Numerology for 5/14/2021

If you add them all together you get the number 15. 1 + 5 = 6.

It is a day to reflect on where we have come from. What we have learned. And where we are going now.

When we are in tricky positions a certain amount of nativities is extremely helpful in having faith that things will come back around and in a positive way. But in other moments, more mature moments you realize that it is time to recognize the processes of growth that are necessary in order to be successful in the external world but also the internal world. And those pathways are very different. They have different intentions, different levels of self-deception that are necessary to cope, different justifications, different forms of validation, and different end results.

External world success takes a type of ruthless intention, dogged focus, selfish projections, delusions of grandeur, and an ego that is so well-defended that it is like a bullet proof bodysuit.

Internal success requires a soul that intends to seek the truth. It has an intention to know thyself. It wishes for peace. It wants fulfillment from becoming the gift that they came to give this world.

One wants fame and fortune. Another wants peace and soul progression.

And the truth is that the first one is often necessary to understand the desire for the second one. Without having a certain level of success and presence from ego, one may not realize how empty it is and that something big is missing. That puts everyone eventually on the path to consciousness. When you have enough money …. They what? The only thing left is spiritual work. The number 6 helps us to remember that in the quiet of contemplation we all discover something that we have deeply missed. That connection to what is really most important. The knowing of self.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology for Today

The Moon is in Gemini keeping things on the move. There is a push all day till the evening. There is a lot on the mind and while it might be stimulating it is so varied that it borders on confusion. We may be amazed at what manages to get handled. What seems impossible is actually possible if we stay on track. Most things will feel imperative to get finished. It is okay to skip around as things arise.
This evening the Moon goes into Cancer and it will give that feeling of accomplishment and a job well done. The results will have a positive emotional response.
Especially if one of the goals is comfort food.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote

I looked to the right and saw the future unfold.
I looked to the left and saw the past being retold.
The mind loves to shape the histories of the soul
Make them into our idealistic goal.
But in between the lines you may see.
What someone left to history.
There are hints that mark the path.
Points that indicate the aftermath.
What we want is not what always is.
That is left to those with historical analysis.
Your story is not your song.
Your life is neither right or wrong.
You have a meaning that transcends time.
You have a song that may never rhyme.
But it is a song divine and strong.
One that you have carried for very long.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Blog

I am off to Spokane and I feel a bit in overwhelm on many levels. There are so many crossroads in front of me now. I can feel the importance and the anticipation of transformation looming just ahead.

There are moments one can feel will shape our destiny going forward and this is one such time.
I don’t know what is in front of me. What I do know is that everything that existed behind has allowed me to see this place with a clarity that is has a unique flavor.
I do not feel afraid. I feel a sense of vibratory alertness and a strong presence to this moment and each step that will unfold ahead.
I feel that I am finally growing up.
I know that sounds silly but that is the only way to explain it.

Maturity comes when one does not need to change what we see.
Maturity comes when we can calmly let things be.
One sees that the world is in constant thrall.
Movements that connect to one and all.
There is a detached yet personal allure.
One that lets us know that something is mature.
Mature is ripe and ready to go.
Mature is ready to let go and flow.
Perhaps the sweetest moment will be cherished by another.
Perhaps it will be shared with some other.
Sweetness lasts such a short time.
Savor it now before it is past its prime.
~Suzanne Wagner~