Numerology/Astrology for 11/19/15
November 19th is the number 20. The negativity is growing and all of you can feel it. I wish I could say that this is the last bit of negativity but I have to say that that is not the case. At least with this astrology there is going to be a bit more clarity coming but that clarity is like, “Oh, my goodness there is a huge storm ahead! I need to get my boat ready and positioned to be able to handle what is coming my way!” Saturn is a planet that tries to hold things together but as it comes into that square with Neptune it is going to be difficult for any of us to keep our S**t together. And remember it is okay that you are not going to know completely the answers that are moving your direction. In truth when a storm gets so bad you cannot see where you are going you are mostly trying to survive moment-by-moment. The last time we did this pattern with the Saturn in Sagittarius was in 1986-87. And that was a powerful set of years for me, as I knew I needed to transition out of being a ballet dancer but I did not know what I was moving towards. I was seeking. This is again that moment. You are all seeking something. You have not found it and you may not completely find it for a while but the journey is a powerful one and well worth navigating. So take you time. Let the energies shape and mold you and know that the evolution is being shaped by each and every momentary reaction you choose right now. Choose wisely. Allow the growth to happen. Do not say in the same place because Neptune’s water is going to tear down the old structures of your life. It is a good thing. You have been living with a box of old tools that are no longer applicable to what you want to build next. The Moon continues its transit of Aquarius until 7:22 AM EST, when it enters Pisces. Decisions or commitments may not be easy under the influence of a Pisces Moon, but tapping into your intuition is. The Moon in Pisces creates a very emotional day so be conscious that you and others are capable of melting down quickly over the slightest thing. A Mercury-Pluto semi-square today can skew your perceptions a little so recognize that the emotions that are exploding out of you may be remnants of old unresolved issues rather than really related to this moment in time. There is a tendency to doubt or mistrust others now if you allow your fears to interfere with your objectivity. You can feel some mental pressure or stress now. Your willingness to investigate or break through appearances is best harnessed for practical projects. You might pour energy into research, investigation, and devising strategies to get to the bottom of a matter.
What is it right now that there are so many that claim to be Christians that so obviously do not practice the art of Christianity? It goes back to one of the patterns I have seen in very dogmatic people. They are there in those churches to listen to the sermons and messages in the books over and over again because they do not get it. They are not practicing what they are preaching. Then I realize that they are young souls still searching for the place inside of unconditional love and that they need to be in those organizations because they really do not get it and they need to hear it over and over again so it eventually sinks in. Once you know that you need to practice unconditional love with everyone in every moment, not just the moments when you are surrounded by those that think the same as you, then you are a walking memorial to the teachings of human goodness and truth. You no longer need to belong to a group because you have embodied the practices in your life.
Praying for all of those caught in the horror of others rigidity and beliefs. Sending compassion to all of those on the planet that are in a physical pattern of suffering. Wishing for the hearts of all to open and for them to see beyond their own fears and projections. Crying out for humanity to finally look beyond this insidious way they need to make others wrong in order for them to be right.