April 12, 2022

Suzanne’s Personal Quote and Blog for 4/13/2022

About the Author: Suzanne Wagner
By Published On: April 12, 2022Categories: Astrology/Numerology

Quote

Safety is lovely and shallow.

Safety is lonely and at times hollow.

Life is uncomfortable and tests edges of belief.

Life is determined to exhaust one until we sleep.

Peace comes to those who learn to wait.

Grace comes when we learn that we have all the keys to all the gates.

~Suzanne Wagner~

 

 

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I have been confronted in many moments of my life to change and all of those moments are difficult in different ways.

I have learned that when change is coming that the level of discomfort can become difficult to handle and that discomfort slowly builds up until we have to shift.

When I wanted to go to New York City and go to school and dance, it was uncomfortable in my old ballet studio world, and I could see that for all my desire that what they offered was not what I needed completely to succeed. The next step was out of my comfort zone and into the chaotic and artistic world of New York City.

Even once there, it is tremendously uncomfortable. The competition increased exponentially as all the dancers were of my caliber or much better. Discomfort caused me to stretch and try things that I had never tried.

Leaving New York and going to Berlin was worse.

To dance I had to go where the job was regardless of if it was what I had planned or wanted.

Leaving the country at 17 years old and going to a country where you do not speak the language was extremely difficult.

Learning to navigate a culture and country with the Cold War happening and walls and nuclear weapons pointed at the city I was in, was not comfortable.

Being in a seniority system, German Opera company was like nothing I had ever experienced. I cried when I got home every day for a year and a half. And every day I determined to put on a smile and try again.

I learned a lot by directly dealing with all the levels of discomfort. It was one of the more difficult times in my life and it was a moment that I learned how to cope and keep going in flows of energy that were completely foreign to what I thought life would look like.

Leaving Berlin was more difficult than going there and it was clear that the universe will continue to up the ante when one learns how to navigate one level. The next level is always going to be harder and more intense.

All those moments were designed by my higher self and the divine to get me to learn to adapt and to learn how to thrive in environments that were difficult and outside my scope of reality.

I am grateful for each and every lesson.

I am not in a place where again, I do not feel completely comfortable. But now, I realize that it is never about comfort. It is always about growth and expansion.

Comfort … while lovely does not have certain types of development within our soul.

Sometimes we choose more comfort and allow ourselves to rest in a life.
But others … such as this one for me were not about that in any way. It was about testing edges, discovering unusual things, embracing the moment, recognizing what is real and what is a perceptual bubble that I manifested to feel safe.
To embrace what was happening and to not try to make things happen that were not in alignment with my path or my deeper self. Those moments are worth it but they are not for everyone. And yet, each of us will have to learn to let everything we have ever known go and become what they universe knows is next for us.

Enjoy the journey.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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