5/20/20 is the number 11. If you add the 5 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 11.
It is difficult to expand (the 11) if you (at the same time) feel such contraction (the 2). It feels right now like you are trying to breathe but you cannot take a full and deep breath. And then as you breathe out, you cannot fully let go and surrender either. You are trapped in a vibration of shallow breathing that is not giving enough life fulfillment and also not releasing you either.
In this moment I wonder if I am feeling the Covid-19 vibration. While I know that I cannot be ill because I have not gone anywhere for two months, I know that I am sensitive to the global vibrations that are changing all of life as we know it.
I know that I pick things up ahead of time and I fear that this feeling is Covid-19 rapidly expanding and that concerns me deeply.
I wish for everyone to be safe and to protect themselves and their families. Perhaps this virus is showing us that we have been half alive, halfway breathing, asleep, and not fully awake to the raw and real truth.
I hope that we continue to awaken. I hope that we come through this with a clarity that alters time and space. I pray for something that will manifest unity rather that all this hate.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Astrology Today
A few hours after the Sun enters the quick-minded sign of Gemini, Venus makes a challenging aspect to Neptune. It would be smart to get things done earlier on Wednesday so you can be quiet as the afternoon progresses. If you must have relationship conversations, make sure that the person you are talking to actually hears what you thought you said to avoid any misunderstanding.
Tensions are high.
Do not provoke more intensity to happen.
There is another minor challenging aspect to Saturn with Mercury and there is a lot of hypersensitivity, negative thinking, and a desire to criticize. Don’t do it. Don’t fall into the trap.
This is helpful if you are editing something important because the problem will be obvious and therefore easier to fix.
The Moon is in Taurus all day and it makes your actions need to be deliberate and constant. You desire what is predictable and reliable but there are other astrological patterns that will not really allow you to get that.
The Sun is going into Gemini and will be there until the 20th of June. This is a time to seek more knowledge and diversity in our life.
You might need to get out and get away. Communications can go off quickly. Keep options open as there are a lot of things that are going to scatter your energy. I expect your mind will have trouble adapting to the rapid fire changes happening in the world.
Know that many people are not really reliable with this astrology. Do not put big expectations on them with deadlines. People are pulled in too many directions to fit into your boxes.
With the Venus-Neptune square, an old issue will resurface and you are challenged to understand. Your mind and feeling are making the obvious answer obscure. Sit and wait. Look for the raw and real truth. Let others have their process. You aren’t going to have a choice anyway.
~Suzanne Wagner~
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What if the change
comes too late?
What if we are too lazy and
afraid to demand what is right?
What if the consequences from
our lack of choosing … is our demise?
I fear for this world.
I care for this world in ways
that are deep and true.
I care for it more than my own life.
I know I am not alone.
But are there enough like me?
~Suzanne Wagner~
Blog
Many feel stressed and out of sorts at the moment. So much is happening that feels out of control, not normal, and clearly we are hitting a bunch of big edges for many people.
It is hard to know how to navigate so many that are feeling so much that is very valid.
I wish for calm but I know that calm is not happening in the external world. You are probably feeling trapped because of this quarantine. You are not alone. Many are unhappy, feeling off-center, lacking calm, and not at peace.
I pray for change that allows for something different to happen in this world. I am afraid that this very important change cannot come without massive and intense waves of upset.
I keep trying to make the change as graceful as possible through warning, expanding awareness and opening up possibilities but too many are suffering for too long and when that happens, there is a line that gets crossed and our lower stage selves surface that want … what we want ….when we want it.
And that is the problem.
Number 1, we cannot go back as much as we would want to.
Number 2, terrible things have been happening and will continue to happen until there is a global snap point that ignites a type of anger that will initiate change.
Number 3, many are afraid and do not know what they can count on in this world where there is nothing but constant disappointment, lies, and lack of support.
When the people, animals, plants, and nature at not loved, supported and cared for, there are few options except a total collapse of the systems that are inflicting horror in the world without conscience.
I fear for us. I fear for this world. I fear for those already suffering. I fear for the jobs that will never return. I fear that the shift will come too late and that the damage that has been done will be too much for an easy recovery.
