choosing numbness at this moment is a dangerous game to play. Only by being fully awake can you make choices quickly and take actions that are congruent and in alignment with this current flow. Keep your feet and ear to the ground. It is time to listen and not speak. The earth is speaking to you. The question is will you listen? And will you move when you are asked? Paying attention is critical. Do not get caught off guard.

Shortly into the day, the Sun forms a semi-square with Neptune, which may make you temporarily lose focus or sight of the bigger goals. This may be a call to get more rest or take a break from pushing ahead so that you can get back in touch with your intuition or spiritual goals. It’s better not to push for answers at this time. The Moon is in Capricorn again all day, and this time aligns with Pluto and forms squares to Jupiter and Uranus. While you may crave more order and predictability in your life, outside forces seem to be stirring the pot. Chaos is taking over and those with less conscious seem to have control over your world. Take a close look at all of those whose ambitions are inflated, or who seem to be out of touch with truth and justice. There are many people and situations that may contribute to a feeling of discontent.

~Suzanne Wagner~

 

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I understand now that boundaries between noise and sound are conventions. All boundaries are conventions, waiting to be transcended. One may transcend any convention if only one can first conceive of doing so. Moments like this, I can feel your heart beating as clearly as I feel my own, and I know that separation is an illusion. My life extends far beyond the limitations of me.

~Cloud Atlas~
 

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There are moments I remember how long I have stood for truth. Those moments always appear at the brink of a terrible moment that humanity repeats again and again. And myself and the other watchers stand in knowing clarity, as once again this world succumbs to the fears and anger that are exquisitely denied inside the individual. There have been many doorways through this density that have repeatedly been approached and even conquered … temporarily. But the pull of the darkness somehow continues to collapse the light and the despairing souls that will not open to the truth of the interconnectedness of all things, all choices, all actions, and all thoughts …. create the energy of this world collectively that pulls us into the violence and chaos that this planet and density have been known for.

 

The lack of self-responsibility is a weapon that darkness uses to fabricate avoidance, lies, and blame. The stories and myths that you have been told are memories of a repeating cycle that catches souls in the karmic loop of numbing despair, suffering, and hopelessness.

 

There are individuals that have escaped the loop and have attempted to bring others along with them. The tools and teachings are there.

 

And yet those traditions teach a mimicry of behavior that is not grounded in actual embodiment of those teachings. I can see that at first that is all that can be done. Remind and repeat, over and over again. The great teachers tell humanity to be kind, to love each other, to care for this world and others, to not cause intentional harm. And yes, there are armies of souls who repeat the words exactly and correctly like good “little soldiers” yet have no real depth of understanding of those words and their personal life and actions do not reflect the words they hold so dear.

 

Information with no integration is dangerous and harmful. Only experiences can give humanity the understanding needed and on the level of depth that can save this world from another total collapse. Those that prefer to “know” and be in their mind over being fully here in the body and bringing all of themselves here into this experience fully, are souls that together can break down the very fabric of safety and security that has been built up to this point. Only those who have really embodied the core truths and teachings that support all of life on this planet merit the powerful positions that impact those with less clarity and understanding of this world. We are in a time when now more energy will be needed to save humanity from its own self-destructive tendencies than ever before.

 

We stand at a brink of self-destruction … again. Perhaps this is what it takes to wake those up who still deny that they hold great hatred in their heart. It is those that are twisted and turned into the puppets of destruction that mad men use to carry out their megalomaniac desires of world domination.

 

I sit with an awakening consciousness and I remember. I remember that I have come again in an attempt to save some souls from themselves. For some, this cycle is already too late and they are to become those who will carry out the destructive karmic imperative of the wealthy elite as they play their war games just as the ancient Greek Gods of “old” did to the “normal” humans in stories and myths.

 

Never doubt that your denial is the destruction of worlds. Never doubt that your denial can be used as a weapon of your own destruction
~Suzanne Wagner~

 

Love is the magnet that pulls all of us together throughout all time and space. A human body stays together rather than fall apart… but why? It is the love that keeps it magnetized and holding together. How long have all of us repeated this pattern attempting to awaken each other? Sometimes we choose to be the awakener. Sometimes we choose to be the victim. Sometimes we choose to be the darkness in an attempt to drastically alter others in a better direction. Never be afraid that we will not find each other. If there is love there is attraction and those magnetic pulls are powerful and move beyond time and space. Love exists in a dimensional reality that is bigger than what you understand and can presently integrate.
~Suzanne Wagner~