Numerology/Astrology for 5/19/20

5/19/20 is the number 10. If you add the 5 + 1 + 9 + 2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 19. 1 + 9 = 10.
There is always power (the number 10) hidden in the deepest corners of your consciousness. I try to remind myself that I have somewhere within me skills and abilities that have not yet been accessed or remembered. I know that because each of us have many lifetimes that somewhere there is a past life memory of tools and abilities that may not show up until the need arises. I find that accessing the possibility is helpful. Trusting and calling for that wisdom to come to the surface is always a way to shift out of hopelessness and into the possibility.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

The Moon is in Aries sextile Venus helping you be a bit more adaptable and courteous. Avoid arguments or conflicts with anyone today.

The Moon in Aries square Pluto in Capricorn. This causes you to be dreamy and potentially self-deceptive. Expect imbalance in your nervous system and do not get lost in the nostalgia of the past.

The Moon squares Jupiter in Capricorn. This can put the authorities in a place of tension. Do not intentionally aggravate those who need to be in charge. Know that pushing now can damage relationships permanently.

The Moon goes into Taurus this evening. Protect your finances and hold on tight to family.

The Moon in Taurus square Saturn in Aquarius. This brings restrictions, depression, and stubbornness. Partnerships are strained.

You want to push ahead but that is not advised.

Everything shows you that it is time for a fresh start. All things change. Any plans keep adjusting. Stay unattached.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote

We are here to remember

all that we are and all

that we have been.

That is the only way

to discover all that

you can become.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Blog

I look at how so many priorities have shifted over time in this life. But the one thing that remains consistent is that my soul wants to help humanity in the small ways that I can through words, sharing, and journeying into the depths of experiences.

What I have loved about traveling the world (and there is a lot of the world that I have yet to explore) is that travel shatters and dispels all sorts of beliefs and judgments you have that you did not even know were there.

All cultures are different. The languages reflect how the brain processes information. Being willing to learn a language can help you navigate a deeper understanding of their cultural perspective.

We each think and perceive differently. Priorities are radically different. I have met people whose lives are 10 times harder than mine and yet they still have more joy and laughter than me.

There is not one right way. That is a lie we tell ourselves to feel superior. It is a childish brain pattern that is hopefully something that we each can work through and allow to evolve in this life.

Every level of life has something to offer. There is always some precious understanding and awareness that can be learned in different environments. Humanity attunes to the places in which we live and that environment helps us to gather the tools that we need to learn to survive.

Travel helps shifts judgment more rapidly than therapy or most types of inner work. Some things have to be fully experienced. Sometimes you have to be completely taken off your edge to reconnect to what is really important to you and your life.

I hope you discover a place in this world that feels magical to you. A place that feels so comfortable that you drop out of all the striving and finally let yourself arrive at a particular new place and state of awareness.

I had one friend that traveled to Ireland and fell so deeply in love with a particular place that she bought a small cottage right there and retired to that place.

To find those magical spots for myself, I use Astrocartography as a tool. I find it very helpful. With the astrocartography, when it says that certain places I will find comforting and easy, they are exactly that. Places that are very challenging and trigger me are also exactly that.

Some people say that I have a really weird pattern and that is that I try to go to the places that are less than comfortable again and again. That is because I realize that those are the places that there is something to learn. While I have tried again and again to be able to relax and enjoy certain places on this earth. There are some that are just much more difficult than others. Each of us have past memories from lives that had trauma. Those are always harder to work with.

Especially when the past patterns that constructed the trauma remain in that place even in the modern day reality. So while some places allow you to drop in and reclaim something really important that is positive, some do just the opposite. We are here to remember all that we are and all that we have been. That is the only way to then discover all that you can become.

~Suzanne Wagner~