Numerology/Astrology for 6/3/16
6/3/16 is the number 9. The number 9 asks you again to look at the things you think you have learned and evaluate whether they have actually gone deeply into the core parts of your self in an integrated way. It is sometimes easy to have a “breakthrough” moment and have a sudden realization but it is much more difficult to integrate that awareness in all the levels of your consciousness. As much as each of us tries to have compassion for others it takes a lot of awareness to notice where all the places are that you are still judging. It is important to take into account that you have not walked in another’s path and you do not know the obstacles that they internally and externally face. Situations that seem so simple to you are only simple because you have overcome the places inside that have resistance to that step. Learning a step is much more difficult than repeating a step that has been already learned. Completion today comes from having compassion and remembering how hard it was for you to step into certain places within your own consciousness and practice loving-kindness with others without enabling them to continue in the pattern they are presently doing. Get ready because here we go again in another version of some opposition to Saturn. First it was the Sun. But now Venus formed an opposition to Saturn. This will magnify burdens, responsibilities, lack, limitations, and problems, particularly with regards to love, pleasure, and finances. This can bring the feeling of responsibility or some form of limitation to you expressing your light. Under this aspect decisions can be challenging and the realities that you need to face regarding finances, social status, or relationships become more awkward and stressful. Some of you could be reassessing or questioning relationships. Burdens are magnified in your mind and finding fault in others behaviors becomes an easy solution to what is actually your own personal failure in following through and not doing what you had agreed to do. Yes, you are afraid but in life you must overcome fear in order to have a productive and successful life. You cannot run away from responsibility by “playing” sick. In any other country in the world there are those who would be so grateful to have the jobs and opportunities that we have here in America. We have a younger generation who believes that they are entitled to play the victim and not show up to work just because they don’t want to or that they are scared. Life requires you to have a survival instance and that instinct needs to be strong. Survival is about sometimes doing what you do not want to do. It is about pushing past resistance and discovering that the fear that you created in your mind was an illusion. This astrology makes you question what is “true love”. True love is when there are those around you that will not believe your lies and illusions about the choices that you make out of fear. Especially when those choices are counter-intuitive and destructive to the soul. Someone truly loves you who holds your feet to the fire of accountability and will not accept the reasoning of why they can or can’t do something. I have had teachers in my life say over and over again, “No Excuses!” There is no excuse for not showing up to your life. There is no excuse for not going to work and growing up. There is no excuse for laziness based on the illusion of illness or personal fear. Out there in the world you have to choose….life or death. It is that simple and in each moment you are choosing one or the other. You are choosing to fight for “Your” life and freedom or you are choosing to lay in the muck and mud of your old reality. Life takes work. A full life is not handed to you on a silver platter. You have to fight for your right to thrive in this world of density. And in this density you have to choose to enjoy the process and find the element of fun and laugh at the ridiculousness of your mentally perceived limitations. An element of seriousness permeates your love relationships under this astrology. You may feel criticized and inhibited, unloved and unsatisfied, misunderstood and not seen. But that is an illusion also and your worst enemy is actually yourself and your own fears of getting close to others. You recently made a choice to push someone away who was trying to help. You did not do it in an obvious way…. you sabotaged yourself and fell into the trap of wanting to be rescued. The moment you did that you stepped out of being responsible for your life and wanting someone else to be responsible for you. That shuts the doorways to deeper connection. So when you start blaming others for not understanding your position remember that you are subconsciously playing a game and people hate to be manipulated and they know when someone is doing it. Today, the completion is also in looking at those manipulating tendencies that are subtle, subconscious, and insidious. It is time to grow up. It is time to claim your life and stop expecting others to save you. Only you can save you. You either will or you won’t it is completely up to you.
Compassion basically means accepting people’s frailties, their weaknesses, not expecting them to behave like gods. That expectation is cruelty.
I hear it so often in my form of work. A person is in a bad situation and wants a “Prince Charming” or “Princess Charming” to come and rescue them. This is never how it works and humanity has lots of stories saying that it does. It seems like an easy out. They ask me, “Well, why can’t “Mr Right” just walk in the door and save me?” My answer is because no one can save you and the huge burden of responsibility you put on others is unfair and the weight of that burden will break them and make them eventually leave. It is “Your” job to figure out your life. It is not another person’s job. Yes, you will find people who want to help but they cannot do it forever. You have to take action and show some initiative in order for others to want to continue to play and help. Otherwise it is exhausting for them and in truth it is a manipulation of the energy in the space. You were given plenty of energy to overcome the challenges presenting in your life right now. You have been given people and situations that will help you learn and grow. But they will not do the work for you that you must do. It is like rock climbing. A great rock climber will not climb with someone way below his or her level and then take them to a rock face that is their level because in a crunch situation, the good climber cannot save the less experienced climber. They can coach and indicate where there is a handhold that they cannot see in their panic and fear but a climber is really on their own. A good climber will take you to a cliff that you can climb but again will not rescue you. You must learn how to overcome fear and certain obstacles. It is essential for you moving forward in your life. Those skills must be learned and tested again and again until they become automatic body wisdom. Only from there will the universe give you greater challenges. It is essential that you find your inner skill set and base upon which you can contribute to the climb and not become a hindrance to others.