Numerology/Astrology for 3/29/15
Today we are in the number 4 and the clarity of Neutral Mind. Staying calm in the midst of change is always the challenge. Center takes practice and so you have to be tested to discover that within you there is a place of balance that will allow you to observe life without feeling trapped by your circumstances. Life is about noticing that in-between moment. You inhale and exhale. But today recognize the pause between those moments. There is always a small stop and it is that moment that is the place of peace, center, and gives you an opportunity to reclaim the clarity. Step out of the drama and into the knowingness that is within you. You are that bridge between heaven and earth. When you stand in the center you have access to all. The Moon leaves Cancer and enters Leo at 1:49 AM EDT. The Moon harmonizes with Saturn and then the Sun today, encouraging productivity and cooperation, although a dynamic aspect between Mercury and Jupiter can create some difficulty keeping things balanced. Don’t be tempted to go over the top or exaggerate now. A Venus-Pluto trine forming tonight, exact early tomorrow, can bring back focus, concentration, and shrewdness. Today you will be able to relate to others in a more intense and meaningful way.
Never escape from life. Escaping is suicide. Live life – its’ successes as well as its failures. Defeat and victor – both are necessary. Flowers and thorns – passing through everything one reaches the temple of existence.
Upon reflection and the wisdom of age I can see that all the upsets from when I was younger were perfect in their own way. Things that I thought I wanted and that I strived for arduously were never really mine to have. But it was the journey and the stretching that was where the greatest lessons were for myself. I learned to love myself. Not because I succeeded but because I failed. Not because I did something wrong but because the universe had another and much better plan for me. I learned that I had a strong and pure heart. I learned that I could love things and others deeply but that did not mean that there was any permanence in those things but that life was going to throw at me a myriad types, styles and flavors of love to show me the infinite possibilities. Life was going to show me that even my dreams where shallow and limited compared to what was actually possible. To do that, life gave me lessons that opened my heart and then broke it over and over again. Each time my heart expanded and grew to accommodate more and more depth, width, and height of love that was available. I learned to flow with what was happening and trust that the next thing would be greater than anything I could have previously imagined. I let go of a childish illusion of getting what I wanted and discovered that most of the time I did not actually know what I really wanted or needed. And sometimes the universe had to give me some big lessons to show me my own limitations. Thank you universe so being so relentless in showing me a much fuller expression of life than anything I could have imagined. I now know I was so much more worthy of so much more than I could have ever imagined.