I have been a practicing psychic since I was a child.
I assumed that everyone could see and hear the things that I did from a young age.
As I grew … I became aware that others did not operate or experience the world in a similar fashion.
I decided by the age of 6, that adults had somehow disconnected from their divine and highest self.
And I vowed to not make that same mistake.
Fortunately, my life was one of music, numbers, rhythms, poetry, art, and ballet. That gave me the opportunity to practice the ability to keep both my right and left brains open and in harmony with each other.
I had permission to move music through my body and channel the energies of audiences through as well. Through dance I learned how to hold and channel forces that were greater than my own physical body and soul.
Dance and music taught me to merge with life itself.
I learned how to understand and flow with the powerful forces of nature and other forms of light and life.
I gained my unique perspective and insight this way.
In my teenage years I was given great opportunities to dance in New York City on scholarships to Julliard and was coached by amazing teachers that showed me that power can be transferred and gifted to others. As many of these teachers did for me.
By 17 years old I was professionally dancing in Berlin Germany with the Deutsche Oper Berlin.
This was during the time of the Cold War when the walls were still up and a tense standoff existed between west and east.
I found myself, a deeply intuitive young woman, literally standing in the place of two world wars with all the karmic devastation and suffering that lingered in the rocks, bricks, walls, soil, water and air.
The psychic impact of this place, Berlin, blew open my remaining doors to a place of deepest knowing and intuition. Past lives, flooded through my being and I could see the dead that were still caught between the worlds in the astral plain.
It was in this place of darkness and devastation that I began to remember who I was and what I had really come here to do.
But the timing was not quite yet … and I knew it.
Dance taught me level of internal discipline and a type of mental control and stability that few things can teach in this world.
And through it all, I watched humanity and the patterns that human consciousness wove, thus creating their karmic expression and experiences in this life.
I worked with many great and powerful teachers, gurus, and facilitators.
But the teachers that most impressed me were the ones that knew that they had an enlightened gift to give the world, but they also knew that … they too … were a human beings working through their own karmic journey.
They showed me that you could still give your gifts and continue to work on yourself. You did not need to be totally enlightened to make a huge difference in the world. But what you did need to do was be honest, authentic, and compassionate to all life.
My intention is to be as authentically kind and honest in each and every reading.
I am not here to tell you what you want to hear. I am here to help you uncover and discover what you have hidden from yourself.
When you are ready you will find the teacher that is right for you and they will vibrate at the level of wisdom and truth that this person can comprehend at that time.
Perhaps, I may be that person for you.
You will know by a feeling … inside … and signs that have guided you to me in this moment.
As a teacher and published author of many books; Integral Tarot, Integral Numerology, Becoming Authentic: Lessons in Tantra, Confessions of a Psychic, and The Prophesy of the Morian, I use my many skills to assist you in understanding who you are, where you are in your journey, what you need to work on, and what your goals are in this lifetime.
I use tools of Astrology, Numerology, Tarot, Channeling, Palmistry, meditation, yogic skills, many healing techniques, and breathing practices to help you open to the magnificence that is within your soul attempting to break past the defenses of your ego.
I look forward to every connection that the universe brings to me as I know they are divinely guided in this moment to connect with me to help them find the next level of growth and expansion for their soul.
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Numerology/Astrology for 9/30/19
9/30/19 is the number 6. Spiritual strength comes from a place deep inside. It comes from a place of knowing that all life has moments of suffering and also knowing that suffering causes awakening of parts that were previously unknown to the ego. Discomfort is an expression of suffering. It is that spiritual part scratching at the ego trying to get you to notice that something is out of balance in not in alignment with the natural order of life. When you ignore those spiritual promptings too long then they create illness, disease, and injuries to get your attention. I prefer to notice that subtle message before it needs to get so loud that I am in terrible pain. That is what the number 6 is attempting to do. Get you to become more aware and awaken to a higher level of integrative knowing.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Astrology Today
Emotions go into the depths of Scorpio on Monday. The Moon in Scorpio is always an emotionally intense time. I expect the stressed people that are being called out to reaction with vindictiveness as they are unable to cope with the very serious and significant changes that are happening during this period.
On Monday evening, Venus makes a challenge to hidden-depths Pluto. Expect to feel more vulnerable in relationships. Just don't expect anything to be easy. Fortunately, this will be over quickly.
It is Rosh Hashanah. I hope that there will be calm hearts and minds for Israel and those of the Jewish persuasion. Benevolent flow is the request from the stars.
There is one moment that might be difficult from 10 am to noon. Keep your head. Stay in the flow and know that it will quickly pass. Things will eventually give you what you are looking for.
The Moon in Scorpio opposition to Uranus in Taurus. Eccentric behavior explodes and those off center with misguided emotions will attempt to pull everyone down into their hell. Don't let them. Problems arise when you push what you want on others. This is a moment to think before you speak. Doing anything else can lead to tragic consequences.
Venus in Libra squares Pluto in Capricorn. You might be able to explore your passions but remember to not lose your personal moral fortitude. Feelings are complicated. But know that what emerges from that complication is important. Change always makes small and young souls suspicious and fearful. Never manipulate others, only tell the truth. Truth makes those that are deceiving themselves very uncomfortable.
Know that insecurities continue to come up but that is healthy for the psyche to evolve and grow. Fears show you where you are still growing. Be kind to others because trigger points are on the surface. Self-discovery always requires risk, death of the old beliefs and ways, and a willingness to evolve and grow rather than be frozen in place that used to give comforting and confidence.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Quote
Pain is not punishment.
It is a form of awakening.
Something greater that you
attempts to get your
attention so that
you change.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Blog
I believe that we are sparks of divine energy that exist in multiple dimensions and times. This world and experience we are having is but one dimension through which we are attempting to experience life in this particular 3rd dimension. I can feel in moments where this perception is overlapping another one and looking at this same time, very differently. We are multidimensional beings having an experience in limitation. We are here to experience feelings in a way that can only be done from this level of awareness. I also believe that we are the eyes and ears through which the divine looks out into this world. If you are calmly open to things beyond normal perception, you will begin to notice subtle synchronicities and overlapping messages that filter in through various levels. That is those other realities giving insight, information, tools, and fresh approaches to habit and patterns that have outgrown their usefulness. The more you awaken, the more you will notice. And the more wondrous this world suddenly becomes. While such awareness takes practice and years of training, the first step is to notice those overlaps. Those moments when you become aware that the same message is coming in from many directions is the beginning of learning that this reality is not the only one operating in this reality.
~Suzanne Wagner~ https://suzannewagner.com/astrology_numerology/numerologyastrology-for-92019-plus-personal-blog-3/){kind=link}