I have been a practicing psychic since I was a child.
I assumed that everyone could see and hear the things that I did from a young age.
As I grew … I became aware that others did not operate or experience the world in a similar fashion.
I decided by the age of 6, that adults had somehow disconnected from their divine and highest self.
And I vowed to not make that same mistake.
Fortunately, my life was one of music, numbers, rhythms, poetry, art, and ballet. That gave me the opportunity to practice the ability to keep both my right and left brains open and in harmony with each other.
I had permission to move music through my body and channel the energies of audiences through as well. Through dance I learned how to hold and channel forces that were greater than my own physical body and soul.
Dance and music taught me to merge with life itself.
I learned how to understand and flow with the powerful forces of nature and other forms of light and life.
I gained my unique perspective and insight this way.
In my teenage years I was given great opportunities to dance in New York City on scholarships to Julliard and was coached by amazing teachers that showed me that power can be transferred and gifted to others. As many of these teachers did for me.
By 17 years old I was professionally dancing in Berlin Germany with the Deutsche Oper Berlin.
This was during the time of the Cold War when the walls were still up and a tense standoff existed between west and east.
I found myself, a deeply intuitive young woman, literally standing in the place of two world wars with all the karmic devastation and suffering that lingered in the rocks, bricks, walls, soil, water and air.
The psychic impact of this place, Berlin, blew open my remaining doors to a place of deepest knowing and intuition. Past lives, flooded through my being and I could see the dead that were still caught between the worlds in the astral plain.
It was in this place of darkness and devastation that I began to remember who I was and what I had really come here to do.
But the timing was not quite yet … and I knew it.
Dance taught me level of internal discipline and a type of mental control and stability that few things can teach in this world.
And through it all, I watched humanity and the patterns that human consciousness wove, thus creating their karmic expression and experiences in this life.
I worked with many great and powerful teachers, gurus, and facilitators.
But the teachers that most impressed me were the ones that knew that they had an enlightened gift to give the world, but they also knew that … they too … were a human beings working through their own karmic journey.
They showed me that you could still give your gifts and continue to work on yourself. You did not need to be totally enlightened to make a huge difference in the world. But what you did need to do was be honest, authentic, and compassionate to all life.
My intention is to be as authentically kind and honest in each and every reading.
I am not here to tell you what you want to hear. I am here to help you uncover and discover what you have hidden from yourself.
When you are ready you will find the teacher that is right for you and they will vibrate at the level of wisdom and truth that this person can comprehend at that time.
Perhaps, I may be that person for you.
You will know by a feeling … inside … and signs that have guided you to me in this moment.
As a teacher and published author of many books; Integral Tarot, Integral Numerology, Becoming Authentic: Lessons in Tantra, Confessions of a Psychic, and The Prophesy of the Morian, I use my many skills to assist you in understanding who you are, where you are in your journey, what you need to work on, and what your goals are in this lifetime.
I use tools of Astrology, Numerology, Tarot, Channeling, Palmistry, meditation, yogic skills, many healing techniques, and breathing practices to help you open to the magnificence that is within your soul attempting to break past the defenses of your ego.
I look forward to every connection that the universe brings to me as I know they are divinely guided in this moment to connect with me to help them find the next level of growth and expansion for their soul.
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Numerology/Astrology for 5/30/20
5/31/20 is the number 4. If you add the 5 + 3 + 1 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 13.
1 + 3 = 4.
Tired of the chaos yet? Are you tired of so much cruelty? This number will point out all the imbalances in life that should be obvious. Sometimes we can go numb from so much suffering ….. slowly happening ….. over and over again ….. until the horrible simply seems to become normalized.
I personally never want to that happen to me. I want to retain that shock and rawness of when terrible things happen and be able to authentically respond without complacency. Personally I believe that we each need to feel into the suffering of others.
All great souls that have mastered this domain remained raw and real to the suffering of humanity. That is the only way you can respond with compassion and love. Great souls stop and help. They intend no harm. They minister to those less fortunate.
Numbness promotes complacency. It is an obvious reflection of being out of touch with the moment. Numbness is a form of fear where you freeze and do not seem to speak or connect well when stressors happen. Then people think that you are cold, unfeeling, and gapped from the reality. And the truth is that you are.
Now, everyone does this from time to time but life is about being fully here and in the now. The game is to bring all of yourself fully into this body and this time, as much as possible. Embodiment naturally requires you to be present.
Being neutral is not about “numbing” out.
It is about being a witness to the truth as it unfolds in your life.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Astrology Today
Today the Moon is in Virgo until just before lunch time. This will help you be particular about your actions and choices. It is an energy that is helpful and highly intelligent. Your discernment is critical now so use it wisely.
Then the Moon goes into the balancing and relationship oriented sign of Libra, making you desire more harmonious interactions with others. Connection is so important. Be fair, be kind, and learn to listen to what others need, not just your own voice in your mind. Legal issues are important and what doing what is right becomes critically important.
Know that all conflicts are asking and demanding a fair resolution.
The Moon harmonizes with Saturn and makes things realistic and practical. Just the right words will not be enough. Everyone wants actions to align with those words.
But the Moon's square to Mercury can point to misunderstandings even when you are really trying to do the right thing and stay as peaceful as possible. While you want precise answers, you are not going to get them today.
~Suzanne Wagner~
June 2020 Astrology Forecast
Venus will be retrograde in Gemini until June 24th. This is a month to review relationship issues and to decide where you need to go forward. You are going to need to adjust your expectations and let go of something that you have been hanging onto.
With the eclipses happening this month and Venus (which is associated with money, stocks, and bonds), everyone should be re-evaluating their investments and make changes that are more cautious and less risky. I expect a wildly fluctuating stock market and an explosion of Covid cases. Because of that you might as well take a look at your budget. You are going to need one.
Mercury turns retrograde in the home and family sign of Cancer, June 17-July 12th. It is time to do your own home repair. Remember, family matters, black lives matter, fairness matters, people needing to feel safe matters, businesses matter, restaurants matter, families matter. While things are opening up be careful.
Know that all communications will tend to be emotional. Be careful what you say. Miscommunications are likely.
We also have three eclipses in June and early July. We are finally leaving this dense energy of the past three years with the Cancer and Capricorn polarity, and shifting into the Sagittarius and Gemini polarity.
After the isolation of the COVID virus, I expect this to cause a lot of restlessness. I expect many to feel as if they “have-to-move”. Know that some will want to leap into social and summer games.
At the Summer Solstice there is also a particularly important solar eclipse. That should prove to be very illuminating. Though I am pretty sure what you see …. you will not like.
Then June 30th, the second of three conjunctions of Jupiter and Pluto in Capricorn will happen. Just a reminder that the Covid-virus was realized around the January 12th, Pluto/Saturn Conjunction. Then the virus went global at the first conjunction of Jupiter and Pluto in April. It will be interesting to see how this influences humanity this round. I fear that we will have a second wave of the virus and then a third wave in November. I hope I am wrong. I will cross my fingers and toes.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Quote
As the lighting came in last night,
it did it with no sound.
How often do storms sneak in silently.
Do you notice the storms around you even now.
Storms are of all kinds.
There are storms of emotion and
storms of technological advancement.
There are storms that frighten you to your bones.
There are storms that amaze and excite you.
There are storms that arise in the distance.
And there are storms that you create.
What storms are happening around you now?
Did you create it in order to feel alive?
Can you observe it with amazement and wonder?
Can you walk through the storm without fear?
We are going to find out.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Blog
May those with peace and calm in their heart.
Do something that tears hatred apart.
There must be those who stand and fight.
Against this endless darkest night.
We cannot be whole when some are left out.
We cannot be a country that creates such doubt.
We have been ripped from a country of peace.
And become known for lies that will never cease.
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