Numerology/Astrology for 4/29/18
4/29/18 is the number 8. It is time to cry and let it all go. Let go of judging yourself for your past choices and decisions. Let go of needing to be right. Let go of the fear of rejection. You do not need to be right to be loved. There is that fear that to get out of this domain that (somehow) we need to be “worthy”, which translates to “perfect”. But that is a human overlay and not really what this plane of existence is about. It is about learning and expanding your creative ability into the density and darkness of this world. There are moments when you make the mistake and add to the density of this world. When you see that …. Change. That is all it takes to right the wrong. You are here to learn awareness and that awareness comes at a cost. And that cost is often some form of pain. This number today attempts to focus you on the places that you hold deep and old sadness. And this is the day to learn to let it go.
The New Moon in Scorpio/Taurus is on Sunday as we move into the evening. It is known as the Wesak Moon. This is the moment when the Buddha is honored as he continues to return to help humanity. With this Moon in Scorpio, it is a moment to release your fears, like when you choose to leap off a cliff and into the water at the bottom of a waterfall. This Moon has the power to take you to new emotional depths if you let it. Taurus helps you manifest your goals and desires, but first it must remove your self-defeating behaviors and beliefs. It is time to consider others. And the support, contribution, needs, and wants that they have given us. You are being forced into the awareness of where there have been relationship imbalances. It is time to embrace many aspects of the subtle energy realm such as the intangibles and spiritual growth that allows for a fuller and more magical aliveness to become a part of you. Discoveries made now may have a deeper and more private quality to them. There is a challenge at this Full Moon, just in case you have not been feeling it already. Your emotional intensity has been increasing and there is a palpable fear in the air. You may not know if it is you or the global situation. It really does not matter because they are all connected and move actually as one unified field. We are all connected weather we want to believe it or not and when the world fully understands that perhaps we can move into a stronger place of peace, acceptance, and love for all. Mars aligns with Pluto and I personally cringe at what that might look like in the outer world. But on the more personal reality, try to avoid angry people, those with road rage, and deciding to do things at night that might be risky. This energy can help you really take a look at what you want to work towards for a long-term good. Mercury is finally coming out of its shadow period from being retrograde, so it will help tremendously to get you moving in a forward-thinking direction. There is also a square with the North Node that is adding to the strong jarring effect. Just surrender to the fact that you are out of your comfort zone and many things might feel awkward and disruptive at the beginning. As this Moon move into harmony with Saturn you will begin to realize that your intention for change is along the right lines and that your choices now are about the long-term growth and potential rather than the short-term gains. The Moon is strong and attempting to illuminate many things in your life. The emotional lessons are profound and will literally feel as if they burst forth into your awareness. The Sun forms a trine to Saturn (all in Earth signs) and you are going to feel particularly empowered dealing with practicalities and seeing things from a realistic and very raw, yet truthful angle. You might feel an underlying minor tension because of the alignment of Venus and Pluto today. There is a tension in some social interactions and relationships. Just remember power issues and ownership issues are always about ego. So just let them go. Just notice the jealousy and remember that you might be feeling competitive because of your own expectations on yourself and the underlying fear that you might not yet be good enough and fear of loss. Know that your ego will tell you anything to hook you and keep you off center. You are already enough. Enjoy the journey and know that you don’t have to do everything.
You do not command love.
Love compels you.