8/3/18 is the number 4. The number 4 reminds you to stay as balanced as possible as we go into the multiple retrograde planet phase. Miscommunications abound even with this Master of Communication, the number 4. You might feel like you are trying to deal with a type of conversational free-for-all. What is so frightening is the number of people that are really in a perceptual bubble that is so hateful and wants to create chaos and mayhem, so they feel justified in their distorted prejudices. I never thought this country would be in this place, but it shows that when issues are pushed down and hidden, they fester. Eventually, they become a very dangerous, toxic mix whose only intention is to kill the host. In this case, The American Dream. I am not sure how to shift this energy. My concern is that it will get worse before it gets better. And that impacts all of us in very hard ways. Keep communication lines open with those you love. Know that we are in very interesting times and from the ashes of this pattern I believe that something wonderful will eventually emerge. Only from your own center of balance can you navigate such “bucking broncos” of intensity.
I feel like I need to give a heads up about the upcoming weekend.
The overall feeling is one of wanting to connect to others but finding that there is a degree of impatience and aggravation because of all the planets in retrograde or going retrograde. It creates a type of internal strain, one that needs to be countered with a great deal of compassion and connection to a higher plane than the one you are currently living in.
It is a great time for projects and getting things consolidated in ways that make you feel like a clearing of energy is supporting a new level of inner stability in an unpredictable world. There is great satisfaction in the projects that are completed this weekend. It also might be time to commit to a stronger health routine for yourself while you are dealing with all these grounded domestic issues.
Old love relationships might surface for a moment and that can make an already stressed time more unsettling. Be aware of old conflicts coming to the surface again. Do your best to not react. While old stories love to filter the present moment with the pain of the past it is not a good idea to allow that to continue. Do your best to see the person as they are now. Notice their evolution and do your best to not obsess and to show great restraint.
It takes time to heal old wounds. Expect a weekend of learning to direct energy in another way rather than in the direction of all that pain you have been holding onto.
Just know that it is going to be difficult to share or even figure out how to blend energies with others. Differences become more obvious than expected. People from your past may almost not be recognizable. So do not over-reach to attempt to make the connection. Let the disconnect just sit there peacefully and allow it to be clearly in the space. Do not try to make it better. Do not try to stop the discomfort. Recognize the shift, acknowledge that shift. See what is positive about it, and don’t make their choices and decisions about you. Everyone is on their own path to awakening. Often those we love have had to take pathways that are clearly not familiar to you at all. They will seem almost foreign and the tendency is to judge before understanding. That would be a mistake in this moment. Just sit in that discomfort that you feel and know that they are potentially on a path that is not one of yours. And that clarity is where you recognize that at this time in your life, your path between you and this person need to diverge. You cannot walk a path that is not yours to walk. You cannot follow another when your path clearly is going another way. There is no right or wrong. There is only what is in this moment. Know that you and that soul are always doing the best that you can to awaken to your full glory and potential. All paths are sacred and all paths lead to “Home”.
When you hold on,
you believe in a past
that is dead and gone.
When you let go,
you believe that a future
exists and that you are
finding your way to
a better reality.