INTUITIVE PATTERNS FOR
THE MONTH OF APRIL 2020

Osho Zen Tarot:  Playfulness, Flowering, Abundance
Medicine Cards: Dolphin, Weasel
Mayan Oracle: Ik, Mystical Power, Ahau
Ancient Egyptian Tarot: Temperance, Judgement, Queen of Disks
Aleister Crowley Deck: Prince of Wands, The Magus, Princess of Cups
Healing Earth Tarot: Three of Rainbows, Nine of Shields, The Sun
Words of Truth: Co-Dependent, God, Healing

It is April and we celebrate the manifestation of Earth Day, which began 50 years ago this month. The Earth has tried to teach us so many things and continues to show us where we are off and where we are making strides into new ways that hopefully heal and save this beautiful world.

The Earth is in a healing crisis. And as with all healing crises we are having a strong fever that is continuing to build. It is hotter in the Arctic than ever recorded in February and spring has started early for most of this hemisphere. But the rains went north and did not quench the great thirst of much of the United States. Illnesses such as the one we are in require high fevers to break the negative hold of that which is killing the organism.
While it is April and everyone is itching to spring into action, this month attempt to look past the obvious and into the mystical and magical elements that are also happening.
It is beginning to dawn on more people that the healing that is needed … is within us. We need to look at how interconnected and how dependent we are on this beautiful world. We can no longer separate ourself from the very thing that gives us life.
So many idealistic types are striving to attain a type of “ascension” consciousness. They want to have the ability to transcend beyond this domain.
But to do that requires a type of wholeness and unconditional love. This world is desperate for us to love it and to love all of its creatures.
No part of yourself or anything else can be left behind in this journey. Love is the very thing that will set all of us free. Yet to do that we have to re-examine our concepts of self as it relates to the question of “What is our highest and divine self?”
Then we need to move and act from that place only. Egos must be left behind like a child having a temper-tantrum on a hiking trail. It is time to grow up. Recognize that our ego is that petulant child that will refuse to move until it gets its own way. But it will never be happy or satisfied and so you cannot cater to that pattern or behavior. It is time for all of us to move from a place of maturity, clarity, compassion, and knowing. When we embrace that aspect of ourself we can perform miracles and magic again.
Acceptance is the key to freedom.
Allowance is a form of love.
We have to allow this process that is in play to work itself through. And while that may be unpleasant, it is essential and necessary to the healing that everyone is seeking.

It is in the cards this month to examine what you believe is your concept of “God”.
Do you have “God” in a box that is constructed from your beliefs and fears of separation?

Do you see within yourself a reflection of that divine spark?
If you are actively seeking to express and share unconditional love, then you are fully attempting to integrate the archetype, “Ahau”.
If your love has expectations and judgements then you are caught in the human condition of perpetual karmic suffering and not yet free.
Step out of striving and give permission for everyone to go through what they need in order to awaken. It is not up to you. It never was. It is not about you being right. There is no right or wrong way to go. It is the decisions in the moment that will lead us to the lessons that we are ready to receive.
There is a powerful solar and astrological tide shifting everything around us. You are not separate from the divine that is continuing to move through all things, whether you perceive the magic in those shifts or not.
If you are expecting a miracle, you forget that you are that miracle. It is through hardship that we are forced to re-ignite the circuity that will show the pathway to your potential.
Harboring feelings of resentment, judgment, and anger inhibit your most powerful and magical self.
While it matters what you think ….. right now, it matters more about what you do or don’t do. Affirmed and conscious action is what is required. Opinions need not apply.
Weasel is the power animal this month. It indicates that there are many things going on behind the scenes. There is a fox in the hen house, waiting for that perfect moment to strike when your guard is down and you are not fully paying attention.
The Three of Rainbows is a dragon moving through the landscape trying to gather up all that is of value and hoard it. There is a dragon inside that wants to take everything because it believes things will fill an inner emptiness. Of course it is not true. But some need to have things taken from them to recognize that sometimes a simply life is a very good life. Sometimes we are asked to see the joy in the sunlight, feel peace within the embrace of family and know that regardless of what is happening in the outer world, there is a place within us that knows love and prefers to give that love regardless of the cost.
This month, expect intrigue. You are going to continue to be caught and surprised by the conflations of energy and words. It is especially important that you pay attention to truth and support that truth in others. There are those out there that have the intention to make you doubt your feelings. That want you dulled by the confusion so you cannot be effective. They want you to feel helpless and paranoid.
It is time to get those cotton balls out of your ears and hear what is really going on. Do not expect it to be pleasant. It is going to be harsh and upsetting. But you cannot thrive or survive if your head is in a box or up in a cloud.

~Suzanne Wagner~