Numerology/Astrology for 12/8/16

12/8/16 is the number 20. The number 20 again, reminds everyone to keep looking at the duality inside and outside. Learning to expand in such a way that you can hold both right in front of you in ways that allow for expansion of your mind and to eliminate the crippling spontaneous rhetoric the keeps spewing out of your mouth in reactive and defensive ways is essential to finding peace right now. Notice if when you are confronted you keep coming back with the same phrase. That is a mental knee jerk reaction that is defending some piece of your ego. Learn to stop, listen to that voice and then not give is power. Feel beyond the phrase or response and feel what is underneath all of it. If you keep using the same phrase over and over again to defend your beliefs then it is a lie! Seriously! Repetition is a sign of doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result. If you are not getting the result you want then you are acting in a “crazy” sort of way and regardless it is not working so STOP! You have to expand your repertoire. You have to look at what you are protecting. Each of us is always protecting our ego. Our authentic self is calm not reactive. Take a breath. Let in another viewpoint and come at things from another pattern. I know that I can hear when someone is speaking another’s’ words over their own. I know when it sounds like a person I know or it sounds like some propaganda. We all need to get back to our core truth and voice, and then move from there. The romantic, dreamy period of the Pisces Moon gives way to a pioneering Aries Moon this morning at 5:17 AM EST. You instinctively start a new cycle when the Moon enters the first sign of the zodiac. A gut instinct to start something new is with you now, as well as the gumption to do so. Your pioneering impulses are strong, and you feel energetic, spontaneous, and enthusiastic. You may also be tactless and impulsive during this short Moon sign cycle. Excess energy is best channeled into physical activity. The Aries Moon values authenticity over tact and is energized by independent, enterprising efforts.
~Suzanne Wagner~
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The rains of God’s mercy cannot gather on mountaintops of pride, but flow easily into the valleys of humbleness.

~Paramahansa Yogananda~

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Once upon a time, a long time ago.
I was asked to come and hopefully show
The way through the darkness and into the light.
So I fell into this human plight
To show that coming back to truth
Could be done if you were willing to sleuth.
You have to be willing to get dirty and tired.
You have to be willing to not be admired.
You have to remember the only thing is
To have your life be a crazy quiz.
If awakening was easy it would be already done.
Then owning the duality inside you could hum.
Then you could turn this life into a song
A harmony of right and a harmony of wrong.
You are not bad when you make a mistake
But you cannot ascend if you do not let that be the gate.
Recognition is essential for enlightenment and peace.
Being wrong is where you begin to grease.
The doorway of mistakes that is big and strong
Because only through trial and error can you learn the song.
The righteous doorway you so desperately seek.
Is tiny and small and protected by critique.
Be the song that is the pulse of this world
If you cannot dance with your heart unfurled.
You will not be shown the doorway through
You will not be able to say adieu.
Until then the suffering will never end
You will continue to play until your ego bends
And you come across the plain of denial
To find your heart through mistake and trial.
There is a beauty to accepting your fate.
Grace is learned and embraced even late.
~Suzanne Wagner~