Numerology/Astrology for 10/15/16
10/15/16 is the number 7. This number reminds me of the sculpture of “The Thinker”. It is time to contemplate deeply on the nature of mind and truth. And to recognize that what you think is not always the truth. How did you get to this place? What were the thought processes that got out of control that have allowed you to fall so deeply into this pit of self-deception? You cannot hide from your choices. You cannot deny your negativity and dark emotions. You cannot take back the words spoken from a reactive and triggered ego. You have to take a look at your choices and actions with the eyes of a scientist and the thoughtfulness of a philosopher. It is going to be painful to feel into the experience the hatred, hardship, and anger that you have been festering inside and spewing outwardly. What you do not acknowledge that you have created will eat you alive if you are unwilling to admit where you got caught up in the negative energy of others. It is time to let it go. It is time to see with fresh eyes. It is time to forgive your naïveté and recognize that things were much more complex than you understood. With the Aries/Libra Full Moon at 9:23 pm PDT you are finally addressing how to rebalance the needs of others over your own individual needs. The energy is so chaotic and crazy that you are going to need to pace yourself and expect the fear factor to take over the media and others emotions to the point of creating an explosive environment where little good can come out of speaking your mind. The world will have lost temporary control over appropriate behavior and clarity of mind. Expect a type of total breakdown as egos shatter and the huge distortion attempts to gain some sort of control over a runaway train. Do your best to maintain appropriate boundaries with those whose anger is overflowing and raging outward in destructive ways. There will be a time to rebuild but this is not that moment. Breakdown is happening in a type of cascading failure in a multitude of ways and systems. Do not overextend. Do not attempt to explain. Let the breakdown speak the volumes that will tear apart the illusions and reveal the stark reality of truth. Once you get past this weekend you will finally feel as if you have hit the bottom and now you will have something solid to stand on. Yes, you are standing in a field of destruction but the broken egos of shattered illusions make fertile ground for a new crop of potential to arise.
“The Truth loves. It does not judge. It holds a big sword in its hands and can ruthlessly discern what is false and what is true, but it does not hold grudges. If you are not telling the truth to yourself, you will suffer. If it was not ruthless, there would be no learning. Truth doesn’t spoon feed you. Live by truth or suffer. It’s that simple. When you actually awaken to the Truth, you will see that through every circumstance and experience you have always been loved. It is amazing to see there is a thread of love running through every single moment. There never was a victim, not even for a moment. And even though it may have seemed painful, it was just a fierce sword that was there to get you to really see the Truth. Coming to terms with this is difficult, because it steals every thread of victimhood from us.”
~ Adyashanti ~
In pain we find the doorway to true vulnerability. In pain we learn that we cannot do everything alone. In pain we finally reach out and ask for the help that others often want to give. I wish that we did not learn from the hardship and suffering that is the human physical and emotional condition. But we discover places of strength that we did not know we had. Pain indicates that you are off center in some way. Pain shows you that you are out of alignment with the divine flow. If you can observe pain in an objective way without judgment you can find the pathway through the minefield of the mind and out into a place of clarity and freedom. When you fight to hold onto delusion it hurts. The more you hold onto things that are false the more pain you will go into. Freedom is acceptance. Truth is calm. Falsehoods cause war and manufactured stories cause others to lash out and hurt others for nonsensical reasons.