Numerology/Astrology for 12/20/19

12/20/19 is the number 8. Do not let the emotions of attachment to the way things used to be cloud your perception of this moment. Things will work the way the universe intends and not necessarily the way you want them to go. While you can let that fact tear you down and make you sad, it is better to let go and know that you are being asked to surrender into this moment and not into the picture that you anticipated. If you haven’t noticed, things are rather wild and wooly in the entire world. Not just in our corner of reality. So you have to recognize that the world is fighting off an infection of hate. And while that is very sad, it is just the way things go at times. No matter what, be kind. No matter what help others. No matter what, express the love and words that are near and dear to your heart. You never know when any of us will no longer be here. You want to give the gifts you have and came to give this world. You want to connect with your spiritual family in healthy ways that transcend time and space. Love is the glue that holds worlds together. Give some of that essential energy into the larger mix right now. It is greatly needed.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology Today

The holiday season continues to ramp up and the pressure is mounting. Plans keep changing and the only answer is to let go and surrender to what is. There are astrological forces at work and no matter what you will not be in control of them. So you can allow the energy to carry you off in a new direction.

Venus is in Aquarius making you want to express more independence and no matter what bend a few rules. So while there is a lot of freedom coursing through everything allow others to also feel that way. Sometimes you need solitude to understand something. Some things cannot be learned with others. They are your own personal journey forward. You are experimenting with some new and intriguing ideas and concepts. Treat others fairly and move from an unselfish position. Things are showing that they are going to be different this holiday season. Different is not bad. So allow this new energy to create space and permission to move forward.

Venus forms a semi-square to Neptune. Do not let the illusions that the worst is happening take over your consciousness. Things are not good or bad, they just are. Deal with them in this moment. While you are going to easily doubt if others love and care about you, do not let that slip into self-absorption. You are lovable and worthier. Relax and let others deal with their own stress in the way that they need. Do not gloss over details that hurt. It is just the way things go sometimes. Others are not doing things to intentionally hurt you. They are also overwhelmed and doing what they need to make it through this holiday season and eclipse..

Venus is moving towards a sextile to Chiron and the need for deep intimacy is strong and you need to share what you are feeling. Remember to see the beauty in the human weaknesses of others.

The Moon is still in the relationships sign of Libra and while you are wanting balance, family, and home, it is clearly not flowing in the way you expected.

The Moon squares Saturn in the afternoon and that is going to make you feel more melancholic and bring festering unhappiness to the surface. Sometimes you just have to realize that some of your choices are not going to pan out the way you expected.

The Moon square Pluto is adding to the emotional anxiety and you feel stressed in ways that seem out of the norm for you. You will probably try to talk yourself through it. And that is not a bad idea. Do not let the anger monster get out of control.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote

Certain things in the external world
change in a natural order and flow.
But humanity expects the externals
to change for them to feel
good about themselves.
Such deep insecurity needs a lot of
validation and vindication.
But the truth is that the external natural
world changes very slowly most of the time.
And we awaken to the fact that
it is us that needs to change.
The hardest thing to do it to let go
of what you believed was real.
The faster things move the more
out of control they will feel
~Suzanne Wagner~

 

 

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Be afraid for those who stand still.
Not from a place of silence and center
but from a place of frozen fear.
Be afraid for those that cannot change.
They are missing out on so much love
that is available to them if they would
just step beyond their
parameters and beliefs.
Be afraid for those that continue to go
down a path that leads them either
nowhere or towards a negative outcome.
For you know the consequences for
actions and inaction.
Be afraid for the journey of such souls
because until they learn to love and
forgive themselves they are stuck
in the illusions that they are
surrounded by hate.
You cannot outrun danger.
You cannot pretend to
be blind and not see.
The greatest lies are the ones
we have told ourselves.
~Suzanne Wagner~