December 19, 2019


About the Author: Suzanne Wagner
By Published On: December 19, 2019Categories: Intuitive Patterns Daily



Osho Zen Tarot:  Going with the Flow, Success, Guilt
Medicine Cards: Horse (contrary), Fox, Dragonfly
Mayan Oracle: Etznab ( upside down), Kan (upside down), Transparency (upside down)
Ancient Egyptian Tarot: The Fool, Four of Swords, Queen of Wands
Aleister Crowley Deck: Strength, Interference, The Devil
Healing Earth Tarot: Ace of Rainbows, Lovers, Ace of Wands
Words of Truth: Mind, Sobriety, Primal, Truth


Numerology for 2020 – The Number 4

As the year 2020 becomes the number 4. It is the reminder to cultivate harmony at all costs. And those costs are probably going to be high. I have discovered for myself that when I am in a personal Number 4 year, I often feel out of sorts, out of balance, and out of alignment with the greater flows in life and nature.
That discord is exhausting to navigate and finally you get so frustrated that you decide to stop, cut back, regroup, reprioritize, and take a good, hard, and honest look at what is working and what isn’t. It is that moment when things have to change. You cannot stand to stay in a past pattern another minute. That is when everything shifts and often quite radically.
Sometimes it is precipitated by an event that is that final straw. Or a moment that becomes a line in the sand that you will no longer tolerate. Regardless there is a breaking point and that is necessary to find your way back to balance.

This particular year, I find myself looking at the 2 and the zero that repeat. Then wanting to break them apart. The zeros will magnify the number in front of them. Just as when you do numbers normally, the number 10 is ten times the number one. Therefore, the zeros in 2020 will doubly magnify each of the energies of the number 2’s.
That is quite scary to me.
The number 2 is all about negative mind and critical mind. And that is exactly what we are seeing in the external world. Negativity is magnifying and presently is 10 times larger than ever before. Those that hate are feeding on the fears that are being given out in the media and inflaming the minds (the number 2 again) of those that are intent to see things from a terribly critical point of view.
And this is universal. I am not just speaking about our country. Look anywhere and there is a rising up anger and hatred to those that intend to oppress, lie, manipulate, and push down others.

I believe that this year will be the beginning of a massive breaking point. The likes of which none of us have seen in our lifetime. Be careful and observe with a detached but open awareness of all the things out there that are intentionally trying to polarize humanity more and more. Governments and countries that do that and go too far … will cause an eruption of emotion that they will probably not be able to control.

The number 4 is about the compromise that needs to happen but that clearly is not at this time. The number 2 makes you realize that people of power are going to break the backs of the poor and they have no intention of helping our humanity or this world in any way. So then, what is dangerous is that the people will have nothing left to lose. That is where radical rebellions happens and violence can ensue. Take a look at how your mind is either twisting things and making stresses more stressful or looking with a very clear and discerning eye to the facts that are there for everyone to see. Learn critical thinking but do not be critical of others. Learn to allow others to make their own mistakes and know that you cannot save others from the lessons they need to learn. The mind is supposed to be a slave to the soul not the other way around.

This year seek out truth. Truths are universal. You can never own truth. Truth is bigger than you. It is part of the universal laws that rule this reality.

The Astrology this month is building up to the Saturn-Pluto conjunction on January 12th, 2020. Jupiter is also going to be in the sign of Capricorn with Saturn and Pluto, making this moment quite a volatile mix. What I know is that the US chart takes a hit that day and also our current president’s chart takes a hit that day. What that will be is anyone’s guess. But know that as that energy comes in it will continue to promote chaos and upset. What is clear is that this Saturn-Pluto Conjunction with Mars in Aries squaring is going to set the stage for the rest of the year. That is probably why we need to find the harmony within ourselves and not look for the external to help us in any way. It will be up to us to make a correction and find a way through to the next level of our evolution.

I pulled the Aleister Crowley Tarot cards specifically for the Conjunction on Jan 12th, 2020 for the US.
The cards are Ruin, The Hanged Man, and Failure.
These cards indicate shattering of old patterns and a breakdown of systems. Reasoning goes out the window and the hard truth of the reality comes crashing in. Regardless it causes suffering and enforced sacrifice for all of us. There is a failure of the systems that have been holding important aspects and freedoms together and because of that, it leaves us open to some form of attack. Whether that is internal or external is anyone’s guess.

Therefore, the illusions (Dragonfly) that have been being perpetuated .. break down. Pain and guilt creates an atmosphere of complex and painful emotions. Many will pass through the distortion and see with utter transparency that which they did not want to see. The mirrors and reflections shatter and you are left with the sharp edges of truth that cut away what was never really real. The sword of truth (Etznab) shatters the reality and awakens the spiritual warriors to face shadow. Something erupts (Kan) and the beliefs that we are safe and secure break under the constraint of self-deception. Be prepared because things will radically speed up and the faster things move the more out of control they will feel.
The Horse shows where the lack of respect has allowed for the abuse of power. It becomes clear that there are those that want to overpower people and systems. When humanity forgets to lead with compassion they become entangled with the unhealed wounds of their own past. The winds of destiny call to everyone to remember to honor all life and all things.
The Fox asks us to define the boundaries. It is the reminder that there is a Fox in the Hen House wreaking havoc and destruction. So what are you going to do about it. Be smart, be sly and know that you are going to have to come up with some ingenious moves.

The Aces are there to remind us that there are many new types of beginnings. One is a trial by fire. It requires you to have a type of strength of passion to allow you to face the challenges in front of you. A course of action must be taken but it needs to be forthright, loving, and honest.
The other Ace is about the giving and receiving of love. We are being asked to go more deeply into our hearts than ever before. We are being asked to feel below the surface of chaos that is taking us away from clarity. We are being asked to do what used to seem impossible. Because we really have no choice.
This month you are riding a tiger. And while that may seem amazing. It will also be a wild, unpredictable ride. All moments of power are followed by a moment that pulls you into the opposite place. That is just the laws of life and nature.
Do not be a fool and ignore the truths when they present.
Do not believe that you are completely safe because things will forever change. But what you can do is negotiate with others and come to compromises and understandings. Only working together can we make the necessary changes that will stand the tests of time.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Go to Top